Tag: scorpio
New Moon in Scorpio- ready to be reborn?
REGENERATION- transformation- rebirth- Phoenix- depth and truth- taboo >> all SCORPIO themes that we are deeply feeling these days ( and for a lot of us, the entire year)
On November 13th at 11:27 am the New Moon will shine in her darkest moment amplifying the Scorpionic energy and themes.
Not a coincidence that the number 13th is a Sacred Lunar and Venusian – feminine- number as there are 13th cycles (and menstruations) in a year. Cycles of death and rebirth, regeneration.
Being a Scorpio new moon it also is infused with a full moon like energy as before said, Scorpio invites us to clear, let die, to transform the old, the shadows into a new beginning, a new path, a new way.
With Mars conjunct the Moon and the Sun and Uranus opposing them this could be an explosive new moon! And when I say explosive it can be internal (emotional for example) and external- on the world scene.
We are presented with those uncomfortable truths about who we are and what attachements to suffering, to pain, struggle, to drama we are still carrying and empowering. Subjects and themes like sexuality, porn, human trafficking, money, power struggles and power hunger, manipulation, all occult things and hidden truths are now what gets our attention. THe taboo, the unspoken, what we keep under the lid, the shadows.
What is it that motivates you?
What is your relationship to POWER? and how do you use it? Do you manipulate through victimisation and how much you struggle and sacrifice for everyone, through sex, money, knowledge (forms of power) ? Or are you aware of your shadows and use your Power to create good in the world, around you, in your relationships and life?
What are your values that guide you in life?
What are you clinging to out of FEAR?
What is it that you really need to let die and be reborn in a different form?
Pay attention to all shadows that are now in front of you catching your attention – calling you to your DEPTHS and to your inner TRUTH.
Pay attention to all the control and the “i am a victim, I am powerless, life is pain” dynamic – words- thoughts.
Pay attention to the FEARS invading your mind and life. Who’s are they? Where do they come from?
It is a good time to stop and see what you avoided until now. It is a good time to get into a THERAPEUTICAL process. ONe that addresses your emotions, your energy and energetics, your depths and supports you to RISE from all you though is impossible or too hard.
Triggers and surprises might be all over these days.
Find support. Get into your body. Use what you already know to process your emotions and sensations in a mature manner.
TAKE your POWER BACK. and LET OTHERS be FREE and live their life.
Is life really hard and full of bad things? Is it really just hardship and fighting? Or is this something you learnt from your parents, grandparents, ancestry, culture?
Are you able to allow yourself to admit or even be curious about the possibility that LIFE can BE EASY, peacefull, with no drama? That it doesn’t need to be hard? That you are the one keeping the beliefs, the choices, the thoughts that make it hard. From that deep sense of loyalty towards your family, your mom, your ancestors – how can I live an easy, abundant, happy life when they suffered so much?
Someone told me ” but I can’t let go of those chords of hardship and pain of my ancestors because I feel I would betray them”- this is the transgenerational LOYALTY that keeps you stuck in a life and patterns that are not yours to carry, to live. It is your decision if you want to see it, admit it, change it. And now is a good time for this.
With Lilith aspecting Mercury the thoughts might not be very nice ones: fears and anxiety can come up more than before. Those things you don;t want to think about or talk about might now be so overwhelming you cannot escape or deny them anymore. in the same time- there can be a lot of POWER in your words, in the way you express yourself and the truths that you are now seeing and letting out through your voice.
For the ones that are aware and conscious this is a very EMPOWERING TIME! A RISING and rebirth time into a new stage, a new version of you!
You see what is hidden and what needs to be spoken about, what needs to be brought to light – both in you and in the world. You process deep ancestral fears and let go of that old story of being small and insignificant. You sense the big shift and you slowly learn to let go of control more and more, to speak up, to end all that is toxic and no longer supportive.
It is not easy. It is deep, it is overwhelming, it can be surprising and chaotic.
It can bring up a lot of ancestral pain, grief, anger. (see the wars, the conflicts). This is to be felt, received and let go in the earth. Especially women are called now to feel the grief, to feel the anestral pain and to cry it, yell it…let it wash through and EMPOWER you much more, be alchemised through you, through your heart, voice, womb, blood.
Saturn is now stationed direct at 0 degrees in Pisces after a long retrograde and it is opposing Lilith and squaring Mercury creating a tension (If we needed more of it :). ) to really take a deep look at your FAITH and INTEGRATION of SPIRITUAL concepts. Take a deep look at your relationship with GOD- source- religion and begin a deep process of healing, looking at the truth, releasing, clearing and taking back your power.
Come into an internal STABILITY and PRACTICE what you read about, know and talk about. FAith is not tested when times are good and it is not about going to church or saying “i am a believer”.
How is your faith standing when it all gets hard? Do you still believe in Divine support? Do you still remain at PEACE and totally anchored in your Heart? Do you still stand tall and with deep roots? Or do you doubt, fall, curse, blame, enter victimhood, stay in control and fear and anxiety.
No matter what is going on around you- do you FEEL supported, have a strong relationship with your SOUL and Higher Self, God, Source? Or at the first bad news you go into the darkness and forget all the big shiny concepts you know?
Do you still have patience and remain calm doing your work and your practices even when all seems to go crumbling down?
What is fake, based on lies, manipulation, fear, what is not built on integrity and true inner ground, in the HEART will be taken away, crumble, dissolve.
You are brought closer and closer to YOUrself and sometimes, when the stuborness and control are so big, when the separation is strong – you are brought to your knees.
This might be one of these times.
And it is not because the universe is bad, god punishes you, life is a bitch or someone has something against you. It is just because there is NO MORE TIME to sit around and blame others, whine and wait for saviours.
It is time to look deep into your SOUL and get aligned with the new frequencies. To stop living a life LYING to yourself and following EXTERNAL rules, staying in boxes and with your head down.
For those who hear the calling and start the real change the NEW earth is here and the TRANSITION is much more easier.
FOr those who keep denying, staying in old habits, in victimhood, chasing superficial power like money and status, keeping it small and fitting in, resisting change and life….it will be harder and harder. The BIG CRUMBLE is here.
And what we need to learn is to let go, embrace and cultivate FAITH. TRUE, real, deep FAITH. Come back into our bodyies and hearts. Listenting to our Soul and inner nudges. Doing the inner work so we keep rising in frequency and access new levels of peace, joy, wealth, health. This is what earth needs. Not more anger, more fight, more separation, judgement….Sure, it is necessary to go through the shadows so we can grow true inner light and stability. This is the journey.
And you are supported if you want to be. If you choose LIBERATION, FREEDOM, SOVEREIGNTY.
We are at a tipping point.
Are you ready for the biggest death and rebirth ever?
Monday the 13th- new moon : Healing the WITCH WOUND online workshop– is an invitation for you to take a step closer to freedom and empowerment. To Rising from the numbness and sepparation and alchemising the fears.
Invitation to an intuitive soulful ASTROLOGY session based on your natal chart is open so you access and discover your TRUE story and take a step further in knowing who you really are, what are your gifts, lessons, direction in life. It is not just an astrology session but a transformative experience!
If you are ready for a deeper dive and a powerful ALCHEMICAL LIFE CHANGING process send a message and let’s talk on how we can take the journey together. ( scrie-mi@ancalavinia.ro)
Full Moon in Taurus- truth revealed
The Full Moon in Taurus shines at her peak on October 28th and is that time of the month when the Sun opposites the Moon. In this case, sun in Scorpio, moon in Taurus.
The thing that comes up when I look at this chart is : no planets in air and fire signs and a lot of water- earth. The mind is silenced, the ideas are kinda stopped and the inspiration comes from elsewhere. There isn’t the agitation and the fiery energy that fuels the mind into action, creation but instead all is directed IN THE BODY and in the EMOTIONAL- underground space.
Just yesterday I started feeling foggy and unable to think, articulate anything. My head was heavy and I felt the need to get out urgently, to be on the ground, between the trees and feel the WIND – a representant of the mind aspect. I was organically called to this practice and I went let myself be “blown” and cleared by the wind. All my emotional tension and the discomfort I felt went away in an hour just by sitting on the earth, feeling the trees, no thinking and allowing the WIND to pass with all its force through my hair, clothes, on my skin. Loved it! and it WAS MEDICINE.
Pay attention to your body and to what you feel internally, to those nagging feelings and emotions and use the earth, the mud, the plants, trees, the wind and even the water to process, to discharge, let go, transmute that which is heavy- tensioned, confused.
And if you feel confused do not act. Wait. Bring your attention to small , simple tasks, habits and again, nature. Move your body, take a walk in the park, forest, listen to music.
LEARN to SURRENDER to what IS and to let it move you, guide you and offer you the Medicine you need. And that is often at a deeper level inside you. If you ask your body and listen to your intuition, sensation, emotions you will feel-“know” what you need. Like the urge I felt to go out in the wind as a cure.
Jupiter in Taurus next to the moon amplifies the energy of the body, sensations, looking at your values and your resources, maybe seeing what is actually important and necessary for you and what is no longer serving you. Being in opposition with the Sun, Mercury and Mars in Scorpio (powerful scorpionic energy) it also creates tension that is FELT at deeper levels. Emotional tension, anxiety, fear, something nagging, being uncomfortable and not quite putting the finger on it.
Mars and Mercury here might amplify negative thoughts and obsessions, even anger and war- inner war- outer war. They might push you in a way that is not comfortable to SEE something well hidden. Jupiter and the Bright moon helps with that, brings a magnifing glass and light in those spaces of shadow that we kinda suppressed, avoided, on those TRUTHs we do not want to hear, know.
The powerful Scorpio energy shows us the truth and the shadows that sting us and make us want to look away because if we want prosperity, peace, healthy values, stability (taurus) we need to see what is causing the opposite first, what are the energies and factors that maintain the lack of the above.
We cannot evolve into human beings that live peacefully and wealthy, healthy if we keep sweeping stuff under the rug and we just want to control everything, have “power” and never learn how to sit with the discomfort, with the inner Death process so necessary sometimes.
What are those truths that you don’t want to hear?
What are those emotions you keep suppressing and what are the fears that dominate you?
Bring the beautiful light of your awareness and of the moon into those corners and then sit in the places of raw truth and feeling and move with that, walk with that, cry, hug a tree, hold yourself but do not run away.
The TRUTH we don;t want to acknowledge might be surprising and also exactly what we need to move forward. We cannot expect honest relationships and honest rules- governments etc when we are lying to ourselves. All changes come from within.
The taurus- scorpio is also a financial axis – one that illuminates our relationship with money and value, resources. Look at this relationship and I would invite your to also look and contemplate what kind of emotions you have around money. Do they control you throgh fear and thoughts of lack? Is your power totally given away them? Is money power for you? Are you considering yourself valuable enough by how much is in your account? This is an excellent homework so you can actually recalibrate this relationship and the relationship with yourself, simplify and work on your sense of safety.
Lilith opposes Saturn and the invitation is to look at those details and practical things in relationship with GOD, with spirituality. Do we just talk about faith or do we cultivate it and grow it practically every day? How do we actually bring the sacred into form, into our bodies, into our work, into every day things?
How do we build a future and what is our Dream for the future that includes collaborating with divinity and being in our own Soverignty? Do we still wait for others to do something about it? Do we still remain victims and only hate ourselves each day limiting ourselves to pieces of flesh?
How do you take back your power and through practices AWAKE GOD in you on THIS EARTH for the FUTURE world?
All of what we see in the world is what exists inside of each of us and we do not want to acknowledge or look in the eye. All the war, the aggresivness, the control, the hate, the separation is our OWN INNER shadows. And until we learn and accept this to be the solution- looking inwards- nothing is going to really change.
Work with your inner demons. Access more peace, light, acceptance, stability inside yourself if you want to see this in the world.
THere is no way but the one THROUGH all you deny and avoid. And this is an uncomfortable truth that you can choose to sit with and also take action on it or contemplate for a longer time, be where you are for a longer time until you are ready.
The beautiful world that is being born now from fire and war, from all the chaos is also about you and it is calling you to let die all you believed was true, to let die all the limitations and fears, all the chains you kept yourself in and RISE into your POWER- the power of the activated and opened HEART combined with an aware, mature emotional and spiritual being that knows clearly she/he is here to Embody DIVINITY and CREATE a new paradigm. A human and divine being that is FREE and not living enslaved, manipulated, infused with fear all day long.
This is you. It is a matter of choice.
Have a blessed full moon!