Author: AncaLavinia
Leo New Moon- courage to dream bigger and bolder
Imagine this radiant, slow paced, powerful Lioness stepping forward. She carries herself like you never seen before. Self assured, grounded, oozing charisma, warmth, sensuality and Life. Sparkling fierce gaze. She knows who she is.
She DARES. She walks with her Heart open and there is something about her you cannot resist.
“How dare she? She is so arrogant and selfish! She is so superficial! She is too much!” some would say to themselves or whispering to their neighbour.
Others have their jaw dropped and are mesmerised.How can I be more like that?!
Where did my Spark go? My confidence, courage? Where is my inner Lioness?
On the 4th there is a magnetic and dynamic Leo New Moon at 12 degrees. With Venus at 29 degrees.
Also Pluto at 0 Aquarius going back into Capricorn in the fall and retrograde.
Neptune at 29 Pisces, retrograde.
Saturn retrograde in Pisces as well
Kiron retrograde in Aries
and Mercury stationing retrograde on same day as the new moon in Virgo.
Oh dear! The drama, the shifts, the turns, the inspiration, the revelations, the truth…the CHANGE!
Big endings with all those 29 degree planets. Clearings. Illusions cut through. Uncomfortable truth revealed. Yes, it continues. You haven’t seen anything yet.
All the going back to review our lives, our wounds, our souls, our beliefs, our everthing…with all the retrogrades. New solutions and answers, angles to old situations.
Also depth. New levels of depth that we access.
Going back to the Leo energy.
When expressed from the shadows– the wounding this can look like “pay attention to me, look at me, hey, I will do anything to turn your head, get your energy and validation” And often that means displaying and creating drama, victimhood or even tirany. The disconnected from their heart Lionesses can be the Tyrant mothers and partners, friends, the narcissistic ones, the manipulative and dominating ones.
They know it all. They take all the space, they give unsolicited advice and opinions and make it all about themselves. They overspend, they want the luxury and the comfort but do not think of the consequences or their partners for example.
They overturn the discussion, your sharing back to making it about them. Their story, their drama, their magnificence.
As they display so much (dark) charisma and draw you into the fascinated, hypnotised. You don’t know who you are anymore, you want to be more like them, you admire-envy them etc. The perfect wound to wound laching on relationship.
Remember the Lion from Oz? That had no courage? Underneath the tyrant mask, the charisma, the bigness of “look at me, I take all the space” there is desperation. unworthiness. fear. Scared little child that needs attention to survive.
You know I love the depth of it all and the shadow work. I can’t just write about how magical and shiny the lion is and call it a day 🙂
And yes…when you go deeper to work with those shadow aspects you start to activate and come into the Light aspect. THe Beauty of the Lioness.
She stands tall and emanates “i know who I am, don’t mess with me” in a way that is not a menace but just grounded embodied power and self trust.
She has the biggest heart and she is generous with her radiance making everyone around feel good. She tells stories that move your heart. She performs on stages and make you cry and feel hope. She stand up for herself and loves ones.
She doesn’t mind being the centerstage and not from a place of desperation and fear but Naturally.
When integrated, this energy doesn’t bother you, it inspires you. The creativity, the freedom , the pleasure , the joy, the courage to just express herself!
I didn’t meet too many embodied and integrated Lionesses.
Most women have her disowned somewhere in the corners of their being, in the shadows.
She either calls for attention out of “i need pple to see me as i feel so invisible” or she is just rigid, closed off, fearful and anxious, completely disconnected from her radiance.
THe Radiance comes from the Heart. When you start rooting yourself in the Heart and clear, disolve old walls and fears around it. When you allow yourself to embrace your vulnerable side and transform it into power and courage and it just shines trough. Because you do not want to overpower others, to kick others down and take all the spotlight but you naturally are. As you know yuou are enough.
I met a client once and I was fascinated by her. Apparently she was shy and self contained, not daring too much, did not trust or value herself. But when she entered the room there was something…that filled the room, made me turn my head. I saw her in a royal dark green velvet dress with a golden crown on her head even if she had no idea….and I once told her this.
She was a Lioness in disguise. And she needed support to match that wonderful energy that was there.
Another aspect is the childhood education and lineage imprints.
“behave, don’t speak to much, don’t be too lound, don’t dress like that, don’t draw attention to yourself too much, don’t embarrass me”
ANd your inner Lioness cub gets stifled. The vivacious, open hearted, joyful, charismatic, courageus, spontaneous child starts to fade.
Leo energy is inner child energy. All of the above. That;s where the confidence and big heart stems from, the playfulness and love for life.
When that inner child is “killed” in a traumatic environment you become this wounded adult, afraid not to be too much, not to bother, not to make a fool of yourself, not valuing yourself, not knowing how to play, relax and enjoy life anymore
Too many of us are AFRAID TO SHINE in their own LIGHT, POWER and receive the admiration, the claps, the success, the invitations with an open and hones heart.
We are not taught to shine like that.
So …the invitation is to start integrating the “too much” that is aligned with your heart and truth. Start wearing those colours, start singing out loud and even post a video of it, start Shining. Invite the inner Lioness out front and connect with her. Speak to her. Allow her space.
And also….connect with that inner child that dreams, hopes, has bigger than life aspirations and imagination.
Allow yourself to Dream big. Bigger than you think you can.
Write down the story of you and your life in a way that is Daring, Courageous and larger than life. Allow those dreams to surface and own them, create them. You deserve it!
Allow the inner child to play and to believe in miracles again. Let her express herself in the most authentic, sincere way. Wear a princess crown, sing with your remote control in your hands and put on a show, imagine a new world, a new life. Give LIFE to your HEART and Soul.
With Mars and Jupiter in Gemini making an aspect with this New Moon you might feel inspired, creative and also impulsive, frantic, overwhelmed. Breathe deeply. Ground yourself. Think before you speak.
I also noticed this energy of deeper healing between masculine and feminine. Going even more into the truth and allowing our hears to soften up more. Daring to see what we haven’t until now.
Lilith so close to the South node in Libra will bring to surface all kinds of past and lineage pains. Co-dependency, lack of boundaries, manipulation and giving your power away, too much of the good, peaceful girl.
Look at all this. Sit with it. Process it. Take your power away.
You deserve to be loved, seen, cherished, honoured, respected as a Queen. You need to embody that in the most authentic with yourself way in order to receive the man in your life that sees you and treats you like that.
Mercury retrograde in Virgo until the end of August can slow things down a bit and in the same time bring new solutions and answers. Practical ones. The HOWS, the plans, the actions for those BIG DREAMS, for that NEXT level you are stepping into.
Saturn in Pisces also invites us to see the practical, embodied, authentic Spirituality. To connect with God within us and take back our power from gurus, schools, methods and descend more into our Hears. Yes, again, the heart.
feeling it all. softening up. integrating knowledge and applying it on an emotional, actionable level.Bringing sacredness and spirituality into the day to day. Constantly and not speaking about it here and there or just remembering that when it gets rough.
How does internalised, embodied faith look like?
Not to say that from July 26th to August 8th we are going through the Lions Gate portal. 888 power portal. A cosmic alignment taking place each year that invites us to align within. With ourselves, our soul, our power. A power that stems from deep roots in the earth, deep connections with the heart, constant relationship with the Divine. Sovereignty.
For this I have created a meeting that I will host, online, on 8.8 at 8 pm *gmt+3. If you want to connect with your inner lioness and her big heart, receive and anchor the codes of this portal sign up here.
Intentions, new stories and new beginnings, daring more, dreaming boldly, setting yourself up for the life you truly desire!
Have a blessed New Moon time!
PS- the Intuitive transformative astrology session based on your natal chart session is available with a few spots in August. Send an email to scrie-mi@ancalavinia.ro and claim it.
Full Moon in Capricorn (II)- you are the leader of tomorrow
Powerful chart and powerful MOMENT! The Second Full moon in Capricorn this month shines the maximum light on the 21st of July.
Not only this is the second full moon in Capricorn, it is at29 degrees ( the first was at 0 degrees) AND it is the degree that Pluto retrograde will visit again this fall.
There is a big moment of “hard” truth being surfaced and dismantling of OLD structures built on greed, power struggles, manipulation, death with NO regards and care for the good of all, the planet, the future.
In a personal way this goes back to a lot of letting go of control ( aspect with Neptune in Pisces at 29 too), ending a big cycle, learning to TRUST in a bigger PLAN, in a Bigger Vision and in GOD/ Goddess.
We cannot continue to develop and build corporations and businesses lead by the 1% and also lead by dark forces that manipulate everything. We cannot continue having only money and power obtained with all costs as the only “dream/ goal”.
There is a lot of revealing going on about the leaders of the world and the way it is run. About who is actually doing what and a lot of secrets about rulers and big companies surface more and more *pluto.
Taking ownership of your OWN life, accessing your INNER LEADER, authority and Sovereignty is a theme in the works now and for all of this year.
As all of the above can stop and the world you want and dream of can be manifested ONLY by EACH of us taking charge.
Healing the past old wounds that say ” I am small, I don;t matter, I believe the official version, I give my power and authority away to whoever has money and perceived success, I do NOT trust myself or God or a bigger plan” etc…
The leaders of tomorrow are YOU, ME, each of us that takes responsability, processes the inner victimhood state and mentality and RISES to CREATE their own better reality that is based on truth, cooperation, heart lead decisions, divinity integrated in the day to day.
We can Feel a cycle closing or like something ending even if we don’t know what it is. Situations that come forth to serve you lessons like self empowerment, self trust, letting go of control, seeing the bigger picture, LEADING YOURSELF COURAGEOUSLY!
We have been disconnected from our hearts, inner power, divinity, sense of purpose, sovereignty.
AND NOW is TIME to REMEMBER all of that.
What are you willing to let go of now?
What are you noticing is not working anymore the old way and needs closure, letting go?
We can see that the OLD ways are starting to not work anymore. A lot of us feel the calling for something different.
This can be different marketing, different ideas to implement, different business, leadership, different ways to collaborate, different values that we truly need to remember.
It takes courage and a lot of inner work to empower yourself and RISE, stop believing, listening to, adoring and valuing NON values, illusory fame and power.
It takes courage to say things differently and to do everything differently when the old is still present and has a deep grip on you and your mental.
It is NOT IMPOSSIBLE.
Surprise keeps being something we get used to already (Uranus in Taurus). News that are surprising, situations that are shocking or sudden and moreover _ revealing truth that is surprising AND PEOPLE starting to have a VOICE again, to not stand with the imposed models anymore. The imposed and manipulated reality anymore.
HEART ERA IS HERE.
Even though we might experience a few days, even weeks with hightened irritation, rushing into things and judgement *mars in gemini* , not focusing, heart, passion and DARING COMMUNICATION that MOVES is also a facet of it ( Mercury in Leo).
Speak up.
SPeak your truth.
Don’t put up with the Pretending and the Fakeness. Call people out if needed and of use.
Return into the soft, gentle, loving Cancer heart and the generous, creative, powerful Leo Heart.
When you truly descend into your heart and learn to sit still more, listen in more there is a new REALITY unveiling for you.
When you “SEE” with the heart, you start seeing the truth and nothing can trick you anymore.
When you remember and reconnect to the Higher Mind and Higher Love ( Neptune, Uranus), to the Wisdom of your SOUL – you will see the through all the bullshit that is pushed before your eyes, through your OWN bullshit and illusions too.
YES, it is not easy or pleasant.
The taking ownership, the leading yourself, the Truth, the integrity, the Devotion path is not an easy one. When everywhere distortion is what is sold as real and true.
AND So- only having the courage to SEE your OWN bullshit– old stories, limitation, control, rigidness, need for attention, need for “being important”, powerlessness, selling your energy and time to perceived authority, lack of self trust, of Bigger Vision for yourself, lack mentality you keep living in, desperation and even apathy…avoidance, blaming, waiting for others to save you…- then you are REALLY on the path of EMPOWERMENT and truly able to EMBODY THE inner DEVOTIONAL, heart based, MATURE LEADER.
I don’t say all of this to shame you or to make you feel bad. I say this as it is reality. And not many are willing to FACE REALITY. Especially the inner one, the personal one. As the collective one will be revealed as a consequence.
We are all “pushed” or served opportunities to grow. From within. As leaders and Multi dimensional, Sacred and Powerful beings that come together to manifest a new world, a new way.
This is inevitable. It takes patience, time, acceptance, letting go, trusting, trusting, trusting….and continuing to Descend into YOU , continuing to OWN, EMBODY your truth, your Soul, your real frequency, your gifts, your Divinity.
The time of Gurus, Empty words and promisses, illusory enlightenment is over.
The ones that descend into their heart and find god within will be able to SEE through everything and choose wisely.
It is all about Embodiment now. YOU BEING the FREQUENCY and not jus talking about it.
IT is time for COURAGEOUS LEADERS that OWN up who they are even if there is still fear in the background and unsolved wounds. Even if half of the world don’t get them.
When you learn to Lead with GOD, from your Hear, to live a sacred, present, devotional Life, in truth and impecability – integrity – you CHANGE the Frequency of the ENTIRE EARTH and HUMANITY. YOU CREATE transformation. You give permission. You are a real MODEL for the young.
You become- remembering- who you were created to be lifetimes ago.
It is a powerful full moon, year, times.
And no, it is not ending. It has just begun.
Learn to lean in and trust the journey, trust your Soul and the bigger plan, CUltivate FAITH, embodied, true faith. Take action, courageous action and BE 100 % you, not what others want, expect, tell you to be.
Continue doing the work, staying on this path.
Do not SELL your Soul, you Energy.
Be very honest with yourself and act with integrity.
How you LEAD yourself when it is chaos, when nothing works as you want IT IS THE MOST IMPORTANT.
of course, if you feel there is a ritual, a ceremony for you to do to let go, close off things, chapters and make bold new decisions- listen to your inner calling and guidance!
In Truth, heart, devotion,
Anca Lavinia and the Divine
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PS : I have a great invitation for you- speaking about empowerment and leadership: the MAgdalene Rising SUMMIT taking place on 22-24 th of July, online!
I will be one of the guest speakers and I can’t wait for three days of celebration truth revealed and seeds planted!
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PPS: I have a couple of spots open for the Intuitive Transformational Astrology Session. More than astrology, more than just talk. All tailored and connected to your energy, story and life. Send an email to book: scrie-mi@ancalavinia.ro
Who is Lilith and Why are we afraid of her?
Hey dear one!
Lilith has been and still is the scapegoat for all “bad” feminine traits. At the beginning, when I searched some pics with her on the internet I only found demons. Only if you dig a little deeper you can find something else.
And so I did.
My journey with her began when I did not understand who she is and what she wants from me in my natal chart. So…I directly asked her to show me, teach me, reveal to me her gifts and inititations.
I am still integrating and working through the BIGNESS and POWER house she is and represents inside of me….and each of us.
In Astrology and not only- she is exiled, banished as this dark, bad feminine. But how did we get here?
First, the story told about the woman is the one of Lilith that did not want and accept to be dominated by the man * Adam* so she rebelled and was exiled as this bad thing that you do Not want to be or have anything to do with.
Then Eve appeared, the one that was made to fit into the societal norms and become what we now call the good girl.
Nontheless, she is also considered the temptress – the bringer of sin and corruption for the man.From the get go we have the woman as sinful thus bad. The Woman was cursed to live a life in pain, shutting up and obeying, good for only bearing children and serving the man.
This story took roots and can see it unfolding greatly in our recent history.
The woman was seen as weak, hysterical for her emotions. Praised for being a mother and for “good” manners, being the good wife. Secretly she was desired and expected to also perform in bed but wait….not too much as she would become a whore. ( did you know that the word whore has the roots into the word “hor” which means womb ?)
So…a separation was made between the mistress ( temptress and sinful yet yearned for) and the good, silenced, serving wife/friend/mother.
THis continued with how the woman should behave and what she is supposed to think, do, look like according to a society created by men for men, with trends dictated by men, usually for men.
The woman that dared and continued to remain connected to the moon, the earth, the herbs, her womb, her wisdom was out of the sudden considered DANGEROUS (sinful) thus persecuted, burnt , tortured, killed by white men- inquisition ( when the Catholic church started their Conquering and stealing the riches across nations and continents in the name of the lord).
A POWERFUL WOMAN – aware of her sexuality, wisdom, gifts, magic – is a DANGEROUS WOMAN.
This is what has been imprinted, programmed, deeply inserted in our cells, brains, body. This is what still rules us.
This is Lilith. All that has been repressed, boxed, punished, judged, shamed, killed, disapproved in a woman.
How dare she?
Is what most women think when they are in the presence or see a woman that is embodying her magnetism, power, sexual energy, magic, truth, wisdom.
Who does she think she is?
She is DARK, she is Bad, she is weird!
This hides ” I am afraid of her” , take her away, i don’t want to feel this anymore, I will leave her presence, judge, reject, mock, speak against her.
They did such a great job instigating women against women didn’t they?
The Woman is accepted and valued as a good person if she CONFORMS. If she is how you expect her to be ( by this I mean how societal rules and boxes said she should be).
When she dares to be something else, to not fit in, to challenge all that is considered normal and keeps people in their cozy, comfort zone- she is DARK, EVIL even.
This is Lilith.
She was associated with demons and sin ( by the way did you know that Sin comes from the goddess of the MOON called Sin?) thus associated with DARKness hence this nowadays instant association people make when encountering, being in the presence of a DEEP embodied FEMININE.
We have been made to believe that to be feminine means to be the good, pleasant Barbie girl.To be quiet, have manners, speak faintly, smile a lot, have no opinions, wear dresses and red lipstick, be always on a diet, go to a facial each week and do your nails.
There is NO ROOM for the WILD FEMININE- for the DISRUPTIVE feminine in our minds and world- yet.
So when you see the wild feminine that DARES to walk straight believing in herself, knowing she is a Priestess walking on earth, connected to this ancient and deep wisdom in her body and womb you immediately go to “she is dark”, ” she is arrogant”, ” she is scary”, ” she is too much”….etc.
It is a great act of courage to walk this path. THe SACRED Feminine Path, the Path of the LIBERATED feminine. That means ALL aspects of the feminine. (and yes, that is also Lilith, Kali and so many more).
Lilith in Libra is and will, together with the South Node- stirring the TRUTH. The deep truth that we do not want to see about us in our relationships.
The relationship with myself- my power, my repressed parts and truth.
The relationship with the wild daring feminine.
The relationship with all others outside of me.
Will I take my power back and descend into this part that I consider dark and I fear? Will I make space for some other feminine expression other than good, smiling, having it all together, sacrificing a lot parts?
Will I dare to meet her, Lilith- the Liberated feminine essence in myself and break the chains of programming, boxing, the rules that imprisoned me so deeply and disconnected me so much so from myself that I keep rejecting and fearing my OWN POWER?
Time for breaking the ancestral programming and dare to set yourself free. Dare to be You.
Dare to meet, look in the eyes, integrate all the rejected parts of yourself.
Time to Rise as a Wisdom Keeper of this Earth beyond anything your mind can image or understand.
Are you feeling this?
New Moon in Cancer- home, mother and soft power
Lets talk emotions, sensitivity and feelings.
The new moon in Cancer brings up and stirs the emotional depths inviting us to slow down and reconnect with what our Soul and emotions tell us.
The peak is happening on the 5th to the 6 th of July with influences days prior and after.
When you think Cancer you immediately go to sensitive, mother, past, roots, home.
Depending on each individual’s context any of these themes can now be activated and I would point to the “where do I feel at home”?
What is HOME to me?
How did I grow up- what environment – and how this became my normal, my idea and association of home- safety.
ANd if you grew up in a tensed, full of fights environment (for example) then this kind of energy will feel home/ normal for you and you will unconsciously search for it in your life.
Besides the outer home and environment- do you feel at home, safe INSIDE of yourself?
Is your inner space- be it body, soul, heart – your Home? Are you your first home?
Do you allow your emotions and sensitive side to be a part of your life and who you are? Or do you reject them, fear them, consider the “sensitive one” inside stupid, weak, to be burried away for noone to see?
I am here to tell you that your Emotions and your Sensitivity is STRENGTH and a gift, that this Part of you is eager to be seen, acknoledged and accepted.
But then we reach the MOTHER theme.
How is your Inner Mother? * hint- she is the internalised biological mother.
Do you criticise yourself all the time, do you abandon yourself, are harsh and demanding towards yourself?
Or are you good, gentle, present, caring, loving with yourself?
And when I say this I mean with all parts of yourself. Even the ones that are extra sensitive, maybe sad or still in victimhood mode, the ones that emotionally manipulate to get what they want etc.
See, no inner part is wrong.
They are YOU. And are there for a reason and with a gift.
The Mother Archetype is one of the most provocative to Activate in this sense of really becoming a good, warm, loving inner mother for your inner child and parts.
Saturn is also making an aspect to this new moon and it is also retrograde in Pisces for a few months bringing forth what is practical, what sticks for the long run from all the Spirituality and God talk, from all the dreaming and the wishing.
He is supporting us to build new structures based on and connected to our TRUE FAITH, connected to a Higher Vision and ideals.
There is a lot of emotion surfacing and also it is a time of Maturing, of reconnecting even deeper to our truest needs and Soul.
Neptune is also retrograde in Pisces making his time retrograding confusing and slowing us down on one hand and also working for us behind the scenes, in the energetic, subtle realm. Downloads and messages that come intuitively, dreams and insights, rememberance of a different world and a different future that comes from our Higher Selves – are all part of these months.
It is a time when we will discern, see the truth especially when it comes to the spiritual field but also when it comes to all that is our connection with the universe, with our Soul, with that which is beyond the mind a physical. Great art, music, films, inspiration is coming through in the world.
The false light is already being revealed and ‘Walk the talk” is the invitation we are receiving.
Another special event is Lilith moving into Libra after nine months in Virgo. She is travelling throgh the sign where the south node is also travelling to activate the truth, empower us when it comes to relationships.
Relationships are further tested and there are a lot of break ups possible as well as deep transformation when it comes to who you are in relation with the other. What are your boundaries, preferences, emotional needs, opinions and which are the relationships that are really there FOR you, nourishing you and which are the ones where you maintain from compromising yourself, fear of being alone, co dependency.
She is also testing taking ownership of our inner truth and what is right for each of us, standing up for our on truth and having our own backs instead of compromising, keeping the peace just out of avoidance and fear, dimming ourselves.
With Lilith here we have a chance to meet the “dark” part of us in relationships and also- see the truth of who we are (and others) dead in the face with nowwhere to run. This is just an opportunity to TRULY find out who we are and stop pretending, avoiding, living lies that we tell ourselves.
Venus in Cancer in a tensed aspect with Kiron in Aries continues to “push” us for more self love, more healing towards what we really want, like, more healing with the Feminine side of us and with women. Take leadesrship of your own life and Dare to allow, make peace with and integrate the SOFT feminine power.
New intentions regarding all these themes are supported now and new seeds of self love can be planted.
If you feel stuck and confused or are in a search of more clarity, guidance and answers I invite you to book an intuitive soulful astrology session. More than astrology- it is your story, deep truth being revealed, practical instruments offered and all applied to your life.
> scrie-mi@ancalavinia.ro or send a message on my socials.
Full Moon in Capricorn – ready to be the Authority in your life?
There s a powerful corridor opening up with the Full Moon in Capricorn as this is the first one happening on 21-22 of june at 1 degree of the zodiac sign.
At the end of July there will be a second Full Moon in Capricorn at 29 degrees in the same sign.
This is like an emphasis on how important the Capricornian energies and themes are now for us to process and integrate.
In the middle of these two full moons we will have the Cancer New Moon and it feels like a deep journey of becoming leaders of our own lives and daring more but rooted in our hearts, with our sensitivity, vulnerability as Strengths.
and…the Summer Solstice exactly during the Full Moon! The Light, the Divine Codes of rebirth, the Potent Sun -masculine- energy are all infusing these days adding clarity, luminosity, downloads to the already potent full moon.
Each full moon is a moment of release, ending, clearing once it illuminates different aspects we need and are prepared to see now.
Lets rewind a bit and see what the Capricorn is about: cardinal earth sign , powerful leader, the imprint of the CEO, the mountain goat with a fish tail. Very interesting that the fish tail show the emotional depth that the Capricorn has dipping its tail in this beautiful way- into his opposite sign, the Cancer.
He is known for not displaying emotion and being reclusive and silent, working a lot with the shadow of workaholism into burn out and sacrifice. The image he projects, what others think about him/her, the reputation and status are also important for him. He needs to be “important”, “someone” and knows to do that through hard work, loyalty, running structures, businesses, people.
He has a hard time being the Leader sometimes, the one on the top of the mountain overseeing and having it easy as he immerses himself into the details of doing wanting to solve everything, taking too much responsability and overburdening himself.
Inner Authority, responsability, leadership, being the best, being on top are the themes we are looking at.
AND the CHALLENGE here is…
once you live in a very conditioned society, being deeply programmed and wounded not only from your childhood but from ancient times, society, culture, religion, ancestry- you will function from these inner spaces as default.
That means you will feel the need to be the best, to be important, to have a good image, to make money, to run a business but NOT from the right inner space. You will chase to demonstrate your value, you will take more than you can chew to show how good you are, you will compromise and do things you are not necessary in alignment with just to have a clean image, to be seen as the good, responsabile one.
You will operate from this inner space of an immature leader whom I call “boss”, the boss.
You might think only about money and what you get out of something, be suspicious of everyone, remain silent and not sincerely connect with others, work your way to the top.
Often times work occupies the most of their time and energy and family, personal issues arise. THey sleep at the office, always doing something, solving something and forgetting to enjoy life, relax, sip a cocktail, have a nice chat under the moonlight.
Also there s the issue of being very “military like“. Organising everyone, rigid, demanding, controlling, not able to let go and relax.
These are also due to past wounding and the shadow aspect of the sign.
Now lets talk about the Heart Centered Leader the capricorn can be.
Lets talk inner authority and inner power.
This full moon challenges each of us (especially the ones with sun, moon, ascendant, north/south nodes) in Capricorn to activate the Inner Leader that emanates authority, trust, safety because he/she knows who they are, have worked thru the shadows and integrated their value, emotional side and Matured.
We all have capricorn in a house somewhere in the chart so checking that will show you what themes are now activated. You can also just be observant of what shows up in your reality these days, this month.
What if …
you would Lead your life *and business, firm etc.* not from a space of needing to demonstrate, fear, lack, chasing to be valued and respected but from a space that feels peaceful, whole, steady, where there is self value, clarity, courage.
Where you stand on the top of the mountain overseeing all you have under you and make the plans, strategies, give directions and ‘rule’ from the Heart space? Have this HEART- MIND channel open and connected and instead of instability, fear, inner child wounds you operate INSPIRED by the Divine and your Soul and emotionally mature.
So people follow you, respect you, look up to you because they feel safe, seen, important, because you care and know how to empower them- through your own inner empowerment.
Inner Authority is a concept we rarely think about, contemplate.
So I am inviting you to this:
where and who is the authority in your life?
how do you position yourself in this relationship with authority?
who is the inner Leader and do you Embody that?
Are you following your own PATH and RULES and creating the business, the systems, the life that you WANT and feel nourishes you or are you doing it all because you want to be seen,you are afraid of a “bad image, reputation”, conforming to the outer rules even when they drive you nuts?
How do you feel in your body? Rigid, stuck, disconnected, numb?
Do you feel your heart space or are u always in your head ruled by worry, past regrets, anxious future thoughts, controlling everything to the dot?
There is a descend into the heart witth the New Moon in Cancer coming up so you can renew the relationship with your inner GOOD, gentle, present MOTHER and soften more into your body and life.
Then the second full moon in Capricorn comes to ‘test’ and help you see the process of empowerment and maturing you went through this month.
The Strength and the good reputation, the power do not come from external actions driven by trauma, fears and lack. They come from a centred inner space in a natural way, oozing through the pores of the one that knows their value, their heart, their role/mission and embraces it.
Thers another theme to be mentioned – mission, vocation. What you do in life. What calls you.
And it ties up with the above.
Are you working hard, many hours, constantly because you thing life is hard, money don’t grow on trees, you have to pay the bills, to sacrifice a lot- as this seems normal to you?
Or are you connected to your hears/ soul’s mission, desires like a red thread that pulls you higher and higher through actually descending more and more into yourself? Do you feel the PURPOSE? Do you enjoy your ‘career’?
Are you the best at it because you are soooo passionate and loving it every day, calls you like a magnet or it all feels hard and heavy?
Sure, there are missions within missions and small purposes and big ones too. There is though, a bigger dream in your heart. There is THAT way you want to live you life.
And then there is the daily work and planning and actions to get there. Not only from the mental space but also from the HEART space, inspired and lead but the Divine within.
So … take what resonates, leave what doesn’t.
Note down what you are now ready to leave, close, let go off, alchemise and you can do a ritual in this regard using fire, water, intention, whatever feels good for you.
Are you taking ownership and responsability of your life and yourself and really dedicating yourself to that Future you want, really want and dream of that holds you, sparks the fire in your heart, makes you smile and feel easy?
When we are leading from a fearful, scattered plance or a very rigid, controlling one we loose sight of so much.
Building for the future, towards the bigger dreams, new ways of being, living, doing business is what the Capricorn does.
And with PLuto that was travelling through this sign for so many years the old is collapsing. The old ways, the patriarchal, cold, power hungry, fake images times are going down.
That is why we need true leaders. That build something new rooted in their heart and soul and always connected to the Divine hand in hand with God.
Maybe there s a lot of recalibrating to do inside…to activate the Inner Authority, the inner leader and the big dream.
And this requires looking into all those fears, patterns, inheritance, loyalties, being very honest with the self and doing the work of release, activation, alchemy.
Are you ready to take ownership of who you truly are? To become the Sovereign being you actually are and to forge your path and life from a place of trust, peace, faith, love, courage and wisdom?
Are you ready to take responsability and build a different way?
Are you ready unburden yourself from all that is NOT yours to carry or do? And follow Your Path for your own good no matter the external voices?
As always, I am here for support.
The Intuitive transformational Astrology session is available to rock your world and offer so much guidance, clarity, support and practical instruments going forward. Not a general reading but a tailored to your needs, life, energy potent experience.
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New Moon in Gemini- how you speak
June 6th, the Sun and the Moon meet up in the energy of Gemini creating the New moon aspect.
This is when the moon is dark on the sky, a moment of introspection, new intentions and beginnings.
This new moon is special as it makes a perfect conjunction with Venus and she is also finalising her cycle started in 2020.
What did you learn about yourself, relationships, money, what you like and desire during these 4 years?
What do you desire, find pleasure in and are you comfortable accepting that AND expressing that?
The Gemini energy is all about communication and self expression, information, connections and also , the early childhood years like kindergarden, neighbours, sibilings, aunts and uncles, papers and documents, daily trips and short distances.
The Gemini energy is flirty, quick, mental and often jumps from one thing to another, multitasks.
With so many planets in Gemini now all these aspects and themes might surface, become themes of interest.
Observe how you speak, communicate. Is it aligned with your inner truth or is it out of fear, self-compromise, what others expect, not to disturb?
How much of yourself and your truth do you actually express out in your relationships, in the world?
Do you say what you actually mean or are you living as a disempowered being holding your opinions, thoughts, swallowing your words, clenching your jaw and prefering to shut up ?
What contexts, situations in early childhood years, educational years are now surfacing in terms of speaking, expressing yourself?
Have you been told to shut up, made to feel like your opinion is not important, ignored, mocked…? Were you encouraged to speak up, listened to, validate, supported?
Pay attention to all the info coming in your field. Practice grounding and connecting with your body, soothe your nervous system as often as you can so that you can feel, discern what is true and what is lie, manipulation, fake news.
Also a good practice is to Observe what you tell yourself. How you speak about yourself, what you think often about yourself.
The square with Saturn and the PLuto- Jupiter trine are helpful as they cut off what is just fillers, what is not practical, truthful, important.
It might feel that there is a difficulty in speaking up exactly to show you where that difficulty comes from and to support you to set new intentions, make changes within so you clear your throat and fears and STAND up for yourself.
Truth that might be hard to hear, changes are all part of this energy. As rapid as the mind can be, the slowing down Saturn brings is precisely to make us pay attention to what we say, how, when, to whom. To help us be more connected to our throat, voice, truth and mind.
For some this is a time when they embrace their Full Voice and truly Communicate what they mean in a raw, unfiltered way. It can be a moment of empowerment when it comes to WHO you are and what you have to say.
One aspect I observe is the tone and the space you speak from. Just the other day I was working with a client and touching on this subject.
Observe how you speak when you breathe deeply into your stomach and you are present, centred in yourself.
Observe how you speak when you are in your head, agitated, out of alignement.
Most of us do not use our true voice as we are soooo taught to yell, raise the voice, be in the head all the time – disconnected from our bodies, from our centre.
Practice this and see how you feel and what changes.
In the light of all this energy you can extract intentions to put on paper and start watering with presence and love so you come more and more into yourself, activate the Leader within and stand up in your Authority and Power.
The north node invites us constantly to Empower ourselves and lead our lives from within, to know who we are and trust our inner guidance, intuition and stop giving our power away outwardly.
There s a big moment here that offers opportunities to step more into our true selves, true identity, power and voices….to dare more.
What is your intention for this new moon?
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Full Moon in Sagittarius- dream bigger and speak bolder
May 23rd around 5 pm *gmt+3, the FUll Moon in Sagittarius will shine the brightest in the sky.
Full moons bring to surface or illuminate things we did not see before, either from life or inner world. IN this case, the Sun shines in Gemini which is about multiple things at once, information, connections, simple, here and now facts, gossip, mental scatternes, as well as short trips, documents, basic education, childhood, playfulness, easy, everyday talks.
The Moon shines in the Sagittarius sector which is about higher truths, justice, in depth information, Divine Truth, expansion, long distance travelling, multi cultural, relationship and communication with foreign lands and people. Can also involve dogma, religion as well as wisdom, the teacher energy, higher degrees of learning/education.
With just a few days before Jupiter enters Gemini it can be a time of a LOT of information and in fact, a lot of Everything.
Expansion, new oportunities, new possibilites, new angles, more of this, more of than.
In a way what I sense is : pay attention to the multitude of informations, angles, news coming your way and use discernment. Which are in alignment with the Higher Truth, with what you sense it is true? Which is just manipulation, fake news, induced angles for a specific wanted outcome?
We will have a few months with excess information and thinking anyways with Jupiter in Gemini. We might need to multitask, to take it easier, to meet people, to even have more fun.
And pay attention to when it is too much, when we disconnect from Our needs, Soul, body.
With PLuto involved we will see truth revealed even further and deeper. And being retrograde as well, we are undergoing a RESET of our Mental field and the way we think, perceive the world, work, what is true and what not, where is our power and how we really want our FUTURE to look like.
Do we step into our unique energy and gifts and do we take our Power back from the external ?
Do we allow ourselves to dream big, to expand, to explore something new, to grow? Do we dare?
Do we remain connected to our inner Truth and guidance and follow it no matter what the exterior might tell us?
What dreams, plans, visions, perspectives are u ready to shed, let go of now? To make room for more, for bigger?
It can be a stepping up into a next level- if you allow it and done your inner work– more abundant, prosperous, uplifting, joyous.
With Venus and Jupiter in exact conjunction on the last degree of Taurus it is possible to RECEIVE more than you have thought of.
Did you learn how to Receive? How to allow yourself to feel diserving…at ease? Did you cultivate pleasure and presence?
Can you shift into feeling rich, into doing what you love and easily receiving money, resoursces, support or do you stay stuck in hardship, fight, drama, lack consciousness?
Do you allow yourself to speak the Truth or you still choose fear and shame? It is an opportunity of empowerment and change like never before.
It is an opportunity to exit a lot of old programming and reframe what you beleive, think, where we stand, what you want.
Saturn in Pisces is still helping us look at what to implement, what is also practical. As a lot of ideas might surge it is also needed to feel through what is to be brought into physicality for long term visions.
Saturn and Pluto cut through what is too much (Jupiter) and what is illusion, lies, outdated and support us be in contact with what is real and supports us long term.
You can dream a lot and party a lot for example and never actually implement a supportive life style, a long term plan, never bring into fruition what u dream, want.
It is also an invitation to more playfulness and connections, and ease. Even a holiday, the “dolce far niente” integrated as a way to nourish yourself and cultivate pleasure, ease in your body and life.
Grounding and body is important. Settling your nervous system is important. Finding moments to walk barefoot, breathe deeply, take a long shower, caress your skin, receive a massage or a long hug…sit in nature listening, smelling, feeling….are all recommendations to be able to remain centred and cope with possible mental overwhelm.
With Mars in Aries You might feel impulsive and want to do more NOW, act but …take it easy. Breathe and sit with it. See if it is really what you want and need.
For centuries we have been shutting up, refraining from speaking up, from expressing who we are. We vowed silence and we kept to ourselves externalizing our power, authority and allowing all and everybody to be the smart/er ones…minus ourselves.
It is time to reconnect to your Voice, to your truth that is connected to your Heart. It is time to OWN it and Speak it. To teach by example.And also to create the reality and the future you want not based on fear, shame but based on Trust, Courage, Integrity, Heart.
You are deserving of bigger, better, larger….in all ways. You are here to Enjoy life and to live following your heart, your passions and not to struggle and live in fear.
On May 23rd, for the FULL MOON, in Brasov- we meet to clear the ancient vows of silence, to reconnect to ur Voice and Heart, to dare to Speak up again and empower ourselves.
If u feel called, here are the details: https://forms.gle/WQXSgqgu8oLm4SBS9
Full Moon in Scorpio- without descend there is no real Power
On April 24 th, just a few days from the big Jupiter-Uranus conjunction the Energy of the full Moon is at its peak.
It is happening in Scorpio with the opposition of the Sun in Taurus ( full moon is always Sun and Moon opposite).
What is Scorpio energy about?
Transformation, alchemy, truth, depth, death, taboo, power, esoteric and energetic Power. In clasic astrology it is about money, sexuality and what we share with the other (can be debt, creditors, inheritances etc).
The Scorpio Taurus axis involves our relationship with money, our sexuality, body , ability to transform and alchemise the fighting, suffering mode (scoprio) into ease, simplicity, self worth and self value.
Whats your relationship with sexuality, death and FEAR?
How do you use your Power- do you manipulate others to get what you want?
Do you live a life based on “it is hard, i need to fight and something bad always happens”?
Are you ready to dive deeper?
With PLuto that makes a tensed aspect to the Sun and Moon there is more..TRUTH, raw and unwanted truth coming to surface.
Those fears, shame, “i have ti fight and it is always drama” come to surface now.
What you kept putting under the rug comes up into your face to be seen.
You might experience anxiety and also situations that involve sexuality, old relationships, death, contol issues and also- an OVERALL DEEP TRANSFORMATION of your lifestyle.
Because we are not just talking full moon here, there s also Lilith involved AND the conjunction between Jupiter and Uranus creating a SHAKE in your internal and external world.
What is the TRUTHFUL and authentic way to live? * by yourself of course
What are your haibts, routines and what s the relationship with your BODY- senses- health?
How valuable and worthy do you feel?
What about money? Whts the relationship here? Do they come the hard way, is it a fearful relationship, do u still operate on lack mentality and believe money is about hard work and sacrifice?
All of these are existential questions that have to do with how you want to live, what you want to keep choosing and whats ready to go.
Are you willing to go deeper and look into what is calling you now at the emotional level? Stop saying “I am good, all is good”, when it is not?
Might be a messy moment here. Overwhelm and even shock, stuff not working, everything seems like it exploded in your face.
It is because you are called to deal with the deeper layers, to see the truth and own it.
So you can make the transition from hard, fight, fear, control, lack into ease, flow, prosperity, a life lived in health, wealth, based on healthy values and in your POWER.
Scorpio is asking you to change, let go, let die, transform and RISE. You cannot just say or wish things and believe it is done. Its deeper than that.
Aries with the north node here, Mercury, Venus invites you to find out who you really are, to empower yourself and stand tall in your life, courageously speaking up, setting boundaries and LEADING yourself in the direction you feel and know is good for you.
Taurus is inviting you to reconnect to your senses, body, to the earth, to reevaluate the relationship with nature, with your habits and also with money, self value, self worth.
IN order to step into all that empowered, free, healthy, wealthy and ease, to OWN that your are THE LEADER of your life and stop listenting to everyone else…your need to DESCEND INTO THE SCORPIOnic world.
Into Hades. Like Inana did, like Jesus did, like all the of us need to do.
You get empowered and free when you stare the fear in the eye, when you walk through all the inner shadows, pain and grief. When you integrate that DEATH is part of life and of this process of evolution.
When you allow yourself to really STOP LYING to yourself and become truthful to the bone.
Without this part there is NO REAL healing, evolution, transformation.
Without this part it all remains a fairytail. Words we tell ourselves and stories we want to believe but our LIFE, real life, inner and outer remains the same.
I see many so called succesfull people, women in this field. Apparently they have it all. And their eyes and energy scream sadness, pain, fear. They dont even know that.
And as a WOMAN, the DESCEND is CRUCIAL. This is the path for true initiation into the LIGHT.
As long as you keep fearing to feel the fear, the anger, the sadness..and only put bandages and words on them you will keep repeating the same patterns and contexts to the point where you become ill or dramatic events happen.
Sudden and surprising is the word here as well with Uranus in the Mix.
Learning to be in discomfort and not runing from it is an art and something that helps sooo much. Learning to be flexible and to trust all that is …is a big key.
As long as you keep running away from what you feel, from burried emotions and trauma…THIS WILL APPEAR INTO THE COLLECTIVE! Through war, pain, grief, anger and so much more.
What are you ready to see now , what truth are you ready to acknowledge and deal with?
How honest are you with yourself?
Worldwide raw truth keeps being revealed. Shocking news appear and it looks like chaos and fear and destruction.
Pluto and scorpio and Uranus may destruct as Kali does with her chaos and power so that we build a NEW World and allow the old to die.
You might get a FEELING of the future, glimpses and downloads from the depths of your Soul. Listen to them and have patience. Dive deep and OWN your inner demons. THey hold the Power you seek, Not the fake illusion power this world is based on…and now dismantling – but the true- HEART based power.
There is a POTENT moment here. Are you choosing to step into the next level or are you choosing the comfort zone?
Do you keep living at the surface level and run from what scares you, what you don;t understand, your triggers?
Or are you ready to own all of that and have no fear hold the power over you?
Old wounds like the persecution wound is now brought to the surface for many.
The silence, the torture, the chasing and the pain…the hiding and all of the inquisition times are directly impacting you through visceral fear and anxiety, keeping silent, hiding yourself and your gifts..
It is a GREAT time to work with this wound and alchemise that into Freedom, Empowerment, CLAIM the gifts you have as a woman and RISE.
It is a great time for ceremony, ritual, clearing, cleansing work, energy work.
The PRIESTESS in you, the magician, the witch is Calling many to stop hiding and fearing…and to start owning their power.
Power is what many women are SCARED of. Their own deep , ancestral power and wisdom is so big and out of this world that it triggers fear. So
what we were told and learnt to do is go in the head space, make it all logic and scientific and keep the distance from all the deep mystery.
I am inviting you to take a step further and access the next level. Activate the magic in you, reclaim your wisdom and start owning that power that is not based on money, status, image, illusions.
But the power of knowing who you are, holding your own shadows and light in confidence, listening IN to your Intuition, daring to speak the truth.
WISE WOMEN and the TRUTH has been feared by those manipulating the reality.
I am here to open this doorway back to YOU and the Magic you Hold, to claim your TRUTH and stop playing it small, hiding yourself and shaming yourself.
On April 24th, Healing the Witch wound online workshop is aligned with this transformative moment.
We descend into our bodies, connect with the Magician within, alchemise that fear, clear the old contract keeping you small. We reclaim and activate. We step into your NEXT LEVEL.
This is where you find the details
New Moon in Aries- Power reset
Lets talk about Aries and all the transformation taking place now in this sign.
On April 8th the New moon and Solar Eclipse are at they’re peak. OF course, in Aries. And conjunct (perfect degree) with Kiron. And with the North Node here. There’s more : mercury is retrograde in Aries until April 25th.
Who is Aries? The energy of beginnings, courage, leadership. The beginning of Spring – power and zest of life, affirmation of Self. I AM. and that is enough.
Aries is also the child – in this case- the inner child, childhood. It s the ancestral, primal force of life.
Let’s do it! Jump the occasion, think after. 🙂
Who is Kiron?
The Wounded healer. Part human part animal he was injured and couldn;t heal himself so he dedicated his life t o heal others. Otherwise said- the WOUND IS the MEDICINE. Also represents alternatives ways of healing, karmic wounding, core wounds and fears and also the remedy itsself. Why? Because THRU the wound enters the light. It is not just a saying- it is real. Once you actually allow yourself to FEEL the fear, sandness, pain – you move it, you create space for it to flow and be alchemised, unstuck from your body.
When you put pills, affirmations, positive thinking, distractions on top- it just accumulates and gets nastier until it hits you in the face when you least expect it (For example- in a panic attack).
So what is this about?
New beginnings but not just like that! Wait, there s depth here.
We are going thru the Eclipse coridor- transformational, provocative, deep on a ancestral, core level on the relationship axis: relationship with self (Aries) and others ( Libra).
If I want to have great relationships, meaningful, lasting, honest, I have to create that relationship with myself and be able to hold that frequency of honesty, emotional maturity,self value, self trust, honesty with self.
With Kiron so activated now on the self side of the axis you are “pushed” to really look deep inside and process old wounds. Childhood wounds, ancestral wounds. Fear of not being enough, fear of being rejected, compromise, treason, not having boundaries, co dependency…not knowing who you are unless someone else validates you, tells you.
IDENTITY SHIFTS are in place. You cannot become the “better” you if you don’t first address what is limiting you. All the distorsion, shame, fear, anxiety, pain, all the programs keeping you small and feeling unimportant, not worthy, scared.
Inner CHILD is now big. (I have a short video about it in my free facebook group, Whole Woman).
During childhood you felt all those uncomfortable feelings that are incapsulated in you and now are popping up, bursting. Contexts, emotional out of the sudden, panick, anxiety, chaos….out of nowhere or just intensified.
Clean the house if you want to feel good in it.
The deeper layer is the POWERLESNESS cultivated since forever. The systems were created to disempower you, to disconnect you from who you are. They told you to not be soft, not to feel, not the be a nuisance, not to disturb others, not to talk too loud….to sit quietly, to listen to others opinions, to shut up….They told you the power is at the top…and you just need to get by and keep your head down
Not dare to speak up or to be different than others. Don;t bother, keep the peace, FIT IT, be nice.
The power went to the ones having the money and status and God is the allpowerful one, you being just a mere mortal, here to struggle and LISTEN to the ones in charge.
So you were taught that power is outside of you – your parents, bosses, government, presidents, god, the elder, the rich, money. So you can’t do much.
You were punished for being you. Disapproved. Yelled at, beaten, negated, laughed at.
So we now live in a society of disempowered children (emotionally we are children) , victims that wait for someone else to tell them what is real, true, what to do and how, and when. Wait for the rules to be made and blindly follow them. OUT OF FEAR.
You are invited now to take your power back. To discover that it is INSIDE of you. To reclaim your Authority and Sovereignty. To take ownership of your life, decision and LEAD yourself, Create what you want together with GOD.
I know, it is hard to take ownership and reponsability when it is soooo easy to be comfortable on the couch, in your 9 to 5, being told and being delivered what you need to survive.
You don;t even dream anymore. Don’t know what Thriving means. Just drag your feet and hope for the economy to change,for the saviours to come, for the weather to be better, for LUCK.
The other day a client told me ” I thought you would tell me exactly what I need to do”. I smiled and replied: that is your job as you have the POWER over your life and decisions. I know it is easier to not be in that discomfort to choose, take risks- but I am here to give you the Power back.”
To be a leader in your life, to take ownership and grow up, to open your eyes to the TRUTH that has been hidden to you, to be open to discomfort and actually CHOOSE smething different takes COURAGE and that is why so few DARE to ‘wake up”, to do the work as to Empower , Lead themselves.
Mercury Retrograde does not give us a break as it stays here and goes back some degrees, in Aries, and supports the healing, the reevaluation, seeing what we missed, dealing with the fine print, slowing down and diving in.
And no- Mercury or the Eclipse or any planet is not to BLAME- this is how you give your Power away again! They just are. Energy just is. Asccension just happens. It is up to you if you want to take the opportunity and make something out of it or prefer waiting it out and remaining in the victim state.
Whenever you think, say or act as if you can’t, something needs to happen, change from outside- you give your power away.
Even to god when you re like “ i wait for god to put everything in place, to bring me that job, to work FOR me” This is not how it works. GOD IS YOU- in you. He /She “sends” messages thru people, contexts, situations, triggers….
Where is your POWER?
Who leads your life?
Mars, the rules of Aris is in Pisces with Saturn making a conjunction as well. Patience. Slow down. Discern. What is REAL, what is illusion. What is the truth behind the smokescreen?
Surrender your little mind and will to Divinity- God and allow the dissolution of the old to take place.
Yes, sometimes ‘bad’ things happen so you pay attention and lean something. It is up to you if you choose to blame, get angry with everyone, wait it out…or you get involved, present, aware and dive into seeing what is your take from this.
It is always about you and for you.
Anther big conjunction is Uranus and Jupiter in Taurus on April 20th. THE Conjunction of the YEAR.
It is up to you what stories you feed. IF this is apocalyptic and you buy into the fear even more or if this is just what is….and you continue being present, discern, do your part, practice faith and remaining centered.
Yes, it is possible for the financial market to crash or to be in a crisis, it is possible that food chains are interrupted or earthquaqes happening. ALL is Possible at ANY time.
What it you choose to see all of this -even id it happens- as beneficial? As what is needed for the REBIRTH of this society? And trust God, the Higher Plan?
What if you start really becoming present and asking yourself what really matters, returning to simplicity and values, taking care of your energy and health, taking back your power from money, institutions, news, what others say….and start CREATING the LIFE you feel right for you?
What if this conjunction, moment in time is about healing, expansion, deeper exploration of possibilities, more abundance and well being, more ease and health from a Mature, Centred, Heart based space?
FEAR is the agenda that keeps you subjugated and disempowered. What if you would stop and look FEAR in the eyes, come close to her and talk to her, feel her really, deeply, receive her message?
With 6 planets and points in ARIES – Leadership, Empowerement, Courage to be who you are is the theme. TOgether with rewriting the past, healing the wounds, alchemising the fear, opening the eyes to the REALITY and remembering WHO your REALLY ARE, why you are here.
And as soon as you accept the Journey and the CALL to take responsability….the less the resistance, the less the suffering.
TRUTH is and will be revealed. BIG TIME. And it is not easy to take it in – for the trained, tamed, controlled mind that lives in an artificial manipulated reality.
Many will prefer to hide their head in the sand, to remain in the comfort of “conspiracy”, “fake”, “this is crazy”….when the harsh reality is going to hit on a large scale. Only who doesn not want doesn’t see all the messages, the signs, the whisleblowers, the truth being exposed all the time.
This is not to scare anyone but to GET REAL and PRESENT. To recalibrate all you thought and start taking back your power and ACTIVATING it from INSIDE.
So what is your intention for this new moon ? 🙂
As always I am here leading you back towards your inner truth, power, sovereignty and freedom.
We can do this in multiple ways. Send a message and lets chat.
Oh- and part of this all transformation is, as I said, the ancestral wounds. The persecution and the fear instilled by the church, the inquisition that still lies inside of you as women (and men).
So…on April 24th I am facillitating this amasing online workshop for the 3rd time: Healing the Witch Wound. Alchemise the fear, take back your power, activate those ancestral gifts.
Full Moon in Libra -relationship reset
Eclipse season starts with the Full Moon in Libra on March 25th *gmt+2, with strong Aries and Pisces energies. Let’s dive a bit deeper.
The full moon is when Sun and Moon are opposite and it is a moment of possible tension, friction and truth being revealed, releases and endings. March 25 th is the peak but when we speak about eclipses it is an energy and developments that take place for months.
The strongest activation is between now and the next New Moon in Aries in April. FOr about 2 weeks relationships, empowerment, patience are being tested and worked on.
Moon is now in Libra together with the South Node and emanating this strong eclipse energy on the same axis – Libra- Aries ( where the Sun and North Node are).
Libra energy is about RELATIONSHIPS, all 1-1 relationships. It brings the energy of peace, balance, justice as well as, in the shadow side- fusion, lack of boundaries and personal power.
With the South node in Libra karmic energies, contracts, stories are being brought to surface to be processed, released, alchemised.
Where are you in your relationships?
Where do you place yourself, whats the inner space you interact from? In your marriage, friendships, with your clients?
Whats the relationship history? What wounds can you identify and work through so that you CHANGE the DYNAMIC and EMPOWER yourself (north node in Aries) ?
RELATIONSHIP dynamics is of the essence in this world.
We are taught and programmed to interact with another from a wound level. The inner child, the ancestral and transgenerational- all play a big role in the way we think, behave, position ourselves in relationships.
We are all hurt individuals that STAY in disfunctional relationships because we had NO EXAMPLE of harmonious, healthy ones.
Look at your relationship with men, with girlfriends, with colleagues, with bosses, clients… what do you observe?
Inside we think we are broken, no enough, small, not important. We are afraid of being rejected, criticised, mocked, abandoned…so …we develop mechanisms, roles and identities to SHOW something else, to appear as if we are confident and detached and powerful and independent. Its all a coverup for the little scared and desperate for love inner child.
You would do anything to keep that apparent safety in your relationship, to not be left alone, to not go through the pain of rejection again. You compromise, you shut up, you shut down..u take refuge in kids, work…you put on a smile, a face..make up..you tell a story – even to yourself – that you are GOOD. When in fact, you are sad, alone, disconnected, in pain, even angry, numb….you name it.
Historically marriage has been a contract. We have this disfunctionality in our cells. Women have been sold and given into contracts so many times we now function based on this CONTRACTUAL SILENT agreement in our own relationships.
“He is not that bad. He says he loves me. He is a good guy, I should be happier…I do this, I give you this…”
“who will look at me now with kids and all? / we ve been together too long now/ all good men are taken so I maybe having too high standards”
Familiar?
Apply this to your friendships as well.
We have NO IDEA how to BE in a relationship in a very HONEST, PRESENT, HEART centred way. Because we are so wounded and just waking up to the importance of inner work, inner child, transgenerational, shadow work.
THIS IS WHAT IS NOW BEING RE-WRITEN through the NODES in Libra and Aries. A whole new paradigm, level, world is opening up for us so that we no longer ACCEPT to live in painful disconnection, self lying, inner pain, contractual relationships.
As this is the foundation of all society.
All corruption, violence, manipulation, cheating, lying…is based in disconnection from our Hearts, from our inner Power from the friendship with ourselves. We cheat, lie, manipulate, fear, blame, hate ourselves first in so many subtle ways….and then the other sex – the eternal masculine and feminine war that starts to slowly come to an end.
With many planets in the Pisces energy/sign we are going through a HEART recoding, healing and purging. We are being invited to remember the SOUL, the truth of who we are, to reconnect to our HEARTS and to PURE love. Of course this is a process that means going through all that is NOT love, programs, fears, old stories…patterns so we release and be rebirthed.
Through this rebirthing we are actually anchoring a NEW way of living. We are birthing a new society based on the HEART, on integrity, on self empowered, aware individuals that are no longer operating from Fear and conditioning but CONNECTED to the HIGHER TRUTH, the Divine, the heart space.
The north node in Aries with the Sun there, Kiron and Mercury (which will retrograde in April in this sign) we are being worked on on a mental level , on an IDENTITY level so that we can discover who we really are. And with the planets in Pisces we are being worked – reframed on a Soul level, heart level.
Pluto in aspect with this Full Moon brings forth TRUTH, hard uncomfortable truth about who you are and been in your relationships.
Have you been faking it? Have you been accepting less? Have you been operating from fear ?
All of this can now be seen, healed through.
Even if the mind might feel a bit restless with Mars, Venus in Pisces its mostly “sit tight” for a bit, FEEL into this, take some time to process on a bodily level, connect to your HEART and see whats the REAL TRUTH here.
What are those relationships you need to recalibrate now?
Start with the one with yourself. Where did you give away your power?
What is the little girl inside of you feeling, needing, saying?
What was the relationship dynamic you inherited, you grew up with?
Open yourself up to the truth and do the deep work, be honest and real with you. Notice what is going on on an emotional level- what is stirred up? Learn to process your emotions in presence with yourself as everything outside of you, all people in your life are here to support you know yourself, heal yourself, take your power back, stand in your value and dare to LIVE your truth.
All SOCIETY and systems need to be Transformed.
This starts with you, me, each of us.
How hones are you able to be with yourself? This is an important question.
How open to really sit with discomfort and uncover your true identity?
How dedicated to yourself, to your evolution u are, no matter the “risks”?
Are u willing to go through change and build a relationship with yourself based on integrity, honesty, values, self value, gentleness, appreciation, presence?
Who do you choose to be going forward? What are you ready to see and release now?
Even though we have a libra- aries strong energy, the Piscean energy is the underlying tone, the silent director that has this wonderful role of reconnecting us with the Higher Self, love, truth, the Divine…
You may take some moments to set this intention ( or similar).
I am opening myself up to the Hight Frequencies of Love and Truth and I allow them to wash through me all the old wounds, limitations, fears, stories and recalibrate my cells, my DNA in Alignment with my Inner Divine Plan.
Feel what is going on within. Pay attention to the dreams and to all that surfaces around you, in you. Ground in nature.
The Universe is always expanding and moving….the invitation is open for you to recalibrate, transform, move, get to the next level in your life and put in the work, the presence, the commitment to yourself in a grounded, practical manner, with patience and resilience.
I am here for this Journey of self awareness, presence, identity discovery, power claiming, illusion dissolving, Heart Centering.
If you are ready lets ride this wave together.