Tag: feminine empowerment
Full Moon in Capricorn (II)- you are the leader of tomorrow
Powerful chart and powerful MOMENT! The Second Full moon in Capricorn this month shines the maximum light on the 21st of July.
Not only this is the second full moon in Capricorn, it is at29 degrees ( the first was at 0 degrees) AND it is the degree that Pluto retrograde will visit again this fall.
There is a big moment of “hard” truth being surfaced and dismantling of OLD structures built on greed, power struggles, manipulation, death with NO regards and care for the good of all, the planet, the future.
In a personal way this goes back to a lot of letting go of control ( aspect with Neptune in Pisces at 29 too), ending a big cycle, learning to TRUST in a bigger PLAN, in a Bigger Vision and in GOD/ Goddess.
We cannot continue to develop and build corporations and businesses lead by the 1% and also lead by dark forces that manipulate everything. We cannot continue having only money and power obtained with all costs as the only “dream/ goal”.
There is a lot of revealing going on about the leaders of the world and the way it is run. About who is actually doing what and a lot of secrets about rulers and big companies surface more and more *pluto.
Taking ownership of your OWN life, accessing your INNER LEADER, authority and Sovereignty is a theme in the works now and for all of this year.
As all of the above can stop and the world you want and dream of can be manifested ONLY by EACH of us taking charge.
Healing the past old wounds that say ” I am small, I don;t matter, I believe the official version, I give my power and authority away to whoever has money and perceived success, I do NOT trust myself or God or a bigger plan” etc…
The leaders of tomorrow are YOU, ME, each of us that takes responsability, processes the inner victimhood state and mentality and RISES to CREATE their own better reality that is based on truth, cooperation, heart lead decisions, divinity integrated in the day to day.
We can Feel a cycle closing or like something ending even if we don’t know what it is. Situations that come forth to serve you lessons like self empowerment, self trust, letting go of control, seeing the bigger picture, LEADING YOURSELF COURAGEOUSLY!
We have been disconnected from our hearts, inner power, divinity, sense of purpose, sovereignty.
AND NOW is TIME to REMEMBER all of that.
What are you willing to let go of now?
What are you noticing is not working anymore the old way and needs closure, letting go?
We can see that the OLD ways are starting to not work anymore. A lot of us feel the calling for something different.
This can be different marketing, different ideas to implement, different business, leadership, different ways to collaborate, different values that we truly need to remember.
It takes courage and a lot of inner work to empower yourself and RISE, stop believing, listening to, adoring and valuing NON values, illusory fame and power.
It takes courage to say things differently and to do everything differently when the old is still present and has a deep grip on you and your mental.
It is NOT IMPOSSIBLE.
Surprise keeps being something we get used to already (Uranus in Taurus). News that are surprising, situations that are shocking or sudden and moreover _ revealing truth that is surprising AND PEOPLE starting to have a VOICE again, to not stand with the imposed models anymore. The imposed and manipulated reality anymore.
HEART ERA IS HERE.
Even though we might experience a few days, even weeks with hightened irritation, rushing into things and judgement *mars in gemini* , not focusing, heart, passion and DARING COMMUNICATION that MOVES is also a facet of it ( Mercury in Leo).
Speak up.
SPeak your truth.
Don’t put up with the Pretending and the Fakeness. Call people out if needed and of use.
Return into the soft, gentle, loving Cancer heart and the generous, creative, powerful Leo Heart.
When you truly descend into your heart and learn to sit still more, listen in more there is a new REALITY unveiling for you.
When you “SEE” with the heart, you start seeing the truth and nothing can trick you anymore.
When you remember and reconnect to the Higher Mind and Higher Love ( Neptune, Uranus), to the Wisdom of your SOUL – you will see the through all the bullshit that is pushed before your eyes, through your OWN bullshit and illusions too.
YES, it is not easy or pleasant.
The taking ownership, the leading yourself, the Truth, the integrity, the Devotion path is not an easy one. When everywhere distortion is what is sold as real and true.
AND So- only having the courage to SEE your OWN bullshit– old stories, limitation, control, rigidness, need for attention, need for “being important”, powerlessness, selling your energy and time to perceived authority, lack of self trust, of Bigger Vision for yourself, lack mentality you keep living in, desperation and even apathy…avoidance, blaming, waiting for others to save you…- then you are REALLY on the path of EMPOWERMENT and truly able to EMBODY THE inner DEVOTIONAL, heart based, MATURE LEADER.
I don’t say all of this to shame you or to make you feel bad. I say this as it is reality. And not many are willing to FACE REALITY. Especially the inner one, the personal one. As the collective one will be revealed as a consequence.
We are all “pushed” or served opportunities to grow. From within. As leaders and Multi dimensional, Sacred and Powerful beings that come together to manifest a new world, a new way.
This is inevitable. It takes patience, time, acceptance, letting go, trusting, trusting, trusting….and continuing to Descend into YOU , continuing to OWN, EMBODY your truth, your Soul, your real frequency, your gifts, your Divinity.
The time of Gurus, Empty words and promisses, illusory enlightenment is over.
The ones that descend into their heart and find god within will be able to SEE through everything and choose wisely.
It is all about Embodiment now. YOU BEING the FREQUENCY and not jus talking about it.
IT is time for COURAGEOUS LEADERS that OWN up who they are even if there is still fear in the background and unsolved wounds. Even if half of the world don’t get them.
When you learn to Lead with GOD, from your Hear, to live a sacred, present, devotional Life, in truth and impecability – integrity – you CHANGE the Frequency of the ENTIRE EARTH and HUMANITY. YOU CREATE transformation. You give permission. You are a real MODEL for the young.
You become- remembering- who you were created to be lifetimes ago.
It is a powerful full moon, year, times.
And no, it is not ending. It has just begun.
Learn to lean in and trust the journey, trust your Soul and the bigger plan, CUltivate FAITH, embodied, true faith. Take action, courageous action and BE 100 % you, not what others want, expect, tell you to be.
Continue doing the work, staying on this path.
Do not SELL your Soul, you Energy.
Be very honest with yourself and act with integrity.
How you LEAD yourself when it is chaos, when nothing works as you want IT IS THE MOST IMPORTANT.
of course, if you feel there is a ritual, a ceremony for you to do to let go, close off things, chapters and make bold new decisions- listen to your inner calling and guidance!
In Truth, heart, devotion,
Anca Lavinia and the Divine
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PS : I have a great invitation for you- speaking about empowerment and leadership: the MAgdalene Rising SUMMIT taking place on 22-24 th of July, online!
I will be one of the guest speakers and I can’t wait for three days of celebration truth revealed and seeds planted!
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PPS: I have a couple of spots open for the Intuitive Transformational Astrology Session. More than astrology, more than just talk. All tailored and connected to your energy, story and life. Send an email to book: scrie-mi@ancalavinia.ro
Who is Lilith and Why are we afraid of her?
Hey dear one!
Lilith has been and still is the scapegoat for all “bad” feminine traits. At the beginning, when I searched some pics with her on the internet I only found demons. Only if you dig a little deeper you can find something else.
And so I did.
My journey with her began when I did not understand who she is and what she wants from me in my natal chart. So…I directly asked her to show me, teach me, reveal to me her gifts and inititations.
I am still integrating and working through the BIGNESS and POWER house she is and represents inside of me….and each of us.
In Astrology and not only- she is exiled, banished as this dark, bad feminine. But how did we get here?
First, the story told about the woman is the one of Lilith that did not want and accept to be dominated by the man * Adam* so she rebelled and was exiled as this bad thing that you do Not want to be or have anything to do with.
Then Eve appeared, the one that was made to fit into the societal norms and become what we now call the good girl.
Nontheless, she is also considered the temptress – the bringer of sin and corruption for the man.From the get go we have the woman as sinful thus bad. The Woman was cursed to live a life in pain, shutting up and obeying, good for only bearing children and serving the man.
This story took roots and can see it unfolding greatly in our recent history.
The woman was seen as weak, hysterical for her emotions. Praised for being a mother and for “good” manners, being the good wife. Secretly she was desired and expected to also perform in bed but wait….not too much as she would become a whore. ( did you know that the word whore has the roots into the word “hor” which means womb ?)
So…a separation was made between the mistress ( temptress and sinful yet yearned for) and the good, silenced, serving wife/friend/mother.
THis continued with how the woman should behave and what she is supposed to think, do, look like according to a society created by men for men, with trends dictated by men, usually for men.
The woman that dared and continued to remain connected to the moon, the earth, the herbs, her womb, her wisdom was out of the sudden considered DANGEROUS (sinful) thus persecuted, burnt , tortured, killed by white men- inquisition ( when the Catholic church started their Conquering and stealing the riches across nations and continents in the name of the lord).
A POWERFUL WOMAN – aware of her sexuality, wisdom, gifts, magic – is a DANGEROUS WOMAN.
This is what has been imprinted, programmed, deeply inserted in our cells, brains, body. This is what still rules us.
This is Lilith. All that has been repressed, boxed, punished, judged, shamed, killed, disapproved in a woman.
How dare she?
Is what most women think when they are in the presence or see a woman that is embodying her magnetism, power, sexual energy, magic, truth, wisdom.
Who does she think she is?
She is DARK, she is Bad, she is weird!
This hides ” I am afraid of her” , take her away, i don’t want to feel this anymore, I will leave her presence, judge, reject, mock, speak against her.
They did such a great job instigating women against women didn’t they?
The Woman is accepted and valued as a good person if she CONFORMS. If she is how you expect her to be ( by this I mean how societal rules and boxes said she should be).
When she dares to be something else, to not fit in, to challenge all that is considered normal and keeps people in their cozy, comfort zone- she is DARK, EVIL even.
This is Lilith.
She was associated with demons and sin ( by the way did you know that Sin comes from the goddess of the MOON called Sin?) thus associated with DARKness hence this nowadays instant association people make when encountering, being in the presence of a DEEP embodied FEMININE.
We have been made to believe that to be feminine means to be the good, pleasant Barbie girl.To be quiet, have manners, speak faintly, smile a lot, have no opinions, wear dresses and red lipstick, be always on a diet, go to a facial each week and do your nails.
There is NO ROOM for the WILD FEMININE- for the DISRUPTIVE feminine in our minds and world- yet.
So when you see the wild feminine that DARES to walk straight believing in herself, knowing she is a Priestess walking on earth, connected to this ancient and deep wisdom in her body and womb you immediately go to “she is dark”, ” she is arrogant”, ” she is scary”, ” she is too much”….etc.
It is a great act of courage to walk this path. THe SACRED Feminine Path, the Path of the LIBERATED feminine. That means ALL aspects of the feminine. (and yes, that is also Lilith, Kali and so many more).
Lilith in Libra is and will, together with the South Node- stirring the TRUTH. The deep truth that we do not want to see about us in our relationships.
The relationship with myself- my power, my repressed parts and truth.
The relationship with the wild daring feminine.
The relationship with all others outside of me.
Will I take my power back and descend into this part that I consider dark and I fear? Will I make space for some other feminine expression other than good, smiling, having it all together, sacrificing a lot parts?
Will I dare to meet her, Lilith- the Liberated feminine essence in myself and break the chains of programming, boxing, the rules that imprisoned me so deeply and disconnected me so much so from myself that I keep rejecting and fearing my OWN POWER?
Time for breaking the ancestral programming and dare to set yourself free. Dare to be You.
Dare to meet, look in the eyes, integrate all the rejected parts of yourself.
Time to Rise as a Wisdom Keeper of this Earth beyond anything your mind can image or understand.
Are you feeling this?
Full Moon in Scorpio- without descend there is no real Power
On April 24 th, just a few days from the big Jupiter-Uranus conjunction the Energy of the full Moon is at its peak.
It is happening in Scorpio with the opposition of the Sun in Taurus ( full moon is always Sun and Moon opposite).
What is Scorpio energy about?
Transformation, alchemy, truth, depth, death, taboo, power, esoteric and energetic Power. In clasic astrology it is about money, sexuality and what we share with the other (can be debt, creditors, inheritances etc).
The Scorpio Taurus axis involves our relationship with money, our sexuality, body , ability to transform and alchemise the fighting, suffering mode (scoprio) into ease, simplicity, self worth and self value.
Whats your relationship with sexuality, death and FEAR?
How do you use your Power- do you manipulate others to get what you want?
Do you live a life based on “it is hard, i need to fight and something bad always happens”?
Are you ready to dive deeper?
With PLuto that makes a tensed aspect to the Sun and Moon there is more..TRUTH, raw and unwanted truth coming to surface.
Those fears, shame, “i have ti fight and it is always drama” come to surface now.
What you kept putting under the rug comes up into your face to be seen.
You might experience anxiety and also situations that involve sexuality, old relationships, death, contol issues and also- an OVERALL DEEP TRANSFORMATION of your lifestyle.
Because we are not just talking full moon here, there s also Lilith involved AND the conjunction between Jupiter and Uranus creating a SHAKE in your internal and external world.
What is the TRUTHFUL and authentic way to live? * by yourself of course
What are your haibts, routines and what s the relationship with your BODY- senses- health?
How valuable and worthy do you feel?
What about money? Whts the relationship here? Do they come the hard way, is it a fearful relationship, do u still operate on lack mentality and believe money is about hard work and sacrifice?
All of these are existential questions that have to do with how you want to live, what you want to keep choosing and whats ready to go.
Are you willing to go deeper and look into what is calling you now at the emotional level? Stop saying “I am good, all is good”, when it is not?
Might be a messy moment here. Overwhelm and even shock, stuff not working, everything seems like it exploded in your face.
It is because you are called to deal with the deeper layers, to see the truth and own it.
So you can make the transition from hard, fight, fear, control, lack into ease, flow, prosperity, a life lived in health, wealth, based on healthy values and in your POWER.
Scorpio is asking you to change, let go, let die, transform and RISE. You cannot just say or wish things and believe it is done. Its deeper than that.
Aries with the north node here, Mercury, Venus invites you to find out who you really are, to empower yourself and stand tall in your life, courageously speaking up, setting boundaries and LEADING yourself in the direction you feel and know is good for you.
Taurus is inviting you to reconnect to your senses, body, to the earth, to reevaluate the relationship with nature, with your habits and also with money, self value, self worth.
IN order to step into all that empowered, free, healthy, wealthy and ease, to OWN that your are THE LEADER of your life and stop listenting to everyone else…your need to DESCEND INTO THE SCORPIOnic world.
Into Hades. Like Inana did, like Jesus did, like all the of us need to do.
You get empowered and free when you stare the fear in the eye, when you walk through all the inner shadows, pain and grief. When you integrate that DEATH is part of life and of this process of evolution.
When you allow yourself to really STOP LYING to yourself and become truthful to the bone.
Without this part there is NO REAL healing, evolution, transformation.
Without this part it all remains a fairytail. Words we tell ourselves and stories we want to believe but our LIFE, real life, inner and outer remains the same.
I see many so called succesfull people, women in this field. Apparently they have it all. And their eyes and energy scream sadness, pain, fear. They dont even know that.
And as a WOMAN, the DESCEND is CRUCIAL. This is the path for true initiation into the LIGHT.
As long as you keep fearing to feel the fear, the anger, the sadness..and only put bandages and words on them you will keep repeating the same patterns and contexts to the point where you become ill or dramatic events happen.
Sudden and surprising is the word here as well with Uranus in the Mix.
Learning to be in discomfort and not runing from it is an art and something that helps sooo much. Learning to be flexible and to trust all that is …is a big key.
As long as you keep running away from what you feel, from burried emotions and trauma…THIS WILL APPEAR INTO THE COLLECTIVE! Through war, pain, grief, anger and so much more.
What are you ready to see now , what truth are you ready to acknowledge and deal with?
How honest are you with yourself?
Worldwide raw truth keeps being revealed. Shocking news appear and it looks like chaos and fear and destruction.
Pluto and scorpio and Uranus may destruct as Kali does with her chaos and power so that we build a NEW World and allow the old to die.
You might get a FEELING of the future, glimpses and downloads from the depths of your Soul. Listen to them and have patience. Dive deep and OWN your inner demons. THey hold the Power you seek, Not the fake illusion power this world is based on…and now dismantling – but the true- HEART based power.
There is a POTENT moment here. Are you choosing to step into the next level or are you choosing the comfort zone?
Do you keep living at the surface level and run from what scares you, what you don;t understand, your triggers?
Or are you ready to own all of that and have no fear hold the power over you?
Old wounds like the persecution wound is now brought to the surface for many.
The silence, the torture, the chasing and the pain…the hiding and all of the inquisition times are directly impacting you through visceral fear and anxiety, keeping silent, hiding yourself and your gifts..
It is a GREAT time to work with this wound and alchemise that into Freedom, Empowerment, CLAIM the gifts you have as a woman and RISE.
It is a great time for ceremony, ritual, clearing, cleansing work, energy work.
The PRIESTESS in you, the magician, the witch is Calling many to stop hiding and fearing…and to start owning their power.
Power is what many women are SCARED of. Their own deep , ancestral power and wisdom is so big and out of this world that it triggers fear. So
what we were told and learnt to do is go in the head space, make it all logic and scientific and keep the distance from all the deep mystery.
I am inviting you to take a step further and access the next level. Activate the magic in you, reclaim your wisdom and start owning that power that is not based on money, status, image, illusions.
But the power of knowing who you are, holding your own shadows and light in confidence, listening IN to your Intuition, daring to speak the truth.
WISE WOMEN and the TRUTH has been feared by those manipulating the reality.
I am here to open this doorway back to YOU and the Magic you Hold, to claim your TRUTH and stop playing it small, hiding yourself and shaming yourself.
On April 24th, Healing the Witch wound online workshop is aligned with this transformative moment.
We descend into our bodies, connect with the Magician within, alchemise that fear, clear the old contract keeping you small. We reclaim and activate. We step into your NEXT LEVEL.
This is where you find the details