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Full Moon in Capricorn (II)- you are the leader of tomorrow
Powerful chart and powerful MOMENT! The Second Full moon in Capricorn this month shines the maximum light on the 21st of July.
Not only this is the second full moon in Capricorn, it is at29 degrees ( the first was at 0 degrees) AND it is the degree that Pluto retrograde will visit again this fall.
There is a big moment of “hard” truth being surfaced and dismantling of OLD structures built on greed, power struggles, manipulation, death with NO regards and care for the good of all, the planet, the future.
In a personal way this goes back to a lot of letting go of control ( aspect with Neptune in Pisces at 29 too), ending a big cycle, learning to TRUST in a bigger PLAN, in a Bigger Vision and in GOD/ Goddess.
We cannot continue to develop and build corporations and businesses lead by the 1% and also lead by dark forces that manipulate everything. We cannot continue having only money and power obtained with all costs as the only “dream/ goal”.
There is a lot of revealing going on about the leaders of the world and the way it is run. About who is actually doing what and a lot of secrets about rulers and big companies surface more and more *pluto.
Taking ownership of your OWN life, accessing your INNER LEADER, authority and Sovereignty is a theme in the works now and for all of this year.
As all of the above can stop and the world you want and dream of can be manifested ONLY by EACH of us taking charge.
Healing the past old wounds that say ” I am small, I don;t matter, I believe the official version, I give my power and authority away to whoever has money and perceived success, I do NOT trust myself or God or a bigger plan” etc…
The leaders of tomorrow are YOU, ME, each of us that takes responsability, processes the inner victimhood state and mentality and RISES to CREATE their own better reality that is based on truth, cooperation, heart lead decisions, divinity integrated in the day to day.
We can Feel a cycle closing or like something ending even if we don’t know what it is. Situations that come forth to serve you lessons like self empowerment, self trust, letting go of control, seeing the bigger picture, LEADING YOURSELF COURAGEOUSLY!
We have been disconnected from our hearts, inner power, divinity, sense of purpose, sovereignty.
AND NOW is TIME to REMEMBER all of that.
What are you willing to let go of now?
What are you noticing is not working anymore the old way and needs closure, letting go?
We can see that the OLD ways are starting to not work anymore. A lot of us feel the calling for something different.
This can be different marketing, different ideas to implement, different business, leadership, different ways to collaborate, different values that we truly need to remember.
It takes courage and a lot of inner work to empower yourself and RISE, stop believing, listening to, adoring and valuing NON values, illusory fame and power.
It takes courage to say things differently and to do everything differently when the old is still present and has a deep grip on you and your mental.
It is NOT IMPOSSIBLE.
Surprise keeps being something we get used to already (Uranus in Taurus). News that are surprising, situations that are shocking or sudden and moreover _ revealing truth that is surprising AND PEOPLE starting to have a VOICE again, to not stand with the imposed models anymore. The imposed and manipulated reality anymore.
HEART ERA IS HERE.
Even though we might experience a few days, even weeks with hightened irritation, rushing into things and judgement *mars in gemini* , not focusing, heart, passion and DARING COMMUNICATION that MOVES is also a facet of it ( Mercury in Leo).
Speak up.
SPeak your truth.
Don’t put up with the Pretending and the Fakeness. Call people out if needed and of use.
Return into the soft, gentle, loving Cancer heart and the generous, creative, powerful Leo Heart.
When you truly descend into your heart and learn to sit still more, listen in more there is a new REALITY unveiling for you.
When you “SEE” with the heart, you start seeing the truth and nothing can trick you anymore.
When you remember and reconnect to the Higher Mind and Higher Love ( Neptune, Uranus), to the Wisdom of your SOUL – you will see the through all the bullshit that is pushed before your eyes, through your OWN bullshit and illusions too.
YES, it is not easy or pleasant.
The taking ownership, the leading yourself, the Truth, the integrity, the Devotion path is not an easy one. When everywhere distortion is what is sold as real and true.
AND So- only having the courage to SEE your OWN bullshit– old stories, limitation, control, rigidness, need for attention, need for “being important”, powerlessness, selling your energy and time to perceived authority, lack of self trust, of Bigger Vision for yourself, lack mentality you keep living in, desperation and even apathy…avoidance, blaming, waiting for others to save you…- then you are REALLY on the path of EMPOWERMENT and truly able to EMBODY THE inner DEVOTIONAL, heart based, MATURE LEADER.
I don’t say all of this to shame you or to make you feel bad. I say this as it is reality. And not many are willing to FACE REALITY. Especially the inner one, the personal one. As the collective one will be revealed as a consequence.
We are all “pushed” or served opportunities to grow. From within. As leaders and Multi dimensional, Sacred and Powerful beings that come together to manifest a new world, a new way.
This is inevitable. It takes patience, time, acceptance, letting go, trusting, trusting, trusting….and continuing to Descend into YOU , continuing to OWN, EMBODY your truth, your Soul, your real frequency, your gifts, your Divinity.
The time of Gurus, Empty words and promisses, illusory enlightenment is over.
The ones that descend into their heart and find god within will be able to SEE through everything and choose wisely.
It is all about Embodiment now. YOU BEING the FREQUENCY and not jus talking about it.
IT is time for COURAGEOUS LEADERS that OWN up who they are even if there is still fear in the background and unsolved wounds. Even if half of the world don’t get them.
When you learn to Lead with GOD, from your Hear, to live a sacred, present, devotional Life, in truth and impecability – integrity – you CHANGE the Frequency of the ENTIRE EARTH and HUMANITY. YOU CREATE transformation. You give permission. You are a real MODEL for the young.
You become- remembering- who you were created to be lifetimes ago.
It is a powerful full moon, year, times.
And no, it is not ending. It has just begun.
Learn to lean in and trust the journey, trust your Soul and the bigger plan, CUltivate FAITH, embodied, true faith. Take action, courageous action and BE 100 % you, not what others want, expect, tell you to be.
Continue doing the work, staying on this path.
Do not SELL your Soul, you Energy.
Be very honest with yourself and act with integrity.
How you LEAD yourself when it is chaos, when nothing works as you want IT IS THE MOST IMPORTANT.
of course, if you feel there is a ritual, a ceremony for you to do to let go, close off things, chapters and make bold new decisions- listen to your inner calling and guidance!
In Truth, heart, devotion,
Anca Lavinia and the Divine
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PS : I have a great invitation for you- speaking about empowerment and leadership: the MAgdalene Rising SUMMIT taking place on 22-24 th of July, online!
I will be one of the guest speakers and I can’t wait for three days of celebration truth revealed and seeds planted!
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PPS: I have a couple of spots open for the Intuitive Transformational Astrology Session. More than astrology, more than just talk. All tailored and connected to your energy, story and life. Send an email to book: scrie-mi@ancalavinia.ro
Full Moon in Capricorn – ready to be the Authority in your life?
There s a powerful corridor opening up with the Full Moon in Capricorn as this is the first one happening on 21-22 of june at 1 degree of the zodiac sign.
At the end of July there will be a second Full Moon in Capricorn at 29 degrees in the same sign.
This is like an emphasis on how important the Capricornian energies and themes are now for us to process and integrate.
In the middle of these two full moons we will have the Cancer New Moon and it feels like a deep journey of becoming leaders of our own lives and daring more but rooted in our hearts, with our sensitivity, vulnerability as Strengths.
and…the Summer Solstice exactly during the Full Moon! The Light, the Divine Codes of rebirth, the Potent Sun -masculine- energy are all infusing these days adding clarity, luminosity, downloads to the already potent full moon.
Each full moon is a moment of release, ending, clearing once it illuminates different aspects we need and are prepared to see now.
Lets rewind a bit and see what the Capricorn is about: cardinal earth sign , powerful leader, the imprint of the CEO, the mountain goat with a fish tail. Very interesting that the fish tail show the emotional depth that the Capricorn has dipping its tail in this beautiful way- into his opposite sign, the Cancer.
He is known for not displaying emotion and being reclusive and silent, working a lot with the shadow of workaholism into burn out and sacrifice. The image he projects, what others think about him/her, the reputation and status are also important for him. He needs to be “important”, “someone” and knows to do that through hard work, loyalty, running structures, businesses, people.
He has a hard time being the Leader sometimes, the one on the top of the mountain overseeing and having it easy as he immerses himself into the details of doing wanting to solve everything, taking too much responsability and overburdening himself.
Inner Authority, responsability, leadership, being the best, being on top are the themes we are looking at.
AND the CHALLENGE here is…
once you live in a very conditioned society, being deeply programmed and wounded not only from your childhood but from ancient times, society, culture, religion, ancestry- you will function from these inner spaces as default.
That means you will feel the need to be the best, to be important, to have a good image, to make money, to run a business but NOT from the right inner space. You will chase to demonstrate your value, you will take more than you can chew to show how good you are, you will compromise and do things you are not necessary in alignment with just to have a clean image, to be seen as the good, responsabile one.
You will operate from this inner space of an immature leader whom I call “boss”, the boss.
You might think only about money and what you get out of something, be suspicious of everyone, remain silent and not sincerely connect with others, work your way to the top.
Often times work occupies the most of their time and energy and family, personal issues arise. THey sleep at the office, always doing something, solving something and forgetting to enjoy life, relax, sip a cocktail, have a nice chat under the moonlight.
Also there s the issue of being very “military like“. Organising everyone, rigid, demanding, controlling, not able to let go and relax.
These are also due to past wounding and the shadow aspect of the sign.
Now lets talk about the Heart Centered Leader the capricorn can be.
Lets talk inner authority and inner power.
This full moon challenges each of us (especially the ones with sun, moon, ascendant, north/south nodes) in Capricorn to activate the Inner Leader that emanates authority, trust, safety because he/she knows who they are, have worked thru the shadows and integrated their value, emotional side and Matured.
We all have capricorn in a house somewhere in the chart so checking that will show you what themes are now activated. You can also just be observant of what shows up in your reality these days, this month.
What if …
you would Lead your life *and business, firm etc.* not from a space of needing to demonstrate, fear, lack, chasing to be valued and respected but from a space that feels peaceful, whole, steady, where there is self value, clarity, courage.
Where you stand on the top of the mountain overseeing all you have under you and make the plans, strategies, give directions and ‘rule’ from the Heart space? Have this HEART- MIND channel open and connected and instead of instability, fear, inner child wounds you operate INSPIRED by the Divine and your Soul and emotionally mature.
So people follow you, respect you, look up to you because they feel safe, seen, important, because you care and know how to empower them- through your own inner empowerment.
Inner Authority is a concept we rarely think about, contemplate.
So I am inviting you to this:
where and who is the authority in your life?
how do you position yourself in this relationship with authority?
who is the inner Leader and do you Embody that?
Are you following your own PATH and RULES and creating the business, the systems, the life that you WANT and feel nourishes you or are you doing it all because you want to be seen,you are afraid of a “bad image, reputation”, conforming to the outer rules even when they drive you nuts?
How do you feel in your body? Rigid, stuck, disconnected, numb?
Do you feel your heart space or are u always in your head ruled by worry, past regrets, anxious future thoughts, controlling everything to the dot?
There is a descend into the heart witth the New Moon in Cancer coming up so you can renew the relationship with your inner GOOD, gentle, present MOTHER and soften more into your body and life.
Then the second full moon in Capricorn comes to ‘test’ and help you see the process of empowerment and maturing you went through this month.
The Strength and the good reputation, the power do not come from external actions driven by trauma, fears and lack. They come from a centred inner space in a natural way, oozing through the pores of the one that knows their value, their heart, their role/mission and embraces it.
Thers another theme to be mentioned – mission, vocation. What you do in life. What calls you.
And it ties up with the above.
Are you working hard, many hours, constantly because you thing life is hard, money don’t grow on trees, you have to pay the bills, to sacrifice a lot- as this seems normal to you?
Or are you connected to your hears/ soul’s mission, desires like a red thread that pulls you higher and higher through actually descending more and more into yourself? Do you feel the PURPOSE? Do you enjoy your ‘career’?
Are you the best at it because you are soooo passionate and loving it every day, calls you like a magnet or it all feels hard and heavy?
Sure, there are missions within missions and small purposes and big ones too. There is though, a bigger dream in your heart. There is THAT way you want to live you life.
And then there is the daily work and planning and actions to get there. Not only from the mental space but also from the HEART space, inspired and lead but the Divine within.
So … take what resonates, leave what doesn’t.
Note down what you are now ready to leave, close, let go off, alchemise and you can do a ritual in this regard using fire, water, intention, whatever feels good for you.
Are you taking ownership and responsability of your life and yourself and really dedicating yourself to that Future you want, really want and dream of that holds you, sparks the fire in your heart, makes you smile and feel easy?
When we are leading from a fearful, scattered plance or a very rigid, controlling one we loose sight of so much.
Building for the future, towards the bigger dreams, new ways of being, living, doing business is what the Capricorn does.
And with PLuto that was travelling through this sign for so many years the old is collapsing. The old ways, the patriarchal, cold, power hungry, fake images times are going down.
That is why we need true leaders. That build something new rooted in their heart and soul and always connected to the Divine hand in hand with God.
Maybe there s a lot of recalibrating to do inside…to activate the Inner Authority, the inner leader and the big dream.
And this requires looking into all those fears, patterns, inheritance, loyalties, being very honest with the self and doing the work of release, activation, alchemy.
Are you ready to take ownership of who you truly are? To become the Sovereign being you actually are and to forge your path and life from a place of trust, peace, faith, love, courage and wisdom?
Are you ready to take responsability and build a different way?
Are you ready unburden yourself from all that is NOT yours to carry or do? And follow Your Path for your own good no matter the external voices?
As always, I am here for support.
The Intuitive transformational Astrology session is available to rock your world and offer so much guidance, clarity, support and practical instruments going forward. Not a general reading but a tailored to your needs, life, energy potent experience.
Just send a message or email at scrie-mi@ancalavinia.ro to request one.
Full Moon in Sagittarius- dream bigger and speak bolder
May 23rd around 5 pm *gmt+3, the FUll Moon in Sagittarius will shine the brightest in the sky.
Full moons bring to surface or illuminate things we did not see before, either from life or inner world. IN this case, the Sun shines in Gemini which is about multiple things at once, information, connections, simple, here and now facts, gossip, mental scatternes, as well as short trips, documents, basic education, childhood, playfulness, easy, everyday talks.
The Moon shines in the Sagittarius sector which is about higher truths, justice, in depth information, Divine Truth, expansion, long distance travelling, multi cultural, relationship and communication with foreign lands and people. Can also involve dogma, religion as well as wisdom, the teacher energy, higher degrees of learning/education.
With just a few days before Jupiter enters Gemini it can be a time of a LOT of information and in fact, a lot of Everything.
Expansion, new oportunities, new possibilites, new angles, more of this, more of than.
In a way what I sense is : pay attention to the multitude of informations, angles, news coming your way and use discernment. Which are in alignment with the Higher Truth, with what you sense it is true? Which is just manipulation, fake news, induced angles for a specific wanted outcome?
We will have a few months with excess information and thinking anyways with Jupiter in Gemini. We might need to multitask, to take it easier, to meet people, to even have more fun.
And pay attention to when it is too much, when we disconnect from Our needs, Soul, body.
With PLuto involved we will see truth revealed even further and deeper. And being retrograde as well, we are undergoing a RESET of our Mental field and the way we think, perceive the world, work, what is true and what not, where is our power and how we really want our FUTURE to look like.
Do we step into our unique energy and gifts and do we take our Power back from the external ?
Do we allow ourselves to dream big, to expand, to explore something new, to grow? Do we dare?
Do we remain connected to our inner Truth and guidance and follow it no matter what the exterior might tell us?
What dreams, plans, visions, perspectives are u ready to shed, let go of now? To make room for more, for bigger?
It can be a stepping up into a next level- if you allow it and done your inner work– more abundant, prosperous, uplifting, joyous.
With Venus and Jupiter in exact conjunction on the last degree of Taurus it is possible to RECEIVE more than you have thought of.
Did you learn how to Receive? How to allow yourself to feel diserving…at ease? Did you cultivate pleasure and presence?
Can you shift into feeling rich, into doing what you love and easily receiving money, resoursces, support or do you stay stuck in hardship, fight, drama, lack consciousness?
Do you allow yourself to speak the Truth or you still choose fear and shame? It is an opportunity of empowerment and change like never before.
It is an opportunity to exit a lot of old programming and reframe what you beleive, think, where we stand, what you want.
Saturn in Pisces is still helping us look at what to implement, what is also practical. As a lot of ideas might surge it is also needed to feel through what is to be brought into physicality for long term visions.
Saturn and Pluto cut through what is too much (Jupiter) and what is illusion, lies, outdated and support us be in contact with what is real and supports us long term.
You can dream a lot and party a lot for example and never actually implement a supportive life style, a long term plan, never bring into fruition what u dream, want.
It is also an invitation to more playfulness and connections, and ease. Even a holiday, the “dolce far niente” integrated as a way to nourish yourself and cultivate pleasure, ease in your body and life.
Grounding and body is important. Settling your nervous system is important. Finding moments to walk barefoot, breathe deeply, take a long shower, caress your skin, receive a massage or a long hug…sit in nature listening, smelling, feeling….are all recommendations to be able to remain centred and cope with possible mental overwhelm.
With Mars in Aries You might feel impulsive and want to do more NOW, act but …take it easy. Breathe and sit with it. See if it is really what you want and need.
For centuries we have been shutting up, refraining from speaking up, from expressing who we are. We vowed silence and we kept to ourselves externalizing our power, authority and allowing all and everybody to be the smart/er ones…minus ourselves.
It is time to reconnect to your Voice, to your truth that is connected to your Heart. It is time to OWN it and Speak it. To teach by example.And also to create the reality and the future you want not based on fear, shame but based on Trust, Courage, Integrity, Heart.
You are deserving of bigger, better, larger….in all ways. You are here to Enjoy life and to live following your heart, your passions and not to struggle and live in fear.
On May 23rd, for the FULL MOON, in Brasov- we meet to clear the ancient vows of silence, to reconnect to ur Voice and Heart, to dare to Speak up again and empower ourselves.
If u feel called, here are the details: https://forms.gle/WQXSgqgu8oLm4SBS9
Full Moon in Scorpio- without descend there is no real Power
On April 24 th, just a few days from the big Jupiter-Uranus conjunction the Energy of the full Moon is at its peak.
It is happening in Scorpio with the opposition of the Sun in Taurus ( full moon is always Sun and Moon opposite).
What is Scorpio energy about?
Transformation, alchemy, truth, depth, death, taboo, power, esoteric and energetic Power. In clasic astrology it is about money, sexuality and what we share with the other (can be debt, creditors, inheritances etc).
The Scorpio Taurus axis involves our relationship with money, our sexuality, body , ability to transform and alchemise the fighting, suffering mode (scoprio) into ease, simplicity, self worth and self value.
Whats your relationship with sexuality, death and FEAR?
How do you use your Power- do you manipulate others to get what you want?
Do you live a life based on “it is hard, i need to fight and something bad always happens”?
Are you ready to dive deeper?
With PLuto that makes a tensed aspect to the Sun and Moon there is more..TRUTH, raw and unwanted truth coming to surface.
Those fears, shame, “i have ti fight and it is always drama” come to surface now.
What you kept putting under the rug comes up into your face to be seen.
You might experience anxiety and also situations that involve sexuality, old relationships, death, contol issues and also- an OVERALL DEEP TRANSFORMATION of your lifestyle.
Because we are not just talking full moon here, there s also Lilith involved AND the conjunction between Jupiter and Uranus creating a SHAKE in your internal and external world.
What is the TRUTHFUL and authentic way to live? * by yourself of course
What are your haibts, routines and what s the relationship with your BODY- senses- health?
How valuable and worthy do you feel?
What about money? Whts the relationship here? Do they come the hard way, is it a fearful relationship, do u still operate on lack mentality and believe money is about hard work and sacrifice?
All of these are existential questions that have to do with how you want to live, what you want to keep choosing and whats ready to go.
Are you willing to go deeper and look into what is calling you now at the emotional level? Stop saying “I am good, all is good”, when it is not?
Might be a messy moment here. Overwhelm and even shock, stuff not working, everything seems like it exploded in your face.
It is because you are called to deal with the deeper layers, to see the truth and own it.
So you can make the transition from hard, fight, fear, control, lack into ease, flow, prosperity, a life lived in health, wealth, based on healthy values and in your POWER.
Scorpio is asking you to change, let go, let die, transform and RISE. You cannot just say or wish things and believe it is done. Its deeper than that.
Aries with the north node here, Mercury, Venus invites you to find out who you really are, to empower yourself and stand tall in your life, courageously speaking up, setting boundaries and LEADING yourself in the direction you feel and know is good for you.
Taurus is inviting you to reconnect to your senses, body, to the earth, to reevaluate the relationship with nature, with your habits and also with money, self value, self worth.
IN order to step into all that empowered, free, healthy, wealthy and ease, to OWN that your are THE LEADER of your life and stop listenting to everyone else…your need to DESCEND INTO THE SCORPIOnic world.
Into Hades. Like Inana did, like Jesus did, like all the of us need to do.
You get empowered and free when you stare the fear in the eye, when you walk through all the inner shadows, pain and grief. When you integrate that DEATH is part of life and of this process of evolution.
When you allow yourself to really STOP LYING to yourself and become truthful to the bone.
Without this part there is NO REAL healing, evolution, transformation.
Without this part it all remains a fairytail. Words we tell ourselves and stories we want to believe but our LIFE, real life, inner and outer remains the same.
I see many so called succesfull people, women in this field. Apparently they have it all. And their eyes and energy scream sadness, pain, fear. They dont even know that.
And as a WOMAN, the DESCEND is CRUCIAL. This is the path for true initiation into the LIGHT.
As long as you keep fearing to feel the fear, the anger, the sadness..and only put bandages and words on them you will keep repeating the same patterns and contexts to the point where you become ill or dramatic events happen.
Sudden and surprising is the word here as well with Uranus in the Mix.
Learning to be in discomfort and not runing from it is an art and something that helps sooo much. Learning to be flexible and to trust all that is …is a big key.
As long as you keep running away from what you feel, from burried emotions and trauma…THIS WILL APPEAR INTO THE COLLECTIVE! Through war, pain, grief, anger and so much more.
What are you ready to see now , what truth are you ready to acknowledge and deal with?
How honest are you with yourself?
Worldwide raw truth keeps being revealed. Shocking news appear and it looks like chaos and fear and destruction.
Pluto and scorpio and Uranus may destruct as Kali does with her chaos and power so that we build a NEW World and allow the old to die.
You might get a FEELING of the future, glimpses and downloads from the depths of your Soul. Listen to them and have patience. Dive deep and OWN your inner demons. THey hold the Power you seek, Not the fake illusion power this world is based on…and now dismantling – but the true- HEART based power.
There is a POTENT moment here. Are you choosing to step into the next level or are you choosing the comfort zone?
Do you keep living at the surface level and run from what scares you, what you don;t understand, your triggers?
Or are you ready to own all of that and have no fear hold the power over you?
Old wounds like the persecution wound is now brought to the surface for many.
The silence, the torture, the chasing and the pain…the hiding and all of the inquisition times are directly impacting you through visceral fear and anxiety, keeping silent, hiding yourself and your gifts..
It is a GREAT time to work with this wound and alchemise that into Freedom, Empowerment, CLAIM the gifts you have as a woman and RISE.
It is a great time for ceremony, ritual, clearing, cleansing work, energy work.
The PRIESTESS in you, the magician, the witch is Calling many to stop hiding and fearing…and to start owning their power.
Power is what many women are SCARED of. Their own deep , ancestral power and wisdom is so big and out of this world that it triggers fear. So
what we were told and learnt to do is go in the head space, make it all logic and scientific and keep the distance from all the deep mystery.
I am inviting you to take a step further and access the next level. Activate the magic in you, reclaim your wisdom and start owning that power that is not based on money, status, image, illusions.
But the power of knowing who you are, holding your own shadows and light in confidence, listening IN to your Intuition, daring to speak the truth.
WISE WOMEN and the TRUTH has been feared by those manipulating the reality.
I am here to open this doorway back to YOU and the Magic you Hold, to claim your TRUTH and stop playing it small, hiding yourself and shaming yourself.
On April 24th, Healing the Witch wound online workshop is aligned with this transformative moment.
We descend into our bodies, connect with the Magician within, alchemise that fear, clear the old contract keeping you small. We reclaim and activate. We step into your NEXT LEVEL.
This is where you find the details
Full Moon in Virgo -Practical God
I was contemplating the signs and it popped up for me that the axis Pisces- Virgo and Scorpio- Taurus seem the most challenging or interesting ones.
As we have the Full Moon in Virgo happening on the 24th of February ( maximum around 2 pm gmt+2) I will give you more details about the Virgo- Pisces axis.
At the full moon Sun is in Pisces and Moon in Virgo.
One is total dissolution, energy, the entire universe, the subconscious and even representative for God, Faith, ancestrality ( Pisces) and the other one is so here and now, earthy, grounded, practical and useful, all about details, solving, daily life. One of the most “concrete- solid” there is.
One is about mental, psychologycal and invisible health ( besides mental, viruses, bacteria for example) – Pisces- and the other is bout bodily health like your habits, day to day routine, wellness- Virgo.
The thing they have in common is HEALING one is the divine – energy healer and the other is the body- wellness- ayurvedic (example) healer. The Divine -energy- frequencies come through your body- hands, voice- into the practicality of healing. ( plants, massage, words, sound etc).
The connection to the Pisces energy where the Sun is illuminates FAITH and our relationship with the Source, Divinity, Spirituality and that deep sense of “I am more than my body”. With Saturn conjunct the Sun and the Moon in Virgo this Faith- Spiritualty, spiritual practices are tested – invited to come here and now- grounded, in the present, in the body, in the daily life, in a practical and useful manner.
We talk a lot about faith and god. People often confuse religion with faith. A lot say ” I have faith, I believe in God”.
When it comes to practical, day to day contexts, issues, situations – this faith evaporates into the thin air most often than not.
Whenever you see that you have no money and risk not paying rent for example, or when you or someone else dear gets sick, has an accident ….or when nothing goes according to (your) plan- how do you react?
Do you go into anxiety, fear, blaming, anger, even more control, even more pushing, doing, desperation?
….or do you trust that all that is happening is FOR you even though you do not know the reason now?
…do you still keep the inner peace and relaxation knowing and feeling that God is always taking care of you, that you are protected and supported no matter what?
…do you accept with ease what is going on and take it as a lesson, as something that is part of life and move through it with grace and faith?
These are examples of moments in life where FAITH is tested and most ….realise they do not actually have it integrated, it is not a part of their being, of their day to day.
Even when you are the most spiritual person, you do mantras, yoga, you write and share quotes, you believe in the ONEness (pisces as well), you have all kinds of spiritual experiences ( For example retreats, plant medicine etc) – when LIFE happens- what do you do?
Is your faith strong? Are you still relaxed, at peace, centered and talking to the divine in an organic way?
DO you do all these things because they are a trend, because someone said so, because you want to put up a front and be the same as others…? And when the class, retreat, prayer, mantra ends you come back to your “normal” life?
How do YOU LIVE GOD? How do you infuse Sacredness into all you are and do, all the time…not just in a spiritual workshop or not just superficially reciting, doing things?
How do you wake up every day? What is your routine that includes god– your heart- connection? How do you eat ? How do you talk to people? How do you work? How do you step into a room or a forest or anywhere? WHERE IS GOD- SOURCE – and how are all the spiritual concepts applied as something organic?
You are invited to reflect on how everything spiritual is actually useful, practical and grounded.
There are so many that just “levitate” and know everything, they seem to be illuminated and sooo spiritual…,(what does that actually mean?) and when LIFE happens, here, now, on earth, in the body – the contrast between who they seemed to be and who they really are, how they really live- is shocking! ( first hand experience here).
I was also one of the “Levitating- know it all- teach everybody about spirituality” and my actual life was going sideways. I was disembodied, running from my own emotions and fears, always anxious and so on….
How is all that you know – all the knowledge, quotes, concepts, ideas – useful to you in your day to day? How is it all changing you from within?
In all of us there is a HEALER. We are all vessels of the DIvine and part of the Divine. The way back into remembering that is through the HEART- through your HUMANITY.
Simple daily things are what will bring you closer to god, to your heart, to feeling that which you search everywhere around.
Invitation is to connect with the earth and your body. Truly. With presence,in silence.
To get friends with your body and check your routine, your daily habits and see what you can change to nourish you.
To WALK YOUR TALK.
and….to awaken the INNER HEALER and the INNER DIVINITY.
God flows through your hands when you cook, touch someone, give a massage, create a painting or plant a flower.
Mother flows through you when you speak, humm, sing, chant, when you move your body, your hips, when you walk and do any daily chore.
Mother/Father flows through you always when you make love, when you laugh and contemplate soemthing beautiful, when you rock your kids or play….
Every breath is the breath of life….
Disconnection from your body- your senses- mother Gaia – from your soul and disconnection from Divinity through invented systems brought here and now – alone, fearful, anxious, ill, tensed, sad, angry, irritated, frustrated all the time….
ALL that is happening now for Humanity , for all of us, the ascension, the evolution – is pointing back to your humanity- to the practical and useful, to your HEART and presence within. TO taking your power back from middle men and building a strong, full of love, support, nourishment relationship with the DIVINE – who is in YOU as well.
We are invited to REMEMBER that we are divinity in human form. Not just mere mortals crawling in a life of lack, struggle and fear.
Venus and Mars together in Aquarius are redefining the inner relationship between feminine and masculine. and this redefines the outer relationship with the feminine and masculine at a collective and personal level.
Freeing yourself from old stories and boxes..allowing yourself to be uniquely you, redefining who you are and connecting with your BIGGER Goals, dreams, VISION is part of the energetics now.
The war between feminine and masculine comes to an end with every person that heals their own inner wounds and war between the two.
Kiron and North Node conjunct in Aries works at the core of who you are. YOUR IDENTITY is shifting into more authenticity, more honesty, more truth of who you really are.
Not who you think you should be or have been manipulated and programmed into believing you are.
Who am I really? What is the actual DREAM and my path? Where am I going towards and HOW?
Who am I allowing myself to become- uncover, remember and how do I redefine my life, my job, my habits, my work, my everything….briging in DIVINITY, faith, anchoring myself deeep in my heart, growing deep roots in the Earth and making my life a DEVOTIONAL ceremony? In the littlest of things
Bless your food.
Thank the groud that offers it to you
Thank the earth that gives you air. Love the earth.
Bless the conmort, the water, the heat, the home, the people in your life.
Thank and trust your body.
Drink your water honouring and thanking it.
Receive the wind on your skin with gratitude and presence.
Step into Nature with reverence. Treat yourself with gentleness and honorring all of you- God lives in there!
Now is a good time to release all that is distorsion, a lie, manipulation ( you do that with you as well), all that is limiting you, beliefs, habits..health habits included.
And as always I am here to go deeper with you whenever you are ready.
My Intuitive Soulful astrology session, my Clarity and Direction Session, my mentorship, my online courses are all meant to EMPOWER you, help you REMEMBER who you are, RISE from your own limitation, lack, fear, ancestral programming and SHINE your Ancestral Wisdom, truth, feel FREE and ROOTED in yourself !
Full Moon in Leo – remember your Heart
Me, me , me – the Leo seems to say all the time. Look at me. I want all the admiration and attention!
But it is not just about you, look at all these people around you, look at Life and how we are all together in this. Look at US and how strong we become together the Aquarius seems to say.
This is part of the discussion with the Leo Full Moon happening on the 25th of January around 8 pm (RO).
The Moon in Leo is shining bright in opposition with the Sun and Pluto in Aquarius. I feel a lot of HEART energy permeating from here. When Leo energy is embodied in a mature and harmonious way it is all about heart, creativity and play, shining through and enlighting people’s lives just like a child would do. This Pure Heart is also connected to the strong inner Center- self Empowerment- I know who I am, I am enough, I shine, that’s that!
Imagine the Lioness walking with her graciousness and fierce yet calm presence. She instills this respect, this reverence and boundries without doing anything. SHE IS that.
When the Leo energies are embodied and manifested from the Shadow self – wounding and emotional imaturity it screams ” me, me , me, look at me”. There’s a desperation to be in the center of everything, to be seen, to take the center stage. So from this inner space one might develop a Clown Like role – always joking, talking very loudly and stealing the conversation just to get the attention. One can sense that this is empty of any real substance as the wounded Inner Child permeates and the Egoig nature of Leo becomes arrogance, selfishness, almost like an empty shell shining so beautifully on the outside.
Pluto and the Sun in Aquarius unmask, reveal all that is to be seen inside of us that needs letting go , transformation, healing so that we can actually descend into our hearts and truly reconnect with our inner passion, creativity, the Divine Child that sparks us and the confident, creatrive, powerful Lioness that you do not mess around with.
What are those inner parts of you that scream : look at me, just me, don’t pay attention to others! What parts feel envious from this place of comparison, not enoughness and does everything in its power to be seen , to steal the stage, the conversation out of desperation and neediness? * (We all have an inner wounded child, let;s be very real).
Pluto will not let us operate further from a place of manipulation, empty shell doing anything for fame or attention. It will strip us bare of illusions of power and bring us back into our hearts, facing our own wounding, egoig actions.
Am I ready to actually see who I am?
Am I ready to let go of illusions of grandeur and allmightyness with no real foundation? Am I ready to recognize where I just operated from this wounded, scared inner girl/boy and start processing that?
Also an invitation to see the bigger picture is open now. An invitation to go beyond just “me” and see how we can actually CONTRIBUTE to LIFE , for the greater collective.
How my creations, my passions, my projects can add value to others and not make everything about me. (a tough one to go through).
Jupiter in aspect with the Sun and Moon magnifies this story and brings the attention to groundedness, practical resources, ways to manifest.
As Leo is a fire sign, a passionate sign and Aquarius is an air sign roaming through the infinite possibilities and ideas in the Univers, we need something to bring us back here on earth, in this life, today. That is what Taurus and Jupiter does.
How can actually put my talents and resources to work and create, step by step, believing in myself, in my self worth and value that something that is in my HEART, that higher Vision, that new and crazy idea I have, that passion of mine that I kept hidden or avoided?
There are many that dream and feel a lot, that are so creative and full of ideas and passion for something but they do not take the actual steps, the actual work to make that real and possible and sustainable so it supports them.
Kiron in aspect with Mars and Mercury in Capricorn is creating some tension, maybe anger surfacing, triggering and that is something that can be seen as helpful if we look at what triggered us, what is there actually , at the roots of it.
Kiron in Aries keeps this open door for us to heal the wouded child, to heal the fear of expressing who we are and invites us to take back our power. Now, Mercury and Mars in Capricorn might disagree and and want it all here and now done and well rounded and if possible, done for them by others.
But we already know it takes real inner work to build ourselves from inside out. It takes time and deep transformation so that we can create the life of our hearts here on Earth.
The other important thing happening is Uranus going DIRECT in Taurus righ during this Full Moon ( days before and after as it is a slow moving planet). The area (house) where you have Taurus is impacted by Uranus here that stirrs everything up. It destabilises your life , shocks you, surprises you so that it brings you closer to who you truly are, how you want to live, your values and self worth.
Am I here just for money, a house, social status and checking all the boxes ? What are my values actually? Am I living a life guided by those? Am I aware of talents, of the resources I have, of my INNATE SELF VALUE and self worth or do i associate it with money, with social status?
All that is happening with the planets is meant to shatter illusions in and out, bring us closer to our own inner truth, help us empower ourselves, activate our inner authority, courage, leadership, creativity and this way, contribute and anchor a NEW way of LIVING a new Earth.
We need to face ourselves in the most true and real manner and find the inner Lioness, the inner Queen and the Divine Child always connected to SOURCE and their Heart ( source through their heart). So that you can create from the depths of who you truly are , honouring that passion, those talents, that Unique expression of who you are. So that you remember you are a part of the whole and live in service and devotion , with strong boundaries, self awareness, deep roots as a Sovereign multi dimensional being.
For this to manifest and be a reality we need to face the wounds, the fears, the comfort zone, the addictions and attachments to victimhood and suffering, all we suppressed and denied and actually be capable of accepting the truth, dealing with it so we can be reborn and transformed. This is where living in alignment begins. This where we emotionally mature and take responsability of our lives, actions, choices and no longer let the wounds and shadows dictate.
- Practical Exercise: breathe deeply and close your eyes, go in your heart space and continue settling there till you feel calm. Bring your inner little child self in this space, in front of you. Notice. Feel. Be present.
Who is this child? What does she/he dream of? How do you feel her heart? When is this child most happy and free?
GIve her/him a hug. Listen to any messages then slowly come back and take notes. See what arises and then take one action towards what you discovered.
Learn to trust in your dreams, gifts and especially your Heart. Follow your deep passion and what makes you feel you, alive and joyful and ground that taking responsability of your Power to manifest, bring to life and Create what you want. Always together with Divinity, God, Source.
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If you are ready to dive deeper and discover your True story, the Intuitive Soulful Astrology Session is what you need. email : scrie-mi@ancalavinia.ro
Full Moon in Gemini- is it all about knowing?
November 27th- the Moon shines bright in the sign of Gemini opposing the Sun in Sagittarius and forming the Full Moon aspect.
Every full moon is a time of release and clearings. The moon also illuminates things, thoughts, patterns we haven’t seen before and we can choose what to let go of, what no longer nourishes and serves us.
What is now coming to fruition- to completion from the New Moon in Gemini – June 2023? What were the intentions then? And how have you grown, what changed between that new moon and this full moon?
With this very intense and accelerated year you may notice that you are a different person than you were 6 months ago or you might notice how many contexts, relationships, situations have changed, transformed.
When we say Gemini we say COMMUNICATION, expression, connexion, knowledge, information. We also corelate this energy with the childhood, siblings, uncles and aunts, neighbours.
What did you learn in you youngest years about who you are? About life?
What memories and contexts shaped you back then?
How are you influenced now by all that?
What kind of beliefs are you ready to let go of -that served you until now but no longer propels you forward?
Is there a lot of ” I KNOW” all of this and so little implementation, integration in your life?
Are you always in your head reading more, wanting to know more, accumulating more?
Which of all this can be of actual use? What of all you know is time to put in practice? To implement and integrate?
Too much information can bring you to a very confusing place, a lot of “I understand, I know, I see” and that is a problem when it is not translated into your Body, your day to day practices to create that change, that “better” that you want.
It can be a need of searching the next thing to learn, meeting new people, making new friends, connections, a need to take it easier and to make thing simpler now. Listen in and follow the guidance.
With the Sun close to Mars in Sagittarius your energy levels might finally go up and you might feel a new flush of adrenaline, hope, inspiration and wanting to do, to explore something else, to travel even.
The heavy and sluggish energy of Scorpio is dissipating and a new passion, a new drive and clarification might now present themselves to you. You can now see some truth you haven’t seen before. You might now get what you have been experiencing in the Scorpio season.
Having a bit more hope, trust and want to go forward and create something for an ideal, for a higher cause is a spark that can be lit in many people now.
Contribution, connection with others, meeting with others, getting out more, collaborating more, exchange of information, common passions in the name a better life, a higher truth – are themes that appear in many of our lives.
With Saturn in Pisces making a tensed aspect with the Sun and Moon we are invited to look at what we are taking responsability for further. What are we building for the future from a mature, responsable and grounded manner.
It is great to dream and be passionate, to know and to learn a lot and it is great to have hope and be positive. In the same time without putting things into practice, looking at how they contribute to our lives, without taking responsability and integrating we remain at the mind- dream – knowledge level.
You can be a great prophet or a wonderful gifted channel, tarot reader, energy worker AND if you do not take responsability for your Human self, shadow self, your inner child work, your emotions that need attentions, trauma that is swept under the rug- its all distorted, ungrounded, unstable and helps noone.
Coming into here and now, into the body, dealing with your human self is necessary. AS well as creating a personal relationship with Divinity, one that is felt through your entire being and it is grounded in your heart, body, day to day practices.
What is too much, illusory, fake, not true is being exposed, taken away. Faith is tested. Integrity is tested. A healthy moral compass is tested.
Are you who you say you are or are just projecting an image? Are you creating an illusory self through your communication, through the titles and diplomas you have, through how you look and sit and pose?
Are you truly Aligned with your Soul, Heart, Higher Self and God or are you serving other purposes just for your own benefit?
Its where Saturn and Lilith in Virgo is almost slapping a lot of people with hard truths and crumbling of facades, illusory images and pedestals.
DO you LIVE what you say, talk about, teach others or are you just pretending through a role of know it all and when you open the back door into your life you only see illness, loneliness, darkness, repression, fear, anxiety, anger, lack of faith, of self trust and self value etc?
Even though it seems like its all joy, party, gratitude, laughs and drinks – and this is also real and needed and part of life (important it is genuine) – there is also a lot of PRETENDING, hiding, lying. A lot of disconnection and loneliness. And it will get tighter and tighter until you stop and look under the rug.
Most people are not actually happy at all. They just pretend to be. They lie to themselves, to their family, to the world. They struggle and die inside and in the same time they post cute pics and magical vacations, zen quotes and spiritual retreats they go to. Check inside if you are one.
You cannot LIE to your SOUL, to your BODY, to GOD/ the Source/ Universe. You are just making it very hard for yourself. And this is where it is time to stop- take a hard look in and take responsability of your own truth, reality and choices. This is where it is time to tell yourself the trut because if you don’t- an accident, an illness, a divorce, a separation, someone dying, money loss, job loss, constant anxiousness, panic attacks, insomnia, infertility, toxic relationships and contexts – will tell it for YOU.
Venus is hand in hand with the South node which is more releasing, more closure, karmic closures, karmic cycles coming to an end. RELATIONSHIPS recalibrated, ending, transforming.
Your relationship with who you are as a woman- transformed, recalibrated. And here – transgenerational patterns might reveal themselves, lots of co dependency, toxic fusion, lack of boundries and self trust can be seen, processed, alchemised.
More PEACE activated within once we deal with all the shadows and internal war. More soothing beauty to surface once we accept and deal with the inner ugly we kept rejecting.
I am a SAG rising, all faith, trust, bubbles, idealistic and expansion, curious like noone else, extremely positive. And also extremely REAL. Thats why my clients love me :))
I have deep faith in HUMANKIND, in the Wisdom awakening in your Soul right now, in the Divine plan for each of us. I KNOW all is going on exaclty how it is supposed to FOR us. And this is not pretty at all for the moment. As we need to actually get real and honest. It is all magical and wonderful when you live a life of genuine gratitude, faith, joy, contribution, truth , integrity.
Until that there is so much wound and shadow to be acknowledged, processed, alchemised and soooo much REBIRTH and REcalibration to be accessed, accepted, lived.
In the spirit of Practical change, integration, recalibration and a new beginning I am inviting you to a 10 day group Journey right for the NEW MOON in SAG_ to SOLSTICE PORTAL. Details : https://ancalavinia.ro/en/courses/
Until then, stay present, breathe deeply, release and let go old limitations, patterns and attachments, come into your body and let the Full Moon infuse you with her codes, magic, messages!
and if you want to explore more of your story exactly how it was “given” at birth book a Soulful Intuitive Astrology session. It is not just an astrology session but a transformational deep experience on all levels.
Always here. Always a truthteller, a sacred disruptor, a Wise Woman.
Anca Lavinia
Full Moon in Taurus- truth revealed
The Full Moon in Taurus shines at her peak on October 28th and is that time of the month when the Sun opposites the Moon. In this case, sun in Scorpio, moon in Taurus.
The thing that comes up when I look at this chart is : no planets in air and fire signs and a lot of water- earth. The mind is silenced, the ideas are kinda stopped and the inspiration comes from elsewhere. There isn’t the agitation and the fiery energy that fuels the mind into action, creation but instead all is directed IN THE BODY and in the EMOTIONAL- underground space.
Just yesterday I started feeling foggy and unable to think, articulate anything. My head was heavy and I felt the need to get out urgently, to be on the ground, between the trees and feel the WIND – a representant of the mind aspect. I was organically called to this practice and I went let myself be “blown” and cleared by the wind. All my emotional tension and the discomfort I felt went away in an hour just by sitting on the earth, feeling the trees, no thinking and allowing the WIND to pass with all its force through my hair, clothes, on my skin. Loved it! and it WAS MEDICINE.
Pay attention to your body and to what you feel internally, to those nagging feelings and emotions and use the earth, the mud, the plants, trees, the wind and even the water to process, to discharge, let go, transmute that which is heavy- tensioned, confused.
And if you feel confused do not act. Wait. Bring your attention to small , simple tasks, habits and again, nature. Move your body, take a walk in the park, forest, listen to music.
LEARN to SURRENDER to what IS and to let it move you, guide you and offer you the Medicine you need. And that is often at a deeper level inside you. If you ask your body and listen to your intuition, sensation, emotions you will feel-“know” what you need. Like the urge I felt to go out in the wind as a cure.
Jupiter in Taurus next to the moon amplifies the energy of the body, sensations, looking at your values and your resources, maybe seeing what is actually important and necessary for you and what is no longer serving you. Being in opposition with the Sun, Mercury and Mars in Scorpio (powerful scorpionic energy) it also creates tension that is FELT at deeper levels. Emotional tension, anxiety, fear, something nagging, being uncomfortable and not quite putting the finger on it.
Mars and Mercury here might amplify negative thoughts and obsessions, even anger and war- inner war- outer war. They might push you in a way that is not comfortable to SEE something well hidden. Jupiter and the Bright moon helps with that, brings a magnifing glass and light in those spaces of shadow that we kinda suppressed, avoided, on those TRUTHs we do not want to hear, know.
The powerful Scorpio energy shows us the truth and the shadows that sting us and make us want to look away because if we want prosperity, peace, healthy values, stability (taurus) we need to see what is causing the opposite first, what are the energies and factors that maintain the lack of the above.
We cannot evolve into human beings that live peacefully and wealthy, healthy if we keep sweeping stuff under the rug and we just want to control everything, have “power” and never learn how to sit with the discomfort, with the inner Death process so necessary sometimes.
What are those truths that you don’t want to hear?
What are those emotions you keep suppressing and what are the fears that dominate you?
Bring the beautiful light of your awareness and of the moon into those corners and then sit in the places of raw truth and feeling and move with that, walk with that, cry, hug a tree, hold yourself but do not run away.
The TRUTH we don;t want to acknowledge might be surprising and also exactly what we need to move forward. We cannot expect honest relationships and honest rules- governments etc when we are lying to ourselves. All changes come from within.
The taurus- scorpio is also a financial axis – one that illuminates our relationship with money and value, resources. Look at this relationship and I would invite your to also look and contemplate what kind of emotions you have around money. Do they control you throgh fear and thoughts of lack? Is your power totally given away them? Is money power for you? Are you considering yourself valuable enough by how much is in your account? This is an excellent homework so you can actually recalibrate this relationship and the relationship with yourself, simplify and work on your sense of safety.
Lilith opposes Saturn and the invitation is to look at those details and practical things in relationship with GOD, with spirituality. Do we just talk about faith or do we cultivate it and grow it practically every day? How do we actually bring the sacred into form, into our bodies, into our work, into every day things?
How do we build a future and what is our Dream for the future that includes collaborating with divinity and being in our own Soverignty? Do we still wait for others to do something about it? Do we still remain victims and only hate ourselves each day limiting ourselves to pieces of flesh?
How do you take back your power and through practices AWAKE GOD in you on THIS EARTH for the FUTURE world?
All of what we see in the world is what exists inside of each of us and we do not want to acknowledge or look in the eye. All the war, the aggresivness, the control, the hate, the separation is our OWN INNER shadows. And until we learn and accept this to be the solution- looking inwards- nothing is going to really change.
Work with your inner demons. Access more peace, light, acceptance, stability inside yourself if you want to see this in the world.
THere is no way but the one THROUGH all you deny and avoid. And this is an uncomfortable truth that you can choose to sit with and also take action on it or contemplate for a longer time, be where you are for a longer time until you are ready.
The beautiful world that is being born now from fire and war, from all the chaos is also about you and it is calling you to let die all you believed was true, to let die all the limitations and fears, all the chains you kept yourself in and RISE into your POWER- the power of the activated and opened HEART combined with an aware, mature emotional and spiritual being that knows clearly she/he is here to Embody DIVINITY and CREATE a new paradigm. A human and divine being that is FREE and not living enslaved, manipulated, infused with fear all day long.
This is you. It is a matter of choice.
Have a blessed full moon!
Full Moon in Aries- from codependency to inner sovereignty
Lady Summer is now shedding her beautiful Green Robes, leaving space for the Magical colourful and rich Autumn. It is a time of slowing down and allowing the inner and outer death to take place, to close whatever we feel we need to and allow old, rigid, fearful parts of us to go…embracing and receiving the gifts.
We are deeply tuned in with nature and the seasons. Even if the city people we have become forgot that. And as soon as we reconnect with the natural cycles -especially as women- the sooner we will feel richer inside, more peaceful, attuned and with so much less resistance, rush, “have to”s”
The Full MOON in Aries shining her brightest on September 29th (around noon) invites us to be reborn while letting go. Being on the Nodal Axis (north node in Aries , south node in Libra) we have a potent energetical moment with the emphasis on emotion- relationship to others and to self, empowerment through endings, closing, letting go.
The full moon is the time when the Moon is in the opposite sign from the Sun and creates tension, friction, hightened emotional states while, in the same time illuminates aspects we need to see, hidden aspects of our inner and outer world. This time is both about our inner child and healing, unresolved emotions and contexts correlated with how we are, behave, think, act in relationships.
The Moon in Aries and Mars conjunct the South Node in Libra might stir up irritation, anger, frustration felt like boiling inside of us, apparently for no reason. IN other cases, small things happening in your relationship might make you lash out leaving you surprised and even shocked. For some other people this Full Moon stirs up and brings forth former contexts and relationships, with men and not only. Old unresolved anger, abuser-victim dynamics left unadressed, contexts in in the past ( even childhood or possible past lifetimes/ ancestors) where you felt powerless, abused, forced with no one to stand up for you. Or contexts where you shut up instead of speaking, you had loose boundries, you sacrificed yourself for others without speaking up, asking what you need, defending yourself, being EMPOWERED.
In current relationships there is a big possibility you see, realise how you are not being fully yourself, how you are still in a co-depended, fearful space, with no clear boundries, always putting the other one first, feeling like your partner (even friends, child) matter the most. You know that saying : without you I will die or You are my life? – total example of codependency and disempowerment.
There is an open door to embrace the past, look at what you supressed, how you were taught to behave and how that comes out in your relationships. With kiron still in Aries the healing continues! And with the North Node here the invitation is to BREAK old patterns, stop putting yourelf last, stop the sacrificing, heal the inner child wounding and trauma and taking your power back. It invites us to STAND up for ourselves, to know clearly what goes and nourish us and what not and communicate that.
THe South Node in LIBRA is inviting us to take a deep look at all of the patterns in our relationships. Even transgenerational patterns that might open our eyes on how we behave now, on our wounds and inherited stories that we keep believing in and living.
It is a good time to let go of those people that are not supportive and present with you. Those people and patterns of abuse took your power away, dominate you and kept you in subtle manipulation. This happens because YOU ALLOW it through your own wounding. You FEAR being abandoned and alone, you fear to speak up your truth and ofend or upset the other – so they will leave, reject you, abandon you. This is a wound coming from childhood and the dynamics with your parents where you first learnt how relationships are and what you need to do. Mostly you live in coping mechanisms that served you until now. Your inner child is still afraid, frozen, powerless and sad…AND AT THE WHEEL of your behaviours and relationship dynamics.
It is a good time to TRUTHFULLY look at you and even start a therapeutical process to take your powet back, heal the co-dependency, the fears, let go of the patterns that keep you in a victim mode, alchemising all those moments and emotions that still are boiling inside of you.
Supresed anger for example will find its way out somehow….on your children, husband, friends and also towards yourself. That is why becoming friends with it, learning how to process it, allowing it to flow through you and find its gifts is the best approach so that you are not consumed by it anymore *other emotions included here too.
The Nodal Axis and the Full Moon are an opportunity to heal and break free from the past. It depends on each of us if we take it or leave it for now.
When did you feel abused and powerless, forced in your past and could not speak up, were not witnessed and acknowledged, held and validated? This is a point of pain where anger, sadness and other repressed emotions are to be addressed and where your inner child awaits you.
Do you know your boundaries and communicate them in your relationships? Are you fearful of being left, being alone and so ….you just shut up and take it, not confront, not speak up, not ask for what you need?
Did you close your heart and only dedicate yourself to your career, never expressing emotion, vulnerability, dominating men, rejecting men, playing and manipulating them?
What relationship patterns did you see growing up and how did you internalise that, repeat that?
How were and are your friendships? Your closest persons? Do they trust you, believe in you, support you and lift you up, listen to you and you feel comfortable, open hearted, loved orr…?
If you would let your ANGRY self express herself what would she say, how would she behave, speak? *try it in a safe space, at home by yourself or in a therapeutical space.
Also, if you find yourself always thinking or saying ” I don’t want to upset them, I can’t be angry at them, I want to keep the peace (at my expense) – then I invite you to deeply look and reflect on why you do that and where /when you learnt such a behaviour.
If you always fear authority and make yourself small, shut up, get emotional or anxious, never stand up for your rights, your truth, not taking the space….also – take a deep look at that and reflect- why and where you learnt this.
Uranus and Mercury are also in conversation, both in earth signs and both about the MIND- the lower, human mind *Mercury* and the Higher, Divine mind (Uranus). Sudden revelations, sudden reactions and bodily sensations that come as messengers might occur. Pay attention to the repeating thoughts, nagging thoughts and also bodily sensations in different contexts or even correlated with different thoughts. Bring yourself more in the body, in the present and process, make space inside of you to “digest”, let flow everything that is present. Your body IS your GREATEST compass and ally. So are your emotions.
Do not fear when a strong emotion appears, when a strong sensation appears. Make space for it. Breathe with it, embrace it. Learn how to be with it in your body. Let it be expressed and see what brings forth once you do not avoid- repress- deny it anymore.
Take extra care of your health and pay attention to your needs as your body might communicate you need a bit of more rest, warmth, slow down.
I know it might feel overwhelming and a lot. we are going through big changes. The best approach is the HONESTY with self approach, the really taking time for deep inner reflections and ask important questions. We are led more and more into our Sovereignty as Divine beings in Human bodies, our Freedom and Authentic Expression.
Looking at those patterns, heavy emotions that keep repeating is a way to start and a way into more peace with self, more integration of all the inner parts that you disowned and rejected.
All that is going on is at the right time for you. It is exactly how much you need and can handle. It has a purpose even if you don’t see it now.
And if all you are going through is too much….if the above messages resonated deeply and brought forth deep emotions, sensations it is a sign to ask for support.
I am here to do just that for you. Inner child work, emotional alchemy, astrological support, safe and sacred space to fully express yourself -all my natural gifts and my mission.
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Full Moon in Pisces- endings and reality checks
The full Moon in Pisces glows the brightest on August 31st around 4.30 am (Europe). It is the second full moon we are having in August- another portal to shed, clear, close big circles in our lives.
Every time there is a full moon she is illuminating aspects, contexts and information we didn’t see before and also it is a great moment for release and clearing rituals.
The energy of Pisces invites us to Dissolve into the Universe and fully open our hearts to merge with Oneness. She invites us to let go of the control and mind’s stories and remember we are all brothers and sisters, we are all the same in the end. Compassion, empathy, creation, connection to Source, Spirituality, Crown chakra, visual arts, artistry and also Waters (oceans, seas, marine creatures) are tied to Pisces energy. Also illusion, hidden things, transgenerational and ancestral, mental illness and alienation, sacrifice and martyrdom are activated.
This time we have Saturn hand in hand with the Moon. He is representing the limits, rules, the teacher, masculine and authority energy, patience and the old paradigm, the material world. So part us is in a dream state, connected to Spirit, feeling deeper emotions and maybe a need for rest, meditation, Divinity and then Saturn says : :this and this goes away, ends. This is not good for you anymore. This is not sustainable long term. What are you bringing into matter in a practical, sustainable way from all of your Dreamy -Feely state? “
He is here to help us CLOSE, release, end. Also it might feel as coming back down to earth and getting real.
In the world we might see other rules, restrictions, regulations that imply water supplies, also viruses, bacteria- unseen illness, religion and new age.
Opposing, there is Virgo and the Sun and this axis, Pisces- Virgo is also about HEALTH, wellbeing. One is the body, what you eat, habits, what you can see and the other is more on the mental-emotional health and all that is unseen.
It is a good moment to go to that check up you are avoiding or postponing and maybe take a closer look at your health habits including emotional, energetic, mental hygene.
A common thing with Pisces and Virgo as well is the sacrifice energy.
So, notice where you are giving more than you actually can. Where do you give your time, energy, even unsolicited help, advice and how that impacts your health, your life.
What are you now ready to let go of and clear for a healthier relationship with yourself?
What dreams and deep inner revelations are not surfacing and how can you take a step into bringing them here and now into manifestation?
More so, with Mercury retrograde until mid September, still in Virgo, we are invited to RE- asses, thing, schedule, re-do. Also, clean and organize physical spaces but also mental, emotional spaces, from your computer and closets to your thoughts, habits, patterns.
You might feel a bit down and even a bit confused, like you don’t see clearly ahead and in the same time a lot is going on especiallt internally.
With so many retrogrades now going inside, paying more attention to our inner world is a BIG INVITATION.
Uranus did go retrograde as well and will stay like this until next year (normal retrograde period for him). In Taurus he covers all that is about the EARTH, resources, agriculture, food, mines but also digital currencies, financial changes, values, possestions. Uranus is the maverick, the lightning that produces shocks, inner and outer earthquakes giving us a faster way to where we need to be. He also takes away what no longer serves and stirs the pot so we can let go of old patterns and comfort zone and allow the inner Rebel, uniqueness and gifts to Shine. As Taurus is a fixed sign and he likes comfort, ease, pleasure, steadiness and safety Uranus is the HIGHER mind, the Universal Wisdom that pushes a bit even if uncomfortable as …the change is here and cannot be delayed.
With Pluto still in tension aspect with the Nodes of Fate we continue to be stirred by the Universe towards a more TRUTHFUL, ALIGNED with our Soul way of living.
We are undergoing an enormous change as humanity and as individuals.
DAre to be different. Dare to speak up. Dare to do things your way, as you feel they are correct and ligned for you and work through all those patterns, limiting beliefs, trauma that says ” You need to be like everyone else, what will they think, stay in your lane”.
Big karmic loops are now prone to end and be alchemised. Emotions might be hightened and a sense of constriction or limitation might appear for some of us. Especially for the ones with planets in pisces, virgo, taurus.
The Ruler of the Full moon in Neptune- also in Pisces, also retrograde.
What are your actual beliefs when it comes to Spirit, God, Goddess, Source? What is your relationship with Divinity?
What do you DREAM for your future? What;s your IDEALS?
What are your values and what is TRUTHful for you?
DO you run your life according to all of the above, acoording to your Hear, Soul, deeper Wisdom or are you tied to control, comfort, old paradigm, sacrifice and fight mode?
Do you live a life that has no spirituality, heart and soul in it, the only values and ideals being money, houses and vacations?
Are you living the life that YOU WANT and desire or the one that was IMPOSED on you by your family, culture, society?
Write down the answers in your journal, on a piece of paper and take a truthfull look at your life, where you are and what you are ready to end and clear. Look at the patterns and stories of your mom and dad that you are carrying still…and you let define you. Look from a HIGHER angle at all the cultural, ancestral expectations, limitations, lack, fight, fear, supression,abuse stories that still control you.
Whenever you are ready you can light a candle or more actually or even a fire and throw one by one, all of these in the fire with the pure and powerful intention to be alchemised and cleared from your field.
Lilith is still in conversation with Uranus and is activating the Fearless, Empowered Woman in you. Invites you to look at and process wounds from the past and RECLAIM your Sovereignity, Self TRUST, your Voice and Value.
A full moon and a period of time where a lot is stirred up. Things might not go to plan. People might disappear or just have a fall out with someone. Difficult talks can arise. Surprises and unseen information until now might throw you off for a bit.
CUltivate presence with yourself. Breathe deeply. Take your power back. Take time to redesign your life even if it is just dreaming or writing on paper for now. Connect with your heart. Put yourself first and learn how to save yourself and not others.
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