Tag: lilith and eve

The TRUTH: because you are a woman you are definitely and without discussion the Temptress, the Issue, guilty. Because you are beautiful and magnetic and sensual by Nature you automatically seduce men and that makes you the bad guilty one! Even if you just walk around carefree… let alone if you wear “provocative” clothes! God forbid that cleavage, that short skirt or who knows what that reveals your body. That makes you the guilty one if men treat you poorly.

It is your fault if you are abused, mocked, humiliated! How dare you be a Woman?! And embody your sexual power and magnetic energy?!!! Don’t you know that is Bad? And makes men helpless – can’t hold themselves responsible?

Tʜɪs IS ᴛʜᴇ ᴜɴᴅᴇʀʟʏɪɴɢ MESSAGE ᴡᴇ ɢᴇᴛ! From the patriarchal and religious point of view!

Since Eve was already put in that box – the one that led all into sin (as if Adam was 11 and couldn’t say No”) ALL women are guilty! And this SHADOW living in the basement of our society, men, religion and even women is Stinky and Gross but so real!

�so… as a girl- especially if there is a christian (not only) background I am expected to behave, to not wear jewels, to put on only covering the entire body clothes, no make up… nothing to Enhance my bad- seductress- evil side! Nothing to allow me to be aware , proud and free in my body, connected with my Sexual Energy. And that- to not tempt the men! “Women!!! Keep in your lane and do not dare show your beauty and sexiness as we are but mere mortal with no will, integrity, morals”

I am fully letting Lilith Speak Up the TRUTH! It is Leo new moon with Lilith so present!

I for once have been seen and treated as the guilty one in all contexts involving men. From the get go. Me being aware and embodying my se*ual energy was a big NO wrapped up in shame and anger.

So I have learnt during multiple years that I am wrong, bad for wanting pleasure or for being magnetic, for just showing myself as a woman. I have learnt that se*uality is bad for a woman to express but ok for men and in any circumstances she is the guilty one.

It makes my stomach turn thinking of those comments (from women too- as the patriarchal sexist gaze was internalized) : “she is a slut, she provoked him, she shouldn’t dress like that!” Again! Like the man involved has NO will, morals, restraint and integrity and he is absolved of all of his heinous actions!

This is a SERIOUS topic and BIG shadow we need to expose, recognize and work with towards acceptance and alchemy.

𝙏𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙠𝙞𝙣𝙙 𝙤𝙛 𝙤𝙥𝙥𝙧𝙚𝙨𝙨𝙞𝙤𝙣 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙖𝙗𝙪𝙨𝙚 𝙢𝙖𝙠𝙚𝙨 𝙢𝙚 𝙖𝙨 𝙖 𝙬𝙤𝙢𝙖𝙣 𝙨𝙥𝙡𝙞𝙩 𝙞𝙣𝙩𝙚𝙧𝙣𝙖𝙡𝙡𝙮, repress and reject the Sensual Seductress, embodied Magnetic Woman in me and this is how Shadow is created- split parts disowned and sent into the basement!

I turn into the repressed, judgy, anxious woman that sees sexuality something to be ashamed of, closed off, ashamed of her body and all things pleasurable and sensual.

I become my OWN internalized Patriarchal- Abuser: “be ashamed of ur body! Don’t wear that – its too slutty, shut up and take it – its your duty!” and soooo on do forth – you get it!

I am sure you also have this voice inside of you!

There is also a stage or the possibility you turn into the full on Shadow Seductress to punish men. You attract them through sexual games and use that as power having ur heart closed off and devouring their energy, leaving them after a one night stand or after they fall in love with you.

All the wounding this paradigm created- unbelievable strong!!!

Nowadays – se*ual content sells, women are se*ualized everywhere , the P@rn industry thrives AND in the same time Powerful, Sensual embodied women are villified, judged, shamed! In the same time this Shadow of “you are sinful, guilty if seducing men” is soooo present and a message as well.

So we are fed the same thing in different ways.

We want women to be slu tty and give us their bodies buuut wait! 𝙒𝙚 𝙙𝙤𝙣’𝙩 𝙬𝙖𝙣𝙩 𝙒𝙤𝙢𝙚𝙣 𝙖𝙬𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙘𝙤𝙣𝙨𝙘𝙞𝙤𝙪𝙨 𝙤𝙛 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙞𝙧 𝙎𝙚*𝙪𝙖𝙡 𝙋𝙤𝙬𝙚𝙧 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙚𝙣𝙚𝙧𝙜𝙮 𝙏𝙝𝙚𝙮 𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙙𝙖𝙣𝙜𝙚𝙧𝙤𝙪𝙨

It is time to look deep inside into our shadow: rage, shame, guilt, fear around se*uality and freely expressing ourselves as women; around men and all the historical stories.

It is ok to recognize the deep Feelings you have and let them out- process them and give all the parts in you Space to be seen and Heard!

𝗜𝘁 𝗶𝘀 𝘁𝗶𝗺𝗲 𝘁𝗼 𝗯𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗸 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗱𝗶𝘀𝘀𝗼𝗹𝘃𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗖𝗵𝗮𝗶𝗻𝘀 and Programming that keep us disconected from our vital force (se*ual energy) and Embody it, live Freely and Owning our power, beauty, magic in a conscious way!

𝗜𝘁 𝗶𝘀 𝘁𝗶𝗺𝗲 𝘁𝗼 𝘁𝗮𝗸𝗲 𝗮 𝗗𝗲𝗲𝗽 𝗗𝗶𝘃𝗲 𝗶𝗻𝘁𝗼 𝗵𝗲𝗮𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗿𝗲𝗹𝗮𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻𝘀𝗵𝗶𝗽 𝘄𝗶𝘁𝗵 𝗠𝗘𝗡 and toxic masculinity that also lives inside of us! With our dads and masculine lineages! And also with our Bodies!

This requires a lot of 𝗮𝘃𝗮𝗶𝗹𝗮𝗯𝗶𝗹𝗶𝘁𝘆 𝘁𝗼 𝘀𝗲𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗧𝗿𝘂𝘁𝗵 𝗶𝗻 𝘆𝗼𝘂, to embrace the emotions trapped and rejected and deemed “bad”. It takes courage to speak up and to invite your Shadows out to the table giving it space, time, acceptance and integrating it.

This is a process. A necessary one for you as a WOMAN to become WHOLE again and not live in split parts hating and abusing yourself and your peers. This means 𝗙𝗿𝗲𝗲𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘆𝗼𝘂𝗿𝘀𝗲𝗹𝗳 𝗳𝗿𝗼𝗺 𝗮𝗹𝗹 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝘀𝘁𝗼𝗿𝘆𝗶𝗲𝘀 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗰𝗮𝗿𝗿𝘆 𝘀𝗶𝗹𝗲𝗻𝘁𝗹𝘆 that put you down for who you are, free yourself from guilt and shame and also anger and fear!

So you can be reborn and wear your Crown!

So you can pass a different inheritance to your daughters!

So you can live your life in peace with yourself, in harmony, feeling empowered, safe, beautiful and Whole!

This is an invitation.

Feel it. Deeply.

If you are 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑑𝑦 𝑡𝑜 𝑒𝑚𝑏𝑎𝑟𝑘 𝑜𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑙𝑖𝑓𝑒 𝑡𝑟𝑎𝑛𝑠𝑓𝑜𝑟𝑚𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑗𝑜𝑢𝑟𝑛𝑒𝑦 I am here to hold and guide. I love TRUTH and I am an Expert in Shadow Work!

I’ve done it for soo long with myself and hundrends of clients already!

I am all for Empowering you as a Woman, Creatrix, Magician, Queen that you Are! You diserve the best life and the best relationship with yourself first!

I am a message away!