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Full Moon in Capricorn (II)- you are the leader of tomorrow

Powerful chart and powerful MOMENT! The Second Full moon in Capricorn this month shines the maximum light on the 21st of July.

Not only this is the second full moon in Capricorn, it is at29 degrees ( the first was at 0 degrees) AND it is the degree that Pluto retrograde will visit again this fall.

 

There is a big moment of “hard” truth being surfaced and dismantling of OLD structures built on greed, power struggles, manipulation, death with NO regards and care for the good of all, the planet, the future.

 

In a personal way this goes back to a lot of letting go of control ( aspect with Neptune in Pisces at 29 too), ending a big cycle, learning to TRUST in a bigger PLAN, in a Bigger Vision and in GOD/ Goddess.

We cannot continue to develop and build corporations and businesses lead by the 1% and also lead by dark forces that manipulate everything. We cannot continue having only money and power obtained with all costs as the only “dream/ goal”.

 

There is a lot of revealing going on about the leaders of the world and the way it is run. About who is actually doing what and a lot of secrets about rulers and big companies surface more and more *pluto.

 

Taking ownership of your OWN life, accessing your INNER LEADER, authority and Sovereignty is a theme in the works now and for all of this year. 

 

As all of the above can stop and the world you want and dream of can be manifested ONLY by EACH of us taking charge. 
Healing the past old wounds that say ” I am small, I don;t matter, I believe the official version, I give my power and authority away to whoever has money and perceived success, I do NOT trust myself or God or a bigger plan” etc…

 

The leaders of tomorrow are YOU, ME, each of us that takes responsability, processes the inner victimhood state and mentality and RISES to CREATE their own better reality that is based on truth, cooperation, heart lead decisions, divinity integrated in the day to day.

 

 

We can Feel a cycle closing or like something ending even if we don’t know what it is. Situations that come forth to serve you lessons like self empowerment, self trust, letting go of control, seeing the bigger picture, LEADING YOURSELF COURAGEOUSLY! 

 

We have been disconnected from our hearts, inner power, divinity, sense of purpose, sovereignty. 

AND NOW is TIME to REMEMBER all of that. 

 

 

 

What are you willing to let go of now?

What are you noticing is not working anymore the old way and needs closure, letting go?

 

We can see that the OLD ways are starting to not work anymore. A lot of us feel the calling for something different.

This can be different marketing, different ideas to implement, different business, leadership, different ways to collaborate, different values that we truly need to remember.

 

It takes courage and a lot of inner work to empower yourself and RISE, stop believing, listening to, adoring and valuing NON values, illusory fame and power. 

 

It takes courage to say things differently and to do everything differently when the old is still present and has a deep grip on you and your mental.

It is NOT IMPOSSIBLE.

 

Surprise keeps being something we get used to already (Uranus in Taurus). News that are surprising, situations that are shocking or sudden and moreover _ revealing truth that is surprising AND PEOPLE starting to have a VOICE again, to not stand with the imposed models anymore. The imposed and manipulated reality anymore. 

 

HEART ERA IS HERE.

Even though we might experience a few days, even weeks with hightened irritation, rushing into things and judgement *mars in gemini* , not focusing, heart, passion and DARING COMMUNICATION that MOVES is also a facet of it ( Mercury in Leo).

 

Speak up.
SPeak your truth.

Don’t put up with the Pretending and the Fakeness. Call people out if needed and of use.

Return into the soft, gentle, loving Cancer heart and the generous, creative, powerful Leo Heart.

 

When you truly descend into your heart and learn to sit still more, listen in more there is a new REALITY unveiling for you. 
When you “SEE” with the heart, you start seeing the truth and nothing can trick you anymore. 

 

 

When you remember and reconnect to the Higher Mind and Higher Love ( Neptune, Uranus), to the Wisdom of your SOUL – you will see the through all the bullshit that is pushed before your eyes, through your OWN bullshit and illusions too. 

 

YES, it is not easy or pleasant.

The taking ownership, the leading yourself, the Truth, the integrity, the Devotion path is not an easy one. When everywhere distortion is what is sold as real and true. 

AND So- only having the courage to SEE your OWN bullshit– old stories, limitation, control, rigidness, need for attention, need for “being important”, powerlessness, selling your energy and time to perceived authority, lack of self trust, of Bigger Vision for yourself, lack mentality you keep living in, desperation and even apathy…avoidance, blaming, waiting for others to save you…- then you are REALLY on the path of EMPOWERMENT and truly able to EMBODY THE inner DEVOTIONAL, heart based, MATURE LEADER. 

 

 

I don’t say all of this to shame you or to make you feel bad. I say this as it is reality. And not many are willing to FACE REALITY. Especially the inner one, the personal one. As the collective one will be revealed as a consequence.

 

We are all “pushed” or served opportunities to grow. From within. As leaders and Multi dimensional, Sacred and Powerful beings that come together to manifest a new world, a new way.

 

This is inevitable. It takes patience, time, acceptance, letting go, trusting, trusting, trusting….and continuing to Descend into YOU , continuing to OWN, EMBODY your truth, your Soul, your real frequency, your gifts, your Divinity.

The time of Gurus, Empty words and promisses, illusory enlightenment is over.

 

The ones that descend into their heart and find god within will be able to SEE through everything and choose wisely.

 

It is all about Embodiment now. YOU BEING the FREQUENCY and not jus talking about it. 

IT is time for COURAGEOUS LEADERS that OWN up who they are even if there is still fear in the background and unsolved wounds. Even if half of the world don’t get them.

 

When you learn to Lead with GOD, from your Hear, to live a sacred, present, devotional Life, in truth and impecability – integrity – you CHANGE the Frequency of the ENTIRE EARTH and HUMANITY. YOU CREATE transformation. You give permission. You are a real MODEL for the young. 

 

You become- remembering- who you were created to be lifetimes ago.

 

 

It is a powerful full moon, year, times.

And no, it is not ending. It has just begun.

Learn to lean in and trust the journey, trust your Soul and the bigger plan, CUltivate FAITH, embodied, true faith. Take action, courageous action and BE 100 % you, not what others want, expect, tell you to be.

Continue doing the work, staying on this path.

Do not SELL your Soul, you Energy.

 

Be very honest with yourself and act with integrity.

 

How you LEAD yourself when it is chaos, when nothing works as you want IT IS THE MOST IMPORTANT.

 

 

of course, if you feel there is a ritual, a ceremony for you to do to let go, close off things, chapters and make bold new decisions- listen to your inner calling and guidance!

 

 

In Truth, heart, devotion,

Anca Lavinia and the Divine

 

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PS : I have a great invitation for you- speaking about empowerment and leadership: the MAgdalene Rising SUMMIT taking place on 22-24 th of July, online!

I will be one of the guest speakers and I can’t wait for three days of celebration truth revealed and seeds planted!

JOIN  for free HERE

 

 

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PPS: I have a couple of spots open for the Intuitive Transformational Astrology Session. More than astrology, more than just talk. All tailored and connected to your energy, story and life. Send an email to book: scrie-mi@ancalavinia.ro

 

 

New Moon in Gemini- how you speak

June 6th, the Sun and the Moon meet up in the energy of Gemini creating the New moon aspect.

This is when the moon is dark on the sky, a moment of introspection, new intentions and beginnings. 

This new moon is special as it makes a perfect conjunction with Venus and she is also finalising her cycle started in 2020.

 

What did you learn about yourself, relationships, money, what you like and desire during these 4 years?

What do you desire, find pleasure in and are you comfortable accepting that AND expressing that?

The Gemini energy is all about communication and self expression, information, connections and also , the early childhood years like kindergarden, neighbours, sibilings, aunts and uncles, papers and documents, daily trips and short distances.

The Gemini energy is flirty, quick, mental and often jumps from one thing to another, multitasks.

 

With so many planets in Gemini now  all these aspects and themes might surface, become themes of interest.

 

Observe how you speak, communicate. Is it aligned with your inner truth or is it out of fear, self-compromise, what others expect, not to disturb?

How much of yourself and your truth do you actually express out in your relationships, in the world? 

Do you say what you actually mean or are you living as a disempowered being holding your opinions, thoughts, swallowing your words, clenching your jaw and prefering to shut up ?

 

What contexts, situations in early childhood years, educational years are now surfacing in terms of speaking, expressing yourself? 

Have you been told to shut up, made to feel like your opinion is not important, ignored, mocked…? Were you encouraged to speak up, listened to, validate, supported? 

 

 

Pay attention to all the info coming in your field. Practice grounding and connecting with your body, soothe your nervous system as often as you can so that you can feel, discern what is true and what is lie, manipulation, fake news.

 

Also a good practice is to Observe what you tell yourself. How you speak about yourself, what you think often about yourself.

 

 

The square with Saturn and the PLuto- Jupiter trine are helpful as they cut off what is just fillers, what is not practical, truthful, important.

It might feel that there is a difficulty in speaking up exactly to show you where that difficulty comes from and to support you to set new intentions, make changes within so you clear your throat and fears and STAND up for yourself.

 

Truth that might be hard to hear, changes are all part of this energy. As rapid as the mind can be, the slowing down Saturn brings is precisely to make us pay attention to what we say, how, when, to whom. To help us be more connected to our throat, voice, truth and mind.

 

For some this is a time when they embrace their Full Voice and truly Communicate what they mean in a raw, unfiltered way. It can be a moment of empowerment when it comes to WHO you are and what you have to say.

 

 

One aspect I observe is the tone and the space you speak from. Just the other day I was working with a client and touching on this subject.

Observe how you speak when you breathe deeply into your stomach and you are present, centred in yourself.

Observe how you speak when you are in your head, agitated, out of alignement.

 

Most of us do not use our true voice as we are soooo taught to yell, raise the voice, be in the head all the time – disconnected from our bodies, from our centre.

Practice this and see how you feel and what changes.

 

 

In the light of all this energy you can extract intentions to put on paper and start watering with presence and love so you come more and more into yourself, activate the Leader within and stand up in your Authority and Power.

 

The north node invites us constantly to Empower ourselves and lead our lives from within, to know who we are and trust our inner guidance, intuition and stop giving our power away outwardly.

 

There s a big moment here that offers opportunities to step more into our true selves, true identity, power and voices….to dare more.

 

 

What is your intention for this new moon?

 

 

 

 

As always I am offering the Magical and Potent Intuitive Soulful Astrology sessions based on your birthchart that combines my therapeutical expertise, energy work and practical instruments and guidance. All about you and your life in a simple, clear way so you truly takeaway valuable insights, new perspectives, answers, modalities to implement information.

I am a message away: scrie-mi@ancalavinia.ro

New Moon in Aries- Power reset

Lets talk about Aries and all the transformation taking place now in this sign.

On April 8th the New moon and Solar Eclipse are at they’re peak. OF course, in Aries. And conjunct (perfect degree) with Kiron. And with the North Node here. There’s more : mercury is retrograde in Aries until April 25th.

 

Who is Aries? The energy of beginnings, courage, leadership. The beginning of Spring – power and zest of life, affirmation of Self. I AM. and that is enough.

Aries is also the child – in this case- the inner child, childhood. It s the ancestral, primal force of life.

Let’s do it! Jump the occasion, think after. 🙂

 

Who is Kiron?

The Wounded healer. Part human part animal he was injured and couldn;t heal himself so he dedicated his life t o heal others. Otherwise said- the WOUND IS the MEDICINE. Also represents alternatives ways of healing, karmic wounding, core wounds and fears and also the remedy itsself. Why? Because THRU the wound enters the light. It is not just a saying- it is real. Once you actually allow yourself to FEEL the fear, sandness, pain – you move it, you create space for it to flow and be alchemised, unstuck from your body.

When you put pills, affirmations, positive thinking, distractions on top- it just accumulates and gets nastier until it hits you in the face when you least expect it (For example- in a panic attack).

 

So what is this about?

New beginnings but not just like that! Wait, there s depth here.

We are going thru the Eclipse coridor- transformational, provocative, deep on a ancestral, core level on the relationship axis: relationship with self (Aries) and others ( Libra).

 

If I want to have great relationships, meaningful, lasting, honest, I have to create that relationship with myself and be able to hold that frequency of honesty, emotional maturity,self value, self trust, honesty with self.

 

 

With Kiron so activated now on the self side of the axis you are “pushed” to really look deep inside and process old wounds. Childhood wounds, ancestral wounds. Fear of not being enough, fear of being rejected, compromise, treason, not having boundaries, co dependency…not knowing who you are unless someone else validates you, tells you.

IDENTITY SHIFTS are in place. You cannot become the “better” you if you don’t first address what is limiting you. All the distorsion, shame, fear, anxiety, pain, all the programs keeping you small and feeling unimportant, not worthy, scared.

 

Inner CHILD is now big. (I have a short video about it in my free facebook group, Whole Woman).

 

During childhood you felt all those uncomfortable feelings that are incapsulated in you and now are popping up, bursting. Contexts, emotional out of the sudden, panick, anxiety, chaos….out of nowhere or just intensified.

 

Clean the house if you want to feel good in it.

 

The deeper layer is the POWERLESNESS cultivated since forever. The systems were created to disempower you, to disconnect you from who you are. They told you to not be soft, not to feel, not the be a nuisance, not to disturb others, not to talk too loud….to sit quietly, to listen to others opinions, to shut up….They told you the power is at the top…and you just need to get by and keep your head down

Not dare to speak up or to be different than others. Don;t bother, keep the peace, FIT IT, be nice.

 

The power went to the ones having the money and status and God is the allpowerful one, you being just a mere mortal, here to struggle and LISTEN to the ones in charge.

So you were taught that power is outside of you – your parents, bosses, government, presidents, god, the elder, the rich, money. So you can’t do much.

 

You were punished for being you. Disapproved. Yelled at, beaten, negated, laughed at.

 

 

So we now live in a society of disempowered children (emotionally we are children) , victims that wait for someone else to tell them what is real, true, what to do and how, and when. Wait for the rules to be made and blindly follow them. OUT OF FEAR. 

 

 

You are invited now to take your power back. To discover that it is INSIDE of you. To reclaim your Authority and Sovereignty. To take ownership of your life, decision and LEAD yourself, Create what you want together with GOD.

 

I know, it is hard to take ownership and reponsability when it is soooo easy to be comfortable on the couch, in your 9 to 5, being told and being delivered what you need to survive.

 

You don;t even dream anymore. Don’t know what Thriving means. Just drag your feet and hope for the economy to change,for the saviours to come, for the weather to be better, for LUCK. 

 

The other day a client told me ” I thought you would tell me exactly what I need to do”. I smiled and replied: that is your job as you have the POWER over your life and decisions. I know it is easier to not be in that discomfort to choose, take risks- but I am here to give you the Power back.”

 

To be a leader in your life, to take ownership and grow up, to open your eyes to the TRUTH that has been hidden to you, to be open to discomfort and actually CHOOSE smething different takes COURAGE and that is why so few DARE to ‘wake up”, to do the work as to Empower , Lead themselves.

 

Mercury Retrograde does not give us a break as it stays here and goes back some degrees, in Aries, and supports the healing, the reevaluation, seeing what we missed, dealing with the fine print, slowing down and diving in.

And no- Mercury or the Eclipse or any planet is not to BLAME- this is how you give your Power away again! They just are. Energy just is. Asccension just happens. It is up to you if you want to take the opportunity and make something out of it or prefer waiting it out and remaining in the victim state. 

Whenever you think, say or act as if you can’t, something needs to happen, change from outside- you give your power away.

 

Even to god when you re like “ i wait for god to put everything in place, to bring me that job, to work FOR me” This is not how it works. GOD IS YOU- in you. He /She “sends” messages thru people, contexts, situations, triggers….

 

Where is your POWER?

Who leads your life?

 

Mars, the rules of Aris is in Pisces with Saturn making a conjunction as well. Patience. Slow down. Discern. What is REAL, what is illusion. What is the truth behind the smokescreen?

Surrender your little mind and will to Divinity- God and allow the dissolution of the old to take place.

 

Yes, sometimes ‘bad’ things happen so you pay attention and lean something. It is up to you if you choose to blame, get angry with everyone, wait it out…or you get involved, present, aware and dive into seeing what is your take from this.

It is always about you and for you.

 

Anther big conjunction is Uranus and Jupiter in Taurus on April 20th. THE Conjunction of the YEAR.

 

It is up to you what stories you feed. IF this is apocalyptic and you buy into the fear even more or if this is just what is….and you continue being present, discern, do your part, practice faith and remaining centered.

 

Yes, it is possible for the financial market to crash or to be in a crisis, it is possible that food chains are interrupted or earthquaqes happening. ALL is Possible at ANY time.

 

What it you choose to see all of this -even id it happens- as beneficial? As what is needed for the REBIRTH of this society? And trust God, the Higher Plan?

What if you start really becoming present and asking yourself what really matters, returning to simplicity and values, taking care of your energy and health, taking back your power from money, institutions, news, what others say….and start CREATING the LIFE you feel right for you?

What if this conjunction, moment in time is about healing, expansion, deeper exploration of possibilities, more abundance and well being, more ease and health from a Mature, Centred, Heart based space? 

 

FEAR is the agenda that keeps you subjugated and disempowered. What if you would stop and look FEAR in the eyes, come close to her and talk to her, feel her really, deeply, receive her message?

 

With 6 planets and points in ARIES – Leadership, Empowerement, Courage to be who you are is the theme. TOgether with rewriting the past, healing the wounds, alchemising the fear, opening the eyes to the REALITY and remembering WHO your REALLY ARE, why you are here.

 

And as soon as you accept the Journey and the CALL to take responsability….the less the resistance, the less the suffering.

 

 

TRUTH is and will be revealed. BIG TIME. And it is not easy to take it in – for the trained, tamed, controlled mind that lives in an artificial manipulated reality.

Many will prefer to hide their head in the sand, to remain in the comfort of “conspiracy”, “fake”, “this is crazy”….when the harsh reality is going to hit on a large scale. Only who doesn not want doesn’t see all the messages, the signs, the whisleblowers, the truth being exposed all the time.

 

This is not to scare anyone but to GET REAL and PRESENT. To recalibrate all you thought and start taking back your power and ACTIVATING it from INSIDE.

 

 

So what is your intention for this new moon ? 🙂

 

 

 

 

As always I am here leading you back towards your inner truth, power, sovereignty and freedom.

We can do this in multiple ways. Send a message and lets chat.

 

Oh- and part of this all transformation is, as I said, the ancestral wounds. The persecution and the fear instilled by the church, the inquisition that still lies inside of you as women (and men). 

So…on April 24th I am facillitating this amasing online workshop for the 3rd time: Healing the Witch Wound. Alchemise the fear, take back your power, activate those ancestral gifts. 

 

 

 

 

Full Moon in Virgo -Practical God

I was contemplating the signs and it popped up for me that the axis Pisces- Virgo and Scorpio- Taurus seem the most challenging or interesting ones.

As we have the Full Moon in Virgo happening on the 24th of February ( maximum around 2 pm gmt+2) I will give you more details about the Virgo- Pisces axis.
At the full moon Sun is in Pisces and Moon in Virgo.

 

 

One is total dissolution, energy, the entire universe, the subconscious and even representative for God, Faith, ancestrality ( Pisces) and the other one is so here and now, earthy, grounded, practical and useful, all about details, solving, daily life. One of the most “concrete- solid” there is.

One is about mental, psychologycal and invisible health ( besides mental, viruses, bacteria for example) – Pisces- and the other is bout bodily health like your habits, day to day routine, wellness- Virgo.

 

The thing they have in common is HEALING one is the divine – energy healer and the other is the body- wellness- ayurvedic (example) healer. The Divine -energy- frequencies come through your body- hands, voice- into the practicality of healing. ( plants, massage, words, sound etc).

 

The connection to the Pisces energy where the Sun is illuminates FAITH and our relationship with the Source, Divinity, Spirituality and that deep sense of “I am more than my body”. With Saturn conjunct the Sun and the Moon in Virgo this Faith- Spiritualty, spiritual practices are tested – invited to come here and now- grounded, in the present, in the body, in the daily life, in a practical and useful manner.

 

We talk a lot about faith and god. People often confuse religion with faith. A lot say ” I have faith, I believe in God”.

When it comes to practical, day to day contexts, issues, situations – this faith evaporates into the thin air most often than not.

 

Whenever you see that you have no money and risk not paying rent for example, or when you or someone else dear gets sick, has an accident ….or when nothing goes according to (your) plan- how do you react?

Do you go into anxiety, fear, blaming, anger, even more control, even more pushing, doing, desperation?

….or do you trust that all that is happening is FOR you even though you do not know the reason now?

…do you still keep the inner peace and relaxation knowing and feeling that God is always taking care of you, that you are protected and supported no matter what?

…do you accept with ease what is going on and take it as a lesson, as something that is part of life and move through it with grace and faith?

 

These are examples of moments in life where FAITH is tested and most ….realise they do not actually have it integrated, it is not a part of their being, of their day to day.

 

 

Even when you are the most spiritual person, you do mantras, yoga, you write and share quotes, you believe in the ONEness (pisces as well), you have all kinds of spiritual experiences ( For example retreats, plant medicine etc) – when LIFE happens- what do you do?

Is your faith strong? Are you still relaxed, at peace, centered and talking to the divine in an organic way?

 

DO you do all these things because they are a trend, because someone said so, because you want to put up a front and be the same as others…? And when the class, retreat, prayer, mantra ends you come back to your “normal” life?

 

How do YOU LIVE GOD? How do you infuse Sacredness into all you are and do, all the time…not just in a spiritual workshop or not just superficially reciting, doing things? 

 

How do you wake up every day? What is your routine that includes god– your heart- connection? How do you eat ? How do you talk to people? How do you work? How do you step into a room or a forest or anywhere? WHERE IS GOD- SOURCE – and how are all the spiritual concepts applied as something organic?

 

 

You are invited to reflect on how everything spiritual is actually useful, practical and grounded.

 

There are so many that just “levitate” and know everything, they seem to be illuminated and sooo spiritual…,(what does that actually mean?) and when LIFE happens, here, now, on earth, in the body – the contrast between who they seemed to be and who they really are, how they really live- is shocking! ( first hand experience here).

I was also one of the “Levitating- know it all- teach everybody about spirituality” and my actual life was going sideways. I was disembodied, running from my own emotions and fears, always anxious and so on….

 

How is all that you know – all the knowledge, quotes, concepts, ideas – useful to you in your day to day? How is it all changing you from within? 

 

 

In all of us there is a HEALER. We are all vessels of the DIvine and part of the Divine. The way back into remembering that is through the HEART- through your HUMANITY.

Simple daily things are what will bring you closer to god, to your heart, to feeling that which you search everywhere around.

 

Invitation is to connect with the earth and your body. Truly. With presence,in silence.

To  get friends with your body and check your routine, your daily habits and see what you can change to nourish you.

To WALK YOUR TALK.

and….to awaken the INNER HEALER and the INNER DIVINITY.

 

God flows through your hands when you cook, touch someone, give a massage, create a painting or plant a flower. 

Mother flows through you when you speak, humm, sing, chant, when you move your body, your hips, when you walk and do any daily chore.

Mother/Father flows through you always when you make love, when you laugh and contemplate soemthing beautiful, when you rock your kids or play….

Every breath is the breath of life….

 

Disconnection from your body- your senses- mother Gaia – from your soul and  disconnection from Divinity through invented systems brought here and now – alone, fearful, anxious, ill, tensed, sad, angry, irritated, frustrated all the time…. 

 

 

ALL that is happening now for Humanity , for all of us, the ascension, the evolution – is pointing back to your humanity- to the practical and useful, to your HEART and presence within. TO taking your power back from middle men and building a strong, full of love, support, nourishment relationship with the DIVINE – who is in YOU as well.

We are invited to REMEMBER that we are divinity in human form. Not just mere mortals crawling in a life of lack, struggle and fear.

 

 

 

 

Venus and Mars together in Aquarius are redefining the inner relationship between feminine and masculine. and this redefines the outer relationship with the feminine and masculine at a collective and personal level.

Freeing yourself from old stories and boxes..allowing yourself to be uniquely you, redefining who you are and connecting with your BIGGER Goals, dreams, VISION is part of the energetics now.

The war between feminine and masculine comes to an end with every person that heals their own inner wounds and war between the two.

 

Kiron and North Node conjunct in Aries works at the core of who you are. YOUR IDENTITY is shifting into more authenticity, more honesty, more truth of who you really are.

Not who you think you should be or have been manipulated and programmed into believing you are.

Who am I really? What is the actual DREAM and my path? Where am I going towards and HOW?

 

Who am I allowing myself to become- uncover, remember and how do I redefine my life, my job, my habits, my work, my everything….briging in DIVINITY, faith, anchoring myself deeep in my heart, growing deep roots in the Earth and making my life a DEVOTIONAL ceremony? In the littlest of things

 

 

Bless your food.

Thank the groud that offers it to you

Thank the earth that gives you air. Love the earth.

Bless the conmort, the water, the heat, the home, the people in your life.

Thank and trust your body.

Drink your water honouring and thanking it.

Receive the wind on your skin with gratitude and presence.

Step into Nature with reverence. Treat yourself with gentleness and honorring all of you- God lives in there!

 

 

Now is a good time to release all that is distorsion, a lie, manipulation ( you do that with you as well), all that is limiting you, beliefs, habits..health habits included.

 

 

 

And as always I am here to go deeper with you whenever you are ready.

My Intuitive Soulful astrology session, my Clarity and Direction Session, my mentorship, my online courses are all meant to EMPOWER you, help you REMEMBER who you are, RISE from your own limitation, lack, fear, ancestral programming and SHINE your Ancestral Wisdom, truth, feel FREE and ROOTED in yourself ! 

New Moon in Capricorn – stepping into Maturity

At this beautiful synchronic date, 11.1 the New moon in Capricorn is forming in the sky. This means Sun and Moon coming together and an opportunity to take a look inside and decide what you want to do, implement, take care of  for the next months.

 

Capricorn is the sign of responsability, steady work to go to the top, long term achievements, big structures and systems, inner authority.

It is the mountain goat, half under water and half climbing the mountain. It keeps the emotional world for himself/herself and puts a lot of energy into work, into making it in a very resilient, step by step way. 

It can go deep and isolate himself, only talk and express the essentials but having a complex inner world.

This energy is the CEO, the one that manages teams and creates structures but with long term planning. Not in a haste, not on a whim, not without planning ahead and then working their ass off. Sometimes so much that workaholism is their best friend.

 

IT has amazing organisational and leadership skills and for them it is important to be respected, to work within the rules, to respect the structures. Sometimes they can live a very simple, minimalist life, not needing to many objects or clothes but investing in quality.

 

This New MOON in aspect with Mars, the Luna Nodes and Uranus, together with other aspects between Mars and Saturn (Capricorn’s ruler) ,Jupiter is about TAKING responsability for your long term vision – business, mission, work, plans.

 

Are you ready to actually commit to what you want? 

Are you ready to actually look at the bigger plan, where this leads you and draw (some) steps?

Are you ready to stop playing and step into maturity about your own life and work, mission ?

 

It is time to reevaluate what you really want and take into consideration a way of doing it all having FAITH, Connection with DIVINITY, your hear’s true desires in the middle of it.

The era of doing things, becoming someone, having a business just to look good, to get fame and attention, out of greed or fear is ending.

 

You are invited to see the illusions you kept yourself in (Saturn in pisces), take your power back and find out who you really are and want to be and activate your Inner Authority, your Inner ADULT, creating your Life in a different manner than until now.

 

Capricorn is also old structures and systems in place, it also about power in this top down – boss- employee way and stiffness- wanting to keep it this way, these rules.

 

So what structures and systems are you ready to seed and create for the future in a Consciouss, aware, heart and soul aligned way? In a way that is Centred and Emotionally mature, Inspired by the Divine and rooted deep in the Earth? 

In a way where you are in integrity and alignment with yourself, respecting yourself and deciding not from fear or lack but from Faith, Trust, Inner Power, from a Sovereign inner place.

Are you ready to build and access wealth and comfort, health and give birth to bussineses that are congruent with all of the above ?

Are you ready to also involve Sacredness, God, spiritual practices in your work, mission, business and operate from a NEW level of consciousness?

 

 

These are all questions to reflect on, to take pen and paper and give yourself the answers, allow your new intentions to come up and new decisions to come from this empowered inner place.

 

 

We were trained to do almost everything for recognition, for approval, to fit in, to demonstrate how good, perfect, smart etc we are. All from a place of constantly giving away our power to money, to roles and images, to systems , to the exterior. All from an energy of lack, fear and just chasing illusions that we think will make us happy.

 

 

It is the beginning of a new way. New way of doing business, making money, creating structures. A new way to live, choose, act, collaborate and grow.
This time- in alignment with the Divine and Universal laws, from within, from a space of peace, compassion, abundance, worth, self value, inner power.

We are creating this new paradigm and new world. You, me, all of us – and we can choose to do it consciously and to really take ownership of our life.

 

We have an important moment ahead besides this New Moon which is the beginning of the astrological year.

On 20-21st of January : Pluto will be conjunct the SUN at 29 degrees CApricorn and then both enter Aquarius in this conjunction (hand in hand).  It is a big turn of energy. A moment of revelations and light illuminating the darkness. Some things you didn’t see until now that were lurking in the shadows might become very visible and trigger you.

We are ending this cycle of Pluto in Capricorn that started the dissolution of the old world, old rules, old structures. It has started the revealing of what was hidden, all manipulation, lies, power struggles, all that was kept secret for years and years.

 

What- in your inner world- you kept secret from yourself? What shadows and fears did you allow to rule your world, to take charge? Where did you give your power away?

 

This is the time for empowerment. As until now we as humanity and individuals lived from a completely disempowered space, completely manipulated, controlled and with the illusion of power (fake power through having some money, some titles, some fame, some nice things).

 

True power is activated when you have a strong center to return to, an Open Heart that is your Anchor and your guide, strong unwavering faith in the Divinity in you and in YOURself, your decisions, your truth, your needs, your body, your intuition, your emotions. When you stop putting yourself last, doubting your every thought, sensation, emotion and start accepting all your inner parts, step into feeling whole, enough, worthy, valuable and not needing to demonstrate anything.

True power is activated when you discern for yourself and follow your inner guidance and stop believing everything the exterior sells and shows you. When you stop living as a REACTION to the external and start CHOOSING and leading from the INTERNAL space.

 

 

You get to this place by looking inside into your shadows first, into your limitations and fears, into your hidden aspects and into all those spaces that you rejected, shamed, avoided, ran from. This is the path towards a MATURE, AWARE, Self LEAD ADULT. 

 

Who is this person you want to become- activate from within- that leads such a life?

What steps do you need to choose and take for that?

 

 

 

As always, I am here to support this journey.

I am here to  guide you to that empowered inner place and alchemise the fears into trust and faith so that you lead yourself feeling worthy, enough, valuable and connected to your Feminine blueprint, your body and intuition, your inner divinity.

Dare to commit to YOURSELF.

 

 

New Moon in Sagittarius- are your truths supporting you?

On the 12th of December the Moon and the Sun meet in the skyes and create the new moon aspect în the sign of Sagittarius.

This is also the opening door for a beautiful portal, until the Solstice, December 21st.

 

Sagittarius energy is one of the most expansive and joyous one in the zodiac. All about exploration and curiosity, connecting adn reveealing higher Universal truths and laws. The big optimist that likes a good time , travelling and connecting with different cultures, ideas, systems to experiement more and more, live life at the fullest.

It is also connected to religion and belief systems and in the shadow aspect it can be all about „I am right, I want to prove I am right” , rigid, dogmatic and know-it-all.

 

It does have a special kind of wisdom and can be a very good mentor, teacher connecting others to a bigger, higher vision.

 

We already know that the time of the new moon is one of new intentions and beginnings. It is also a time when we take a deep look inwards, at our life and decide what we want to connect with going forward, how we want to live, what needs to change, what we call in.

 

 

In this case, what are your HIGHER dreams?
Do you dare to expand and explore life beyond all you have been taught until know?


Do you want to start adding more FAITH and more Optimisim into your view about life and invite CURIOSITY in, instead of anxiousness and worry?

What do YOU believe in?
What are those truths that are no longer quite as nourishing, helpful as before?

 

 

One such truth might be „ life is hard and you have to reallt struggle and fight” This is a very common example of a strong belief that is NOT helping you at all.

It is something you have inherited, learnt from your parents, from society and that keeps you stuck in fighting mode, in negativity and hardship.

 

So this can be a good moment to take a look at such beliefs that keep you stuck, limited, in fear and survival. Look at where you got them from and thank them for serving you untul now and then release through intention, a ritual, any way you consider.

 

Invite new beliefs, new thoughts, new truths into your life. Such an example can be „ life is supporting me at every step. I am open to explore more and curious about who I can become”

 

Make your own statements that are supportive and spend a few minutes feeling them into your body. Close your eyes, say them and then let them sink in.

Notice what appears. What emotion, what thought, what objection from the old mind. Make this your little ritual so you can step into a different version of you. One that is more relaxed, trustful, at ease, open.

 

 

Mars is giving us some fuel and motivation to go forward, to begin new things, to restore our faith in ourselves, in our dreams and projects as it travels behind the sun for a bit. You might feel that all the ideas, inspiration come all at once now. IN the same time.

You might feel a surge of inspiration and maybe even wanting to look at, connect, explore a NEW IDEAL for your life. A new vision. A new way to be, live, create.

 

What is also beautiful in supportive is the connection to the North Node in Aries that says „now a window of opportunity to see in the future is open for you. What do you choose?”  You get the idea if you read again what I have written so far.

 

 

Where do you go? Wha tis that DREAM that  sparks you, that warms your heart? What ist hat something that you SOUL desires, wants, whisper to you and you kept denying it, rejecting it, passing by from fear and limitation?

To call in something new and to make space for that it is necessary to also let go, cleanse and clear stuff from your life. At a mental level, emotional, physical level.

Clear your mind of limiting beliefs, your life of relationships and contexts that drain your energy , clear your drawers of junk and process then let go of emotions that keep you stuck in the victimhood mentality.

 

Just saying „ i dream this, I envision this, I make this vision board” or reciting some inspirational sentences is not going to manifest the new into your life. You also need to do the nitty gritty work. Take responsability for all the actions and all the thoughts you entretain. Do the shadow work and release a lot of the past. And so on.

 

 

Neptune is also in aspect with this New Moon and infuses more FAITH, Ideals and softens our hearts activating even more compassion and desire to be together with others, to spend some beautiful nourishing time with people like us.

It also can take away illusions and false beliefs , dismantle some of the old ideals and what you thought you want. So that you get closer to your SOUL and listen to it.

So that you rethink and recalibrate your relationship with the DIVINE- a very important aspect here.

 

Pay attention to all that is an illusion. A lot of your thoughts and beliefs are illusion. Many of the ones you believe are soooo good and wise are a smokescreen. A lot of the rules, dogma, „reality” you lived in is illusion. See what illusions are now revelead and where you are caught in them.

 

 

If you only operate by yourself, on your own, thinking you can do it all you get burnt. You get sick, confused, you feel alone and overwhelmed, always in fear and controlling everything.

 

When you start inviting GOD/ the DIVINE into your life, work, thoughts, actions, day to day then it all becomes easier. You feel the support. You know you are not alone. You can let go and trust in those moments when it seems that nothing works.

Because it is not about you struggling and doing it all alone. But about co creating. And remembering that god is within, that you are also such a wise, magical being that surpasses all you have been told and believed until now.

 

 

How can YOU MAKE your LIFE easier?

What needs to go, change, shift, transform for that?

 

Who do you need to BECOME so that you live THAT DREAM?

 

We are going through transformational times that invite us to seee the truth, see the shadows and remember our LIGHT, our POWER as Divine Beings on earth, in the body.

 

 

 

Another important aspect is MERCURY going RETROGRADE – I hear the sighs and eyerolls – on 12.12 It is not tragic, not a drama, not anything bad 🙂  Mercury retrograde is here to support you reorganize, rethink, recalibrate, reprioritize, redo…rewrite, all re- things.

It slows you down a bit so you can actually take a beat and look at what things in your life need a RE- Assess.

It goes retrograde in Capricorn – earth sign and helps you rethink and recalibrate your goals for next year. It brings you back to your INNER AUTHORITY and to the PLAN you had and now you can change it, now you can revisit it. When it goes back into Sagittarius on Dec 22nd

you are invited to ask yourself : what do I really want? Am I doing this for others? Only for the pay? Because x, y…or am I doing this, planning this, wanting this because is connected to my PASSION? 

How can I explore this more? In a different way? What are different posibilites here that feel easier, more in flow, more connected to my body and heart? That I choose not because I HAVE TO but because I want to and I really feel it?

 

 

We are healing as individuals and as huminaty from so much distortion, manipulation, fear based living. We are invited to reconnect to our own COURAGE, to our INNER AUTHORITY, TO OUR HEARTS and choose from the HEART space going forward. Together with the Divine. Each day. IN each choice or project or endeavour.

 

We are healing from years and centuries of „ you are not good enough, you need to shut up and listen, you need to keep quiet and be afraid, work your ass off for others, you need to listen and execute, you have no worth ...” and so on.

 

NOW is the TIME for EMPOWERED SOVEREIGN HUMANS. The ones that rememebr and reconnect to their Higher Selves and start living a LIFE IN TRUTH, FAITH, LOVE, CONNECTION.

 

Are you one of these people? Are you ready to step into a new reality and do the work to create it? Let go of the old and be reborn? Are you ready for your life to be easier, your heart softer, for feeling supported and connected?

It is up to you and you DO HAVE THE POWER to choose something new.

 

 

 

 

 

To support you I was given this beautiful mission: 10 days of online support, in a group setting. Anchor the Light Inside is a program that start on this NEW MOON, on the 12th and ends on the 21st. 

It is both spiritual, meditation and recalibration, light codes and connecting to the higher selves, to the Heart Dreams and it is also practical offering you day to day practices to implement. So you can access your centre easier. Be more relaxed, connected with yourself in these times. 
All can be done in your own pace! 

 

It is calibrated to this portal and supports you to step into a different, new version of you. 

(it will be held in romanian)

HERE IS THE FORM TO SIGN UP AND READ MORE.

 

 

Lets create a beautiful supportive reality together! I guarantee it can be done!

 

 

Full Moon in Gemini- is it all about knowing?

November 27th- the Moon shines bright in the sign of Gemini opposing the Sun in Sagittarius and forming the Full Moon aspect. 

 

Every full moon is a time of release and clearings. The moon also illuminates things, thoughts, patterns we haven’t seen before and we can choose what to let go of, what no longer nourishes and serves us.

What is now coming to fruition- to completion from the New Moon in Gemini – June 2023? What were the intentions then? And how have you grown, what changed between that new moon and this full moon?

 

With this very intense and accelerated year you may notice that you are a different person than you were 6 months ago or you might notice how many contexts, relationships, situations have changed, transformed.

 

When we say Gemini we say COMMUNICATION, expression, connexion, knowledge, information. We also corelate this energy with the childhood, siblings, uncles and aunts, neighbours.

What did you learn in you youngest years about who you are? About life? 

What memories and contexts shaped you back then? 

How are you influenced now by all that?

 

What kind of beliefs are you ready to let go of -that served you until now but no longer propels you forward? 

 

Is there a lot of ” I KNOW” all of this and so little implementation, integration in your life?

Are you always in your head reading more, wanting to know more, accumulating more?

Which of all this can be of actual use? What of all you know is time to put in practice? To implement and integrate?

 

Too much information can bring you to a very confusing place, a lot of “I understand, I know, I see” and that is a problem when it is not translated into your Body, your day to day practices to create that change, that “better” that you want.

 

It can be a need of searching the next thing to learn, meeting new people, making new friends, connections, a need to take it easier and to make thing simpler now. Listen in and follow the guidance.

 

With the Sun close to Mars in Sagittarius your energy levels might finally go up and you might feel a new flush of adrenaline, hope, inspiration and wanting to do, to explore something else, to travel even.

The heavy and sluggish energy of Scorpio is dissipating and a new passion, a new drive and clarification might now present themselves to you. You can now see some truth you haven’t seen before. You might now get what you have been experiencing in the Scorpio season.

Having a bit more hope, trust and want to go forward and create something  for an ideal, for a higher cause is a spark that can be lit in many people now.

 

Contribution, connection with others, meeting with others, getting out more, collaborating more, exchange of information, common passions in the name a better life, a higher truth – are themes that appear in many of our lives.

 

With Saturn in Pisces making a tensed aspect with the Sun and Moon we are invited to look at what we are taking responsability for further. What are we building for the future from a mature, responsable and grounded manner.

It is great to dream and be passionate, to know and to learn a lot and it is great to have hope and be positive. In the same time without putting things into practice, looking at how they contribute to our lives, without taking responsability  and integrating we remain at the mind- dream – knowledge level.

 

You can be a great prophet or a wonderful gifted channel, tarot reader, energy worker  AND if you do not take responsability for your Human self, shadow self, your inner child work, your emotions that need attentions, trauma that is swept under the rug- its all distorted, ungrounded, unstable and helps noone.

Coming into here and now, into the body, dealing with your human self is necessary. AS well as creating a personal relationship with Divinity, one that is felt through your entire being and it is grounded in your heart, body, day to day practices.

 

What is too much, illusory, fake, not true is being exposed, taken away. Faith is tested. Integrity is tested. A healthy moral compass is tested.

 

Are you who you say you are or are just projecting an image? Are you creating an illusory self through your communication, through the titles and diplomas you have, through how you look and sit and pose? 
Are you truly Aligned with your Soul, Heart, Higher Self and God or are you serving other purposes just for your own benefit? 

Its where Saturn and Lilith in Virgo is almost slapping a lot of people with hard truths and crumbling of facades, illusory images and pedestals.

DO you LIVE what you say, talk about, teach others or are you just pretending through a role of   know it all and when you open the back door into your life you only see illness, loneliness, darkness, repression, fear, anxiety, anger, lack of faith, of self trust and self value etc?

Even though it seems like its all joy, party, gratitude, laughs and drinks – and this is also real and needed and part of life (important it is genuine) – there is also a lot of PRETENDING, hiding, lying. A lot of disconnection and loneliness. And it will get tighter and tighter until you stop and look under the rug.

 

Most people are not actually happy at all. They just pretend to be. They lie to themselves, to their family, to the world. They struggle and die inside and in the same time they post cute pics and magical vacations, zen quotes and spiritual retreats they go to.  Check inside if you are one.

 

You cannot LIE to your SOUL, to your BODY, to GOD/ the Source/ Universe. You are just making it very hard for yourself. And this is where it is time to stop- take a hard look in and take responsability of your own truth, reality and choices. This is where it is time to tell yourself the trut because if you don’t- an accident, an illness, a divorce, a separation, someone dying, money loss, job loss, constant anxiousness, panic attacks, insomnia, infertility, toxic relationships and contexts – will tell it for YOU. 

 

Venus is hand in hand with the South node which is more releasing, more closure, karmic closures, karmic cycles coming to an end. RELATIONSHIPS recalibrated, ending, transforming.

Your relationship with who you are as a woman- transformed, recalibrated. And here – transgenerational patterns might reveal themselves, lots of co dependency, toxic fusion, lack of boundries and self trust can be seen, processed, alchemised. 

More PEACE activated within once we deal with all the shadows and internal war. More soothing beauty to surface once we accept and deal with the inner ugly we kept rejecting.

 

I am a SAG rising, all faith, trust, bubbles, idealistic and expansion, curious like noone else, extremely positive. And also extremely REAL. Thats why my clients love me :))

I have deep faith in HUMANKIND, in the Wisdom awakening in your Soul right now, in the Divine plan for each of us. I KNOW all is going on exaclty how it is supposed to FOR us. And this is not pretty at all for the moment. As we need to actually get real and honest. It is all magical and wonderful when you live a life of genuine gratitude, faith, joy, contribution, truth , integrity.

Until that there is so much wound and shadow to be acknowledged, processed, alchemised and soooo much REBIRTH and REcalibration to be accessed, accepted, lived.

 

In the spirit of Practical change, integration, recalibration and a new beginning I am inviting you to a 10 day group Journey right for the NEW MOON in SAG_ to SOLSTICE PORTAL.  Details : https://ancalavinia.ro/en/courses/

 

Until then, stay present, breathe deeply, release and let go old limitations, patterns and attachments, come into your body and let the Full Moon infuse you with her codes, magic, messages!

 

 

and if you want to explore more of your story exactly how it was “given” at birth book a Soulful Intuitive Astrology session. It is not just an astrology session but a transformational deep experience on all levels. 

See more about it here.

 

 

Always here. Always a truthteller, a sacred disruptor, a Wise Woman.

Anca Lavinia

 

New Moon in Scorpio- ready to be reborn?

REGENERATION- transformation- rebirth- Phoenix- depth and truth- taboo >> all SCORPIO themes that we are deeply feeling these days ( and for a lot of us, the entire year)

 

On November 13th at 11:27 am the New Moon will shine in her darkest moment amplifying the Scorpionic energy and themes. 

Not a coincidence that the number 13th is a Sacred Lunar and Venusian – feminine- number as there are 13th cycles (and menstruations) in a year. Cycles of death and rebirth, regeneration.

Being a Scorpio new moon it also is infused with a full moon like energy as before said, Scorpio invites us to clear, let die, to transform the old, the shadows into a new beginning, a new path, a new way.

 

With Mars conjunct the Moon and the Sun and Uranus opposing them this could be an explosive new moon! And when I say explosive it can be internal (emotional for example) and external- on the world scene.

 

We are presented with those uncomfortable truths about who we are and what attachements to suffering, to pain, struggle, to drama we are still carrying and empowering. Subjects and themes like sexuality, porn, human trafficking, money, power struggles and power hunger, manipulation, all occult things and hidden truths are now what gets our attention. THe taboo, the unspoken, what we keep under the lid, the shadows.

What is it that motivates you?

What is your relationship to POWER? and how do you use it?  Do you manipulate through victimisation and how much you struggle and sacrifice for everyone, through sex, money, knowledge (forms of power) ? Or are you aware of your shadows and use your Power to create good in the world, around you, in your relationships and life?

 

What are your values that guide you in life?

What are you clinging to out of FEAR? 

What is it that you really need to let die and be reborn in a different form?

 

Pay attention to all shadows that are now in front of you catching your attention – calling you to your DEPTHS and to your inner TRUTH.

Pay attention to all the control and the “i am a victim, I am powerless, life is pain” dynamic – words- thoughts.

Pay attention to the FEARS invading your mind and life. Who’s are they? Where do they come from?

 

It is a good time to stop and see what you avoided until now. It is a good time to get into a THERAPEUTICAL process. ONe that addresses your emotions, your energy and energetics, your depths and supports you to RISE from all you though is impossible or too hard.

Triggers and surprises might be all over these days. 

Find support. Get into your body. Use what you already know to process your emotions and sensations in a mature manner. 

 

TAKE your POWER BACK. and LET OTHERS be FREE and live their life.

Is life really hard and full of bad things? Is it really just hardship and fighting? Or is this something you learnt from your parents, grandparents, ancestry, culture?

 

Are you able to allow yourself to admit or even be curious about the possibility that LIFE can BE EASY, peacefull, with no drama? That it doesn’t need to be hard? That you are the one keeping the beliefs, the choices, the thoughts that make it hard. From that deep sense of loyalty towards your family, your mom, your ancestors – how can I live an easy, abundant, happy life when they suffered so much?

Someone told me ” but I can’t let go of those chords of hardship and pain of my ancestors because I feel I would betray them”- this is the transgenerational LOYALTY that keeps you stuck in a life and patterns that are not yours to carry, to live. It is your decision if you want to see it, admit it, change it. And now is a good time for this.

 

With Lilith aspecting Mercury the thoughts might not be very nice ones: fears and anxiety can come up more than before. Those things you don;t want to think about or talk about might now be so overwhelming you cannot escape or deny them anymore. in the same time- there can be a lot of POWER in your words, in the way you express yourself and the truths that you are now seeing and letting out through your voice.

 

For the ones that are aware and conscious this is a very EMPOWERING TIME! A RISING and rebirth time into a new stage, a new version of you! 

 

You see what is hidden and what needs to be spoken about, what needs to be brought to light – both in you and in the world. You process deep ancestral fears and let go of that old story of being small and insignificant. You sense the big shift and you slowly learn to let go of control more and more, to speak up, to end all that is toxic and no longer supportive.

It is not easy. It is deep, it is overwhelming, it can be surprising and chaotic.

It can bring up a lot of ancestral pain, grief, anger. (see the wars, the conflicts). This is to be felt, received and let go in the earth. Especially women are called now to feel the grief, to feel the anestral pain and to cry it, yell it…let it wash through and EMPOWER you much more, be alchemised through you, through your heart, voice, womb, blood. 

 

Saturn is now stationed direct at 0 degrees in Pisces after a long retrograde and it is opposing Lilith and squaring Mercury creating a tension (If we needed more of it :). ) to really take a deep look at your FAITH and INTEGRATION of SPIRITUAL concepts. Take a deep look at your relationship with GOD- source- religion and begin a deep process of healing, looking at the truth, releasing, clearing and taking back your power.
Come into an internal STABILITY and PRACTICE what you read about, know and talk about. FAith is not tested when times are good and it is not about going to church or saying “i am a believer”.

 

How is your faith standing when it all gets hard? Do you still believe in Divine support? Do you still remain at PEACE and totally anchored in your Heart? Do you still stand tall and with deep roots? Or do you doubt, fall, curse, blame, enter victimhood, stay in control and fear and anxiety. 

No matter what is going on around you- do you FEEL supported, have a strong relationship with your SOUL and Higher Self, God, Source? Or at the first bad news you go into the darkness and forget all the big shiny concepts you know?

 

Do you still have patience and remain calm doing your work and your practices even when all seems to go crumbling down? 

 

What is fake, based on lies, manipulation, fear, what is not built on integrity and true inner ground, in the HEART will be taken away, crumble, dissolve. 

 

You are brought closer and closer to YOUrself and sometimes, when the stuborness and control are so big, when the separation is strong – you are brought to your knees.

This might be one of these times.

And it is not because the universe is bad, god punishes you, life is a bitch or  someone has something against you. It is just because there is NO MORE TIME to sit around and blame others, whine and wait for saviours.

 

It is time to look deep into your SOUL and get aligned with the new frequencies. To stop living a life LYING to yourself and following EXTERNAL rules, staying in boxes and with your head down.

For those who hear the calling and start the real change the NEW earth is here and the TRANSITION is much more easier.

 

FOr those who keep denying, staying in old habits, in victimhood, chasing superficial power like money and status, keeping it small and fitting in, resisting change and life….it will be harder and harder. The BIG CRUMBLE is here.

 

And what we need to learn is to let go, embrace and cultivate FAITH. TRUE, real, deep FAITH. Come back into our bodyies and hearts. Listenting to our Soul and inner nudges. Doing the inner work so we keep rising in frequency and access new levels of peace, joy, wealth, health. This is what earth needs. Not more anger, more fight, more separation, judgement….Sure, it is necessary to go through the shadows so we can grow true inner light and stability. This is the journey.

 

And you are supported if you want to be. If you choose LIBERATION, FREEDOM, SOVEREIGNTY. 

 

We are at a tipping point.

 

Are you ready for the biggest death and rebirth ever? 

 

 

 

 

Monday the 13th- new moon : Healing the WITCH WOUND online workshop is an invitation for you to take a step closer to freedom and empowerment. To Rising from the numbness and sepparation and alchemising the fears.

 

Invitation to an intuitive soulful ASTROLOGY session based on your natal chart is open so you access and discover your TRUE story and take a step further in knowing who you really are, what are your gifts, lessons, direction in life. It is not just an astrology session but a transformative experience!

 

If you are ready for a deeper dive and a powerful ALCHEMICAL LIFE CHANGING process send a message and let’s talk on how we can take the journey together. ( scrie-mi@ancalavinia.ro)

 

 

 

Full Moon in Taurus- truth revealed

The Full Moon in Taurus shines at her peak on October 28th and is that time of the month when the Sun opposites the Moon. In this case, sun in Scorpio, moon in Taurus.

 

The thing that comes up when I look at this chart is : no planets in air and fire signs and a lot of water- earth. The mind is silenced, the ideas are kinda stopped and the inspiration comes from elsewhere. There isn’t the agitation and the fiery energy that fuels the mind into action, creation but instead all is directed IN THE BODY and in the EMOTIONAL- underground space. 

 

Just yesterday I started feeling foggy and unable to think, articulate anything. My head was heavy and I felt the need to get out urgently, to be on the ground, between the trees and feel the WIND – a representant of the mind aspect. I was organically called to this practice and I went let myself be “blown” and cleared by the wind. All my emotional tension and the discomfort I felt went away in an hour just by sitting on the earth, feeling the trees, no thinking and allowing the WIND to pass with all its force through my hair, clothes, on my skin. Loved it! and it WAS MEDICINE. 

 

Pay attention to your body and to what you feel internally, to those nagging feelings and emotions and use the earth, the mud, the plants, trees, the wind and even the water to process, to discharge, let go, transmute  that which is heavy- tensioned, confused.

And if you feel confused do not act. Wait. Bring your attention to small , simple tasks, habits and again, nature. Move your body, take a walk in the park, forest, listen to music. 

LEARN to SURRENDER to what IS and to let it move you, guide you and offer you the Medicine you need. And that is often at a deeper level inside you. If you ask your body and listen to your intuition, sensation, emotions you will feel-“know” what you need. Like the urge I felt to go out in the wind as a cure.

 

Jupiter in Taurus next to the moon amplifies the energy of the body, sensations, looking at your values and your resources, maybe seeing what is actually important and necessary for you and what is no longer serving you. Being in opposition with the Sun, Mercury and Mars in Scorpio (powerful scorpionic energy) it also creates tension that is FELT at deeper levels. Emotional tension, anxiety, fear, something nagging, being uncomfortable and not quite putting the finger on it.

Mars and Mercury here might amplify negative thoughts and obsessions, even anger and war- inner war- outer war. They might push you in a way that is not comfortable to SEE something well hidden. Jupiter and the Bright moon helps with that, brings a magnifing glass and light in those spaces of shadow that we kinda suppressed, avoided, on those TRUTHs we do not want to hear, know. 

 

The powerful Scorpio energy shows us the truth and the shadows that sting us and make us want to look away because if we want prosperity, peace, healthy values, stability (taurus) we need to see what is causing the opposite first, what are the energies and factors that maintain the lack of the above.

 

We cannot evolve into human beings that live peacefully and wealthy, healthy if we keep sweeping stuff under the rug and we just want to control everything, have “power” and never learn how to sit with the discomfort, with the inner Death process so necessary sometimes. 

 

What are those truths that you don’t want to hear? 

What are those emotions you keep suppressing and what are the fears that dominate you?

 

Bring the beautiful light of your awareness and of the moon into those corners and then sit in the places of raw truth and feeling  and move with that, walk with that, cry, hug a tree, hold yourself but do not run away.

 

The TRUTH we don;t want to acknowledge might be surprising and also exactly what we need to move forward. We cannot expect honest relationships and honest rules- governments etc when we are lying to ourselves. All changes come from within.

 

The taurus- scorpio is also a financial axis – one that illuminates our relationship with money and value, resources. Look at this relationship and I would invite your to also look and contemplate what kind of emotions you have around money. Do they control you throgh fear and thoughts of lack? Is your power totally given away them? Is money power for you? Are you considering yourself valuable enough by how much is in your account?  This is an excellent homework so you can actually recalibrate this relationship and the relationship with yourself, simplify and work on your sense of safety. 

 

Lilith opposes Saturn and the invitation is to look at those details and practical things in relationship with GOD, with spirituality. Do we just talk about faith or do we cultivate it and grow it practically every day? How do we actually bring the sacred into form, into our bodies, into our work, into every day things?

How do we build a future and what is our Dream for the future that includes collaborating with divinity and being in our own Soverignty? Do we still wait for others to do something about it? Do we still remain victims and only hate ourselves each day limiting ourselves to pieces of flesh? 

How do you take back your power and through practices AWAKE GOD in you on THIS EARTH for the FUTURE world?

 

All of what we see in the world is what exists inside of each of us and we do not want to acknowledge or look in the eye. All the war, the aggresivness, the control, the hate, the separation is our OWN INNER shadows. And until we learn and accept this to be the solution- looking inwards- nothing is going to really change.

Work with your inner demons. Access more peace, light, acceptance, stability inside yourself if you want to see this in the world.

 

THere is no way but the one THROUGH all you deny and avoid. And this is an uncomfortable truth that you can choose to sit with and also take action on it or contemplate for a longer time, be where you are for a longer time until you are ready.

 

The beautiful world that is being born now from fire and war, from all the chaos is also about you and it is calling you to let die all you believed was true, to let die all the limitations and fears, all the chains you kept yourself in and RISE into your POWER- the power of the activated and opened HEART combined with an aware, mature emotional and spiritual being that knows clearly she/he is here to Embody DIVINITY and CREATE a new paradigm. A human and divine being that is FREE and not living enslaved, manipulated, infused with fear all day long. 

This is you. It is a matter of choice.

 

Have a blessed full moon!

 

New Moon in Libra- make peace within yourself

On October 14, at 9 pm (RO) the Sun and the Moon meet up in Libra creating the new moon (dark moon) aspect. This New Moon is powerful as it is aligned with the Nodes of Fate (lunar nodes) and it is also an Eclipse. Usually the efects of such moments are prolongued in time so pay attention to what is going on in your life now, set new intentions and follow through to see what is unravelling for the next 3 to 6 months.

 

Now, lets go more into details.

 

Libra is about sharing your energy with another, relationships, partnerships, connection and also known as the peacemaker, the good negociator, the scales of Justice. Having the South Node here and a dark moon justice is going to be served on a relationship level.

A truthful look inside of yourself and your relationships will help you see what no longer works for you, where you have been lying to yourself, where things are not as you wanted them to be telling yourself a story. Patterns from the past are to be seen and healed as well not only in romantic relationships but also in partnerships, friendships.

Did I compromise myself until now? 

Am I feeling nourished and appreciated in my relationship with others?

How much do I give and how much do I receive? 

Might be a revealing point and an emotional point as well as you come to see things in a different light now. The truth is not always easy to digest but it is what leads us to more alignement with our Soul and Self.

Depending on the house this new moon takes place – a specific area of your life is activated. For example Libra might be in your 4th house which activates the relationship with your family, where you grew up and you inner home, soul. It might be in the 10th house and it activates the mission, career, status area of your life so relationship with your career, with people at your job, leaders, managers including being fired, changing positions, changing careers, making a different move in this area  and also marital status might change. So take a look in your natal chart and see where libra is as house position and then look up what the house is about.

 

Mercury close to the Sun and Moon opposite Kiron in Aries continues the Healing of the relationship aspect and specifically, on a level of beliefs, old stories, coping mechanisms you keep using to keep yourself safe- as to not be hurt again. Memories and contexts from your childhood might come to mind as to be addressed and healed. The inner child is where we start this process of empowerment and where we deal with all those contexts, emotions and traumas that made us who we are now in relationships.

Most  wounds started during childhood as there was the place you have seen how relationships are, how they function through your mom’s and dad’s, through them and yourself. There is where you formed your beliefs, you got the stories you keep telling yourself, is where all the patterns in your relationships come from. ALSO, a big contribution is the transgenerational part- people in the extended tribe, family, ancestors that lived a lot of untold and unprocessed secrets, traumas that you now bring forth and live in your life.

 

Kiron is the Healer, the Alchemist, the one that activates your pain and fears inviting you to look at them, process them and not sweep them under the rug anymore.

Some tough conversations might take place or you feel drawn to ignite them so that you clarify the air between you and another, draw the line, expose your side of the story as never before, ask the questions you need.

You cannot integrate and see the invitations of the NORTH NODE in Aries to Empowerment, Leadership, Sovereignty, Courage if you do not go through the healing of the south node, the healing of the co dependency, fears, rejection and so many more inner wounds.

 

I heard this question today _ what makes you accept to be treated the way you are over and over? What makes you go towards emotionally unavailable people all the time? Where did you learn that?

 

The ones with Sun, Moon, Lunar Nodes, Ascendant in Libra and Aries are the most triggred at this time. It can be a life changing moment for you, not just these few days but the entire year , going into the next as well- as long as the nodes are in Libra- Aries.  Of course, we all have libra somewhere in the chart and have to deal with the South Node calling to releasing, letting go, alchemising very old patterns and ancestral hurt.

 

It does not end here as the ruler of Libra, Venus is conjunct Lilith in Virgo and trines Mars in Scorpio. Translation- Lilith the Ancestral feminine lineage wound (and gift) is bringing to the surface DEEP TRUTHs about who you are as a woman, about how you act in relationships, about the relationship you have with YOURSELF as a woman. Might be about self criticism, perfectionism, constant pushing yourself to be always perfect and handle it all. Might be about you sacrificing yourself for others, constantly giving your energy away and helping others, compromising, shuting up….and draining yourself, putting yourself last.

The Fear of Lilith in Virgo is to not be useful anymore and the gift comes through working the boundries, the gentlness with self part, organizing your time, yourself as to GIVE yourself MORE first. A beautiful and powerful healer is one of the gifts here but not one that gives and giver to others out of fear. Look at how you are treated and how you ALLOW others to treat you.

You diserve to be loved, admired, nourished, Healthy, Wealthy, at peace.

Opposing Saturn in Pisces there is a REALITY check, an awakening in relation to all of the above. AM I the martyr that gets frustrated that others don’t see and appreciate me when they DID NOT ask for help?

And also the suggestion here is to bring more GOD/ Divinity as practices that nourish you in your daily life.

The WOUNDING with the MASCULINE energy is also a part of this oppostion and it might hit you hard and from where you don’t expect it. When I say the masculine I say father, God, inner masculine- all masculine energy. Possible anger, irritation, bothering truth comes to surface and patterns you might observe in your feminine-masculine dynamics.

 

Mars is helping Venus as they are in a trine – to bring some awarness, healing, action to the feminine-masculine dynamic mentioned above. What painful secrets are u avoiding or now seeing for the first time? What actions are now required of you so you  go deeper and give your attention to healing the masculine wounds/ the patriarchal wounds you inherited and got so used to?

 

I will mention Pluto as well as he is going direct on October 11th and brings some releasing of the tight, tensed energy we were under for the past months. Still pushing the truth out, still cleaning the house and showing us where our shadows are but it might feel as a little breather once going direct. Especially if he made tensed aspects with your natal planets.

 

TO wrap this up – a new moon is when we set new intentions, when we look deep and sit in the dark to see what is new and wants to arise from within. The relationship sector – to self, to another is activated so take time and sit still for a moment, pull your journal out and write all about these themes, answer the questions, see what arises and where you are pulled from within.

 

Putting our energies together is one solution for the world we want to live in/

Until now we have created wars, hate, envy, separation and closed our hearts. We talk about peace for centuries and yet, all we see is war and division.

 

The peace, beauty, harmony Libra is about can happen once we make those arise within us, once we stop the inner war and separation and remember we are one (in all the inner parts and with our brothers and sisters).

 

The peace and harmony Libra is about can be lived and activated by seeing the TRUTH behind the wars, the illusions, the manipulation, the “peace treaties” that are currently served to us, seeing the truth about what is really going on, taking responsability of all the shadow within and dealing with that.

The “bad” in the world is necessary for us to wake up and remember our HEARTS, our compassionate nature, our love for self and one another. It is a step so we can no longer give our power away, swallow what is injected every day and keep se fear and separation going on. The maturing process of Humanity is full blown and it is not easy.
The solution is always going back in and doing your work.

 

We are going through a big rebirthing process, journey that is not ending soon.

It is a time of awakening and of rising up and for that to happen we are shown what is not working, the trauma, the abuse, the power plays, the manipulation – all being the collective and individual shadow. This is to be looked at, processed by each of us individually. Surrendering to the process and building a strong relationship with God/ the Divine is a big help, support and even a must.

All we see in the world is a mirror for what it is inside us. Make peace with yourself first and then peace will show itself in the world. Be honest with yourself and follow your Heart and honesty, love, heart is what you will see in the world.

 

 

 

Want individual support? I am here to guide and hold the space for you to actually see yourself, discover who you are, let go of fears and old patterns and empower yourself  as a Divine multidimensional being in human form.